Time checked on the petrol receipt , 5.57am . $5.07 . Rode to work . Smooth good ride !!!

Managed to reach by 6.32am . Late by 2 minutes . So , took over from Mia and Shirley . Was so tired .

Tired , tired , tired .

Wish that I could sleep in longer ... especially when I knocked out at 9.30pm yesterday . Ken called and woke me up . But I never answer his 1.30am plus call !

Yesterday , I don't wish to know where everyone had been . I just don't give a damn anymore . You do whatever you want . I have my own standard .

I miss the team works of the wards . Jo , Vicky , Belle ... So many so many ....

They never reply my message . So sad .

Today .... there was no difference .... no difference till there was problem with the diet . It was not serve .

I tried to delay my lunch time ... tried to but still failed . Had vegetables rice from Houseman .

I was happily having lunch with Sue when Kan came in and asked , " why was the diet not served ? "

So , I left and was being stuck ed right outside of the Subject's room , once again , with Sue and Kan again .

She came to the nurse station as well . Wanted to pass the booking form to Kan . Complained that there was no stamp chop , no acknowledgement of any form . But it was scheduled .

They began fighting when I supported her and commented , " what's wrong with you today ? "

" Was it my fault ? I'll work till I die , " and I left .... to return the drug .

His reply was , " yeah , I wanted to talk to you about it . "

I ran away , from every thing , keeping myself busy ...

She came in and started complaining . Claiming about the " unfairness " of all about her plans for the next day .

Finally passed over to Shirley and Mia . I was the one who passed over . Since it was my fault about the diet .

I went to His School . Had Mr Bean Soy Milk with Papaya ... don't like the taste !

Wanted to get bean curd , but out of stock , so I got the soy pudding , as recommended by Kyreen . Nice !

And the cup fruits which I got during lunch ... wanted to share with her but we were so so busy !!!

He came , smiling .... I started complaining , about the phone call I received , and the email I was about to receive ....

He wanted me to hurry , and he don't want to have my leftovers ....

We went inside his school library first before taking bus home .

Where I complained and complained ....

And he comforted me . Assured me that it would be alright ....

I love you .