Went to school for Chinese Oral guess I flunked it ! I do not know how to pronouce most of the words ! But luckly , the conversation saved me !
Ha Ha , guess I talked too much crap with my friends through MSN messanger conversation windows , that's why I am able to go that well for my conversation .......
I knew that I did well for my conversation because when I was about to run off , my teacher told me " Your reading was not that good , but you conversation was excellent ( I talked too much crap ! ) , so , I would be giving you marks for your conversation "
There was Teacher's Day full dress rehersal , I went to change and well , the Chinese Dance members danced in the buring hot sun , in the carpark !
Well , it went all right , we were allowed to put up the item for the Teacher's day .... Luckly !
I mean ... everyone worked so hard , putted in so much effort and so on ... staying back every single day to practise and leran .... we do deserve something !
After dancing , I went to find Mr Goh .....
Sat for the same Amath Function test !
Well , do not know if I can reach HIS target or not as I do not have the answers to revise ( refer to the post on 21/8/2004 ) .... I did the test based on my intelligence ....
Went to Popular after that , brought lots of stationary .... Well , there was dicount .... so I guess it won't burn my pocket ... no harm after all !
I skipped my Chinese Tuition again and I went for the Zpop concert with my church friends to support our Pastor , Sun ......
It went out alright ....... the concert was acceptabe ... but we got to stand !
So , I ended up sitting on the grass patch with one of my church friends ......
I left straight after my Pastor sang .... rushing home to do Maths , as a matter of fact .....
I told the church friend whom I was sitting with that I got to go home , and she send me to the exit of the concert and then she went back to meet up with the other members .......
I was on my way alone to the MRT when I received a thousand phone call on my Handphone !
Mum called and asked why I left without the rest and she even scold me ....
Kai Xin called and bombarded me with the same question !
Kai Xin even said things like ... my mum allowed me to go for the Zpop concert all because I am going with the Church members , she wanted me to go with them , hang around with them , leave with them !
Overall , what my mum wants is - me hanging out with the church !
Oh my God ! What is this ?
I am already a mature fifteen year old teenager !
I am capable of taking care of myslef , able to board the trains and buses all alone !
I know what's the different between black and white , been educated of what's wrong and what is correct !
Oh Mum ! Are you telling me that rushing home to do homework was wrong ? You allowed you preious girl to slack in her work , Math somemore ! Mum , I thought you always agree that your daughter should increase her studying time by decreasing her play time ?
And now what ?
I wanted to go home and study ! To do that ever persent subjuect - MATH !
Oh mummy ! Do you know that how many retest had you daughter sat ? Retest and re- retest ! I doubt that I can even pass the Amath Function test which I sat for this afternoon !
Oh my !
Brother !
Brother ....... Mum , you allowed Brother to stay out till midnight .... and yet .... it's only eight plus in the night ! The night is still very very young compare to midnight !
And yet ... what is this ?
Mum , you don't even know if Brother goes home by himself or what ..... alone or together with his bunch of friends !
Okay .... maybe Brother stayed and waited for his friends to go home with him ..... but hey !
My Brother is so much educated then me ! Brother could socialise with his bunch of friends .... he could jolly well enjoy conversation with his schoolmates ! He was in the special stream , went to Junior Collage , and yet ..... I am just a bearly above average Express studen ! I might even have difficulty going into " ITE " ! Mum , you expected me to make a fool out of myself and let people see me as a " no parents to teach " child ?
Kai Xin told me to wait for her at the MRT station .... it was a long lonly road to the Station ....
I cried !
I cried while walking to the Station !
Why no ones understands me ?
I only wished that Brother was with me ..... Now , Brother , stop saying " Asking for it ! "
I went to the Station to wait for Kai Xin ..... and sat at the same place where I sat with him months ago .....
He had sat with me at the same place , waiting together with me ...... I was supposed to meet Brother at that time and I would be going home with Brother ..... He sat beside me .... together with me , waiting for my Brother ! We even messaged when we reached home ... It was Heaven at that time !
Kai Xin came and kept on asking questions ........ Haiz !
We went to the Burger King to eat ...... Kai Xin choosed a seat ...... It was the same seat where I had sat together with my Brother and Him ! But it was on a different day ... different from the day when he accompany me to wait for my Brother ....
Kai Xin ordered food and shared with me .....
I ate some .... and then the rest of my Church friends came ......
After eating .... I was finally allowed to go home !
I went home and did my Maths till 1 am like that .......