So , we had Ayam Nasi Penyket yesterday in the middle of the night .
Fat fat ! I could hardly finish it !
So , I got this feeling to ride . I tried to leave as soon as possible . The road was still ... okay ... No jam , but not as nice either . I managed to reach home safety , in one piece .
Slacked a while . I was dozing off right in front of my cupboard , trying to get some home clothes to bathe .
So I slept . Was totally knocked out . Seriously , how did I managed to survive 5 nights ?!
Woke up at 4pm plus , had the Pau Mummy prepared .
I asked Mum to make take away dinner as well .
So , I saw fishes , Salmon . I asked , she said that Brother is coming home for dinner . Really ? Only him ?
Then she scolded me , again .
Whatever .
So , I just trained to work ....
Had my dinner .... Almost vomited . Totally no appetite .
Half way through at 9pm , time point . I asked the subject to go shower . I changed the bed sheet , the water flash and the basin of water for fever . So I was just standing there , waiting for him to come out of his shower , so that I can clear all his dirty clothes ...
I looked out of the window . It was about 9.20pm .... In less than an hour time , 10pm ... the afternoon staffs would go home . The road would be smooth . I miss those days ....
Ride at 6am for morning shift , 10pm for night shift ...
No peak hour , no jam ...
Where Brother would come and fetch me .
How different it is now .
I talked with Mia ... it's going to be New Year .... So what had you done ?
This year , everything is not right at all .
Work , Him , home .
I hate everything !
But , I just got to hold on , correct ?
Sometimes , I just feel so tired and worn out . Just want to run away from everything . Wish that everything is peaceful once again .
But I guess it's impossible .
Next year , next month , everything would be alright ....
I hope .