Stayed at home whole day . I woke up , browsed through my magazines . I felt tired again , thus , I went back to sleep . I suddenly woke up . Someone had called my Handphone . Leaped up , and checked my miss call . It was from my Honey ! I returned his call , he was asking if there was any bookshop nearby . I directed him . Watched SCV while eating lunch . I went online for sometime . For dinner , I watched the SCV while eating too . When the show ended , I just received a message from my Honey , he told me that he would call . He did and we chatted ... Hehe , we seems to have a lot of things to chat about . Guess we are developing very fast ... Sok Ee messaged me too , she has good news . But then , what shocked me was that the end suddenly became dead ! I was there , sounding like a total idoit , kept on repeating " Hello ? " . I was so shocked ! I thought I had done something wrong , said something wrong or something ... I was so scared !! Suddenly , I was at a total lost ... I messaged him , and he asked me to go online ... Haiz , false alarm , all because of his Brother ... Haha .

I woke up and checked my Handphone . Hehe , there was a message from my Honey , it was sent at 6.52.50am ! Haha . I came online , read Enrique's friendster blog ... Hehe , it was so sweet , how they both end up together ... but I don't know why he has to ask his princess before posting it ... I called Mum on her handphone and asked her to call me back using the office phone . She did and I asked her about my lunch , then I told her that I would be going out later . I heard her said , " You don't go out with ... " " I'm going Toa Payoh . " That shut her up , and she carried on telling me to wear appropriately . I hang up the phone and was ery very furious and irate by her old fashion thinking ! I don't know , maybe Mum was right ? Or maybe not ? But one thing for sure , it is so very old fashion . Now I really truly understand why teenagers don't tell everything to their parents , same goes for me . I don't tell my Mum anything . What's the use of telling her . unless it's something which needs her signture ( like dropping my Pure Science and Math ) , or important , which I can't hide . Haiz , I don't know ... So confuse ... why can't anyone give us their blessings ? I tried my luck around 1pm later . I told my Mum that I got to pass my Honey my Brother's notes . Then I told her some crap ... she finally allowed me to go . I cooked fried rice , opened a can of pork legs with mushroom , and used boiled water to heat up 2 black pepper hotdogs and some hams . I ate my lunch while watching the SCV . Mum came home . She was surprised that I was still at home . Hm , yup .. she left after a few minutes of sleep . I bathed .. etc . Intented to paint my nails and stick some stickers , but my Honey messaged me that he would be on his way soon . I changed my mind . I don't want to hand in the contrect already . I rushed down to the bus stop and tried to call him . He never answer . By the time my Honey answered , I was already reaching , he was still at his School ! Argh , if not we can board the bus together . I was early , thus , I went to the Value shop and browsed around . I was so bored , I called Sok Ee and we talked until my Honey appeared . I was prepared to let him hold my hand , but ne never hold it ! We went to Swensen's and ordered foods . Hehe , we both fed each other and talked ... We ate half way , then lean back , he held my hands , and we talked .. and talked ... and talked . We got so many things to talk about ! We shared the ice cream and Ice Lemon Tea . We went to shop , my night was so wonderful until I realized that someone called my Handphone . It was my Mum ! Argh ! She asked me what time I would be home , she knew that I'm out with my Honey , why does she have to call and spoilt my night ?!!?! Honey and I boared 157 home . My stop was first , and he don't bare to let go of my hand .. Haha .. Honey contected me too ... hehe . Chatted with Sok Ee till late at night ... singing rogether , talking obout both our guys , how bad they are .. haha . Honey , I love you .

