First of all , thanks , Min Hui .... For everything . So sad that I can only spend at most ... 2 hours with you , only . I was being asked why I was so angry . If only you knew what happened , how I felt ... When I heard the word " Bitch " when I walked passed her . The impact on my shoulder by her elbow . That dreadful stare when I ACCIDENTALLY hit her with the curtain when I wanted to ensure privacy for my patient . That they signed the card without asking me nor Min Hui . The way she snatched the tympanic thermometer when I went with Min Hui with the only intention to help out with the parameters . I was asked , " do you really have to work so hard ? " Okay , the asking attitude was so much different from the way my ex cheer mate asked ( I felt like crying at that point of time when she bombarded me with so much questions ... ) . The answer is ... YES ! And somehow , I felt proud of it . That I am able to work and help out with the bills . Like what I said , it felt so much different from the way she asked me . The income was good compared to my other collages . But all my weekends were burnt ... I can't go out , I can't go dating , I can't rest . I got to hold onto my work ... yup , maybe like what you said , for another 6 months ? To tell the truth , I don't feel like going home . I dragged myself home ... I stayed back to say good byes to all my patients ... I miss them ... Good byes ... I hate good byes . I felt as if some part of me had gone missing . A part of my heart disappeared . Good bye . Get well soon and discharge !!!