Gosh ! Having part 2 everyday after work , I woke up at 11am plus only . Messaged ... so , got to go for work ....

Was so very late ... I rushed in straight into the meeting room , since I was like 17 minutes late ... and was being stared at . Must be my attire , again ....

So ... meeting ended . Had a little break where I gobbled down my breakfast of bread and milk . Had code blue practice . Ended smoothly .

So , got to top up the trolley for the monthly check . Someone / somebody wanted me to help out .

I explained that I'm going down with Bernard to collect our pharmacy stock of normal saline , ordered by yours truly . Yeah , what time will I be back ? 5.30pm , I think ....

Back . Ken was calling .... It was raining . Bernard and I put back all the stocks . Then he left . Hui Ann came in to look for me . Said that I'm on shift tomorrow with Shirley and to pass the envelope to her ....

So , I was just actually standing around with Alvin and Ram who were topping up the trolley .

The last checked was by me and Bernard .... ARGH !

I believe and felt that we did a good job . I checked the roster ... Asked Mia for permission and requested to change shift . Of course , was being asked for a reasonable explanation . I believe that TIRED is a very good valid excuse - especially after working for 12 straight days , yeah ???

I got " scolded " . That was the reason why I was on call today . " Please inform earlier next time . " I think he really hates me ! I looked at him .... no comments . There was nothing I can say to retort back . He was right . I was in the wrong . It was my fault . But basically , in the end .... it was just a big fat white lie which I don't wish to lie further . Full stop . So I simply just stared / looked at him .... and left .

It was done . Pushed the trolley out of the station with Alvin when he asked if I was doing anything ... Failed attempt at acting busy . He said he got things / need me to to help ... etc .

The silly stupid me just simply followed . I INSISTED that it was not the PPA period . Furthermore , I had done it before . What did she say / what did you say ?

NOTHING . Okay , so basically , obviously ,  it was the wrong answer . The first wave had passed ... so now is the second wave ....

Trapped , with now where to run ... nobody to turn to .... What's the point , I wondered . So I'm being forced to blurt out the basic hourly rate calculator ...

I was finally being let out after " 2 years " ....

I was late , overtime . Was waiting for the lift when Mia and Kan came . We walked to the MRT . They took purple line while I took the green line home .

Brother was home late .

Tired . Managed to Skype with him . My day is complete . Period . Of course , complained to him !!!