Gee , I was late for work . I ate neither Breadfast nor lunch ! On my way , I was chatting with Sok Ee . Oh my , they are hanging around together again ... I'm jealous , girl ! Haha . We just chatted and chatted ... Oh , I've got an answer to my yesterday's question . I should not let him do such a thing to me ! I know , it's quit mean . I mean , what he wants to do is actually quiet common , but we just got started and had only 1 date so far ... it's like , too fast or something ... I reached there , then Sok Ee's Mum asked me if I had eatten , I told her the truth and she brought for me some cakes . I was to consume it inside some " unseen " areas . A guy was inside too , he asked me something , then my Boss instructed me not to talk to him . Well , wrok was boring . There wasn't any shoppers around , expect during lunch hour where all the office people came and buy bottles of drinks ... However , most of them would prefer other type of drinks instead of some vegetables drinks . I was standing there , doing nothing , playing with the ice . Haha . My Boss came to me and gave me $25 . I called Sok Ee and asked her how much I should get . Yup , I was correct , $27 . Sok Ee's Mum came by and I asked her about it , she gave me $2 ... I was a bt shock , but was thanful too . Once it reached 4.30pm , I changed , return Sok Ee's red shirt to her Mum , then I brought some ham . I was starving ! I don't have any idea what to buy , there was the yummy chicken wings , round pizzazs and cold pincic hams . My reason for chossing pizza was because of it's princ . 100g for $0.65 . It seemed that working had finally knock some money - sense inside my head . I went up to the second level ... wow , there are a lot of things which I want to buy ! Gee , I should have brought some notebook and pens to jot down the price , the brand .. etc . Lik that , I am able to calaulate how many hours I have to work , either it's ALW aka Mindchamps or Carrefour . Haiz .... money money money ! Then , I saw something . Yup it's ideal ! My ideal gift for my Honey .I was there choosing , fliping , thinking , eliminating . I finally decided which one to buy for my Honey . There are so many different types , so many different pictures ... etc . I was about to finish my shopping when , hehe , my Honey called . I answered his call and we chatted . I was chatting with him when I paid for my hams . It was very funny . I had eat finish all the hams and I took the plastic bag to pay , like paying for the plastic or something . The cashier was very nice , he helped me to throw away the plastic bag . Haha . I went to Mini Toons and we were still chatting . He forced me to tell him what I had planned to get for him for Valentine's Day . I ended up telling him , which means that there isn't any surprise ... Li Hui called when I was on my way home .I told her that I won't be going for this Saturday Prayer meeting as my Mum wants me to clear my room , if not , I won't be able to go for Service on Sunday . It was partly true . You know , the Bear Bear which my Honey brought for me has a wrapper . I had cut the bottom so that I can easly remove the wrapper . That makes the wrapper acts as a lid or something , to cover the Bear Bear . I had showed it to my Brother when he came home on the 9th . He took the wrapper out and just anyhow threw it .Thus , I asked Mum if she has seen the red colour wrapper . She told me that she had threw it away !!! THREW IT AWAY !!!! HELLO , IS THIS SOME KIND OF JOKE !??!!?! She knew that the wrapper is for my Bear Bear and she just threw it away ! She knew that my Honey brought it for my and she threw it away ! I HATE MY MUM ! SHE KENW THAT I WANT THE WRAPPER AND SHE THREW IT AWAY ! It's not like she don't recongise it or something ... I can still forgive her if she does not recongise the wrapper , but she does , and she just threw it away ! Blame me for being a literature student , for my Mum's action , I read it as - My Mum does not accept my Honey .

I woke up and came online . I managed to edit my blogger's html so that it has previous posts and archives . I always wanted that , just that I don't have the html . Chatted with Sok Ee and called her . Hm , we were planning for a double date . I can't wait . I always read it inside novels , but never go for one . Hehe . If the double date is sucessful , it would be so fun and memorable . Went to the KFC at around 1pm plus and had lunch . Dropped by at the POSB Bank and deposit meoney inside both my Brother and my bank account . I went to shop after that . I reached home and cleared my room . My Honey finally replied me . I messaged him while I was inside the restaunt having my meal . He was having meeting and yet he messaged me . Haha . Mum came home around 7.30pm with dinner . She had went with Aunty Sally to a dentist who had plucked out her "decaying" teeth . It was actually the viens which made her so painful . I mean , Mum had a hole in one of her tooth . She went to the Junong East dental to fill the hole . However , somehow , the dentist made until her veins . It caused her endless pains . Thus , she went to a dentist which Aunty Sally recomended , who had her tooth pulled out , to end her pain . While I was eating , someone called my handphone . It was private number . Hm , the caller turned out to be the Suntec - Carrefour - Vegetables - Drink - Aunty . She wanted me to work tomorrow ! Yeah ! I jumped with hoy and told Mum at once . Hm , my Honey messaged me too . Gee , some friends actually asked him to