You agreed ... or should I say ... you even encourage it ? Went out with Enrique in the late afternoon ... Wa ... Suggested him to fix the time and place . He refused ... Ended up rushing down to 1 of the theater to realize that the show we wanted to catch will be starting late . So , we booked the ticket for another place and rushed down there . Hm .... The show ... NC 16 ... Love the songs thought I should have heard it before , but seriously , I never hear them before !!!!!! Yup . Sat on the couple seat sharing popcorn . Thanks for all the treat !!! Enrique took the train with me and he left at one of the station . Seriously ... Sok Ee ... I was sorry ... But I was scared too . Well , scared that I teared ... But like what I told you - heart broken ... But I guess ... At least there's a " good " explanation for mine ... I can choose to deceive myself ... But for you ?? I don't know . Treasure him ... We shall face all these strongly , okay ? Even thought they don't seems to care at all ... But well ... I choose to believe that it matters .... My heart hurts when I received you message ... I thought it would be like yesterday . I choose to hope , to believe ... I ran for the bus ... even thought the high heels were making " click - click " sounds , everyone was looking at me , and there's blister on each of my big toe ... Yes !!!!! I made it ... So , I was just thinking too much ?? But I don't understand and I guess I never will ... Neither will you ... Yes , okay ... I don't understand that you " struggled with all this things " .... and neither do you know about menses cramps . All I've ever heard from you is how you slacked in the office , how you went to flirt when you were in the canteen ... I am sorry .... Maucks . I love you ... very much .