do something to me .. Hehe . His friends are brainwashing him ! Hm , should I agree ?? Hehe .. I don't know . Maybe I would agree ? Well , let me see about it . The pros and cons .... I wonder how he sees our relationship as ? Hopefully it's not some puppy love , well , of couse I don't see it as some puppy love . And I don't think he sees it as some puppy love . To me , this relationship is very stable . It would last . I really hope that it would last . I really do hope that we would end up together , I mean , really together , no break up . Happily ever after type . Is that some wishful thinking of mine ? Ok , as for what he wants to do with me ... Hm , I'm not some 3 year old kid , I would know how to reject him if it goes too far . Settled . Let's wait for friday and we'll see how . Hm , yup . My Honey messaged me to go online . I did . But I don't know what he was doing . He never reply me dispite my countless messages sent to him . I ended up chatting Yu Xuan . Meeting him this Sunday at 8 am to go Expo together . Someone added me as MSN . I messaged him . Turned out that he is Jin Hai . The second guy who asked me to stead . Well , now , I'm so glad that I never accept him . He was so ... I mean .... I had already forgotten what I had told him . He knew about my past , and was there asking me .... Haiz .... Worst , he asked me for my pictures , which I lied that I don't have any . Hehe . Futhermore , he asked me to meet .. which I quickly changed the topic . Lydia came online too . You know what she messaged me ? " You are a despo " . That was all . No greetings or anything ? Hm , she was a coward ! She sent that message to me via MSN . I intented to reply , she went offline . Why ? Scared ? Ran off ? Anything ! Up to her . Like what Enrique , Sok Ee .. etc .. said , I am not at fault . I don't need to be like a coward like her and went offline after scolding someone . Hehe , what made my day was that my Honey called . He was actually mugging . But he messaged me telling me that he was just lying on the bed , thinking ... He asked me if I ever regret knowing him , becoming his girfriend . Nope . I never . He had conformed that our relationship is stable ... Does that mean that I can allow him ? Lydia told my Honey that it's not passible for me to patch up with her anymore , but Sok Ee told me that Lydia no longer angry with me ?? Haiz .

I woke up , it was 8 am plus . I checked my Handphone . There was 1 message . From my Honey ? Nah .. it was from Jeff .. some forwarding message . I carried on lying on my bed . Suddenly , there was another message ... from my Honey !? No .. it was from Sok Ee . She had read Lydia's blog and could not stand her too . I am suppose to meet her at 5.45 pm at Lakeside MRT Station to get the red shirt from her . I was at lost . Why did my Honey not message me ? Hm , I messaged him . He wanted me to promise him something ... something which I don't know if I could do ... thus , I never really promise him I realized that he stopped texting mushy mushy things to me ... Sigh ... I was online . I messaged Enrique and Hock Seng ... Hock Seng said , in a minute , ended up he never reply me at all ! Still , Enrique is the best . He went inside Lydia's blog and told me everything . He advised me to forgo the friendship as she had really went overboard . There was no point being friends with her anymore . Futhermore , my Honey does not have any girfriend when he asked me to stead with him . Neither did I have any boyfriend at that time . To add on to that , it's not as if my Honey was with Lydia and I am the third party , which Lydia clearly makes me seems as one ( third party , which is the saddest part of all . ) What I'm really angry and disppointed was that she had used my Honey and my name ! The's the most determaining factor which makes me willing to lose a friend like her . I don't know about my Honey ( I had not asked him yet ) , but I really do feel quite shy . She was announcing to the whole world that I am with my Honey !!! We just got started and ... I mean , what if neither of us are comfortable to tell our friends yet ? Haiz , I really don't know . Maybe I should really listen to Enrique's adives and take it that I had met a wrong friend . Anyway , my Honey told me not to be sad , he wants to make me happy , he wants to see me happy .... Met Sok Ee at the Lakeside MRT station and we began chatting at once . Even though we are not that close during our Secondary School years , the moment we met , we began chatting like long lost friend . Hm , seems that her Alex , ( or Alan ? ) would be her very first boyfriend . Hehe . Well , Sok Ee and I just got our very first guy . Thus , both of us agreed to have a double date sometime . God , I pray that this 3 couples , my Honey and I , Sok Ee and her Alex aka Alan , Enrique and his princess , would have long lasting relationship and that nothing would get into the way . In Jesus name I pray , Amen . Brother came home ! Hehe , yup . He was home from his National Serivce . He wore his army full - U ! And he got a bald head , well , not totaly bald ... I wore his cap and played with his belt . I even let him played with the Bear Bear which my Honey brought it for me , hope that my Honey don't mind . Brother was in the kitchen eating his favourite salmon and everyone was looking at him , enjoying his food , filling us in with his NS life . I let Brother to hug the Bear Bear , which my Honey brough for me , for the night . Now , I have to sleep on my very own bed ...

I woke up and contuinted lying on my bed till my alarm ran off at 9am . I dragged myself up and went into the kitchen . Mum said , " very troublseom right , you have to look for clothes to wear again . " That means that she allows me to go Church today dispite me sleeping late yesterday night . Thus , I changed and ate breadfast . Mum left while I was having my breakfast . She reminded me to bring an umbrella , which I did not . Reached Expo and went for Service . It was by Joyce Meyer . It was powerful . First time jotted down so many notes . Hehe . Oh , Hock Seng's cell group was just next to us . Hehe ... Went to Simei with N264 to have lunch . Well , it took quite some time before we leave . I rushed down to Suntect City's Carrefour and met Sok Ee . She spared no time in telling me all about those vegetables drinks ... what's the price , how it taste like ( yucks ) , their usefulness ... etc . Oh , I got to look after the vegetable booth too , thoes selling ready - made salad ... Gee , that means that I got to run around .. Never mind , if not , how can I get my $6/hour pay ? We went to the KFC to have dinner .. chatted with Sok Ee about our guys .. For me , it is about my guy , but for Sok Ee , it is about her crush . It seems that her crush like her too ... Han Wei suddenly messged me , " can chat ? " while we were having girls talk . I asked Sok Ee to help me reply as my hand was dirty . Went back to the store for a while before boarding Sok Ee uncle's car home . By that time , my Honey messaged me twice , asking me why I never reply him . He also told me that it was still raining , and caution me not to catch a cold . Han Wei did message me twice too , I don't know what's wrong with him . He asked me if I could chat with him , I replied . THen he talked about something unimportant ... Gee , forget about him then , I thought he was facing a problem or something . I never reply him . Silly me . I asked Sok Ee's uncle to turn in at the wrong corner , thus , I was forced to walk all the way back in the rain . Sob ... sorry Hubby .. guess I'm catching a cold sooner or later ... I reached home and replied my Hubby at once . Then I went to bath and got online . The first time I did was to get into Lydia's blog . I can't believe she did such a thing to me . The very least she could do is NOT to write down our names ! Futhermore , I thought she said that she would not care and it's none of her business !? Worst , she even name called me as despo , which I am not . If I were that despo , I would have stead with thoese 3 guys who asked me to stead before ! She knew that I never stead with any guys before , even thought 3 guys asked me . LEt me repeat this once and for all , if I were that despo , I would have 3 exs by now , I think . I was so sad and hurt by her post , she ownself say that she would not care about whatever happened between me and Him , then why dose she have a post specially for me ? I called Sok Ee at once and was sobbing . Well , her crush is not a bad catch . He told her a number of LAME jokes and Sok Ee told me the jokes , which made me laugh . We talked about Him , I don't know if I should tell him .. Lydia wrote it badly , about both of us . I read out 1 sentence for Sok Ee , she came to the answer , no . Sok Ee was messageing with her crush . Hehe , guess her crush did really have a feeling of her . Like what Sok Ee said , it's hard for both people to fall in love at the same time .. My Hubby messaged me twice again , I was chatting with Sok Ee and I was so confuse and all , thus , I don't know what to reply him . Mum came out from her bedroom ( she had slept while I was chatting with Sok Ee ) and shouted at me . I hang up , brushed my teeth and all then started typing message to my Hubby . Mum shouted at me , " why is the lights not switch off yet ? " I switched off and went to brother's bed . I replied to him at once , told him that something happened . He called me at once and asked me what happened , if I was alright . I told him that I am , and told him the reason for my sadness . It was already 1.02am ! He was so worry about me , I couldn't make him worrying about me all night and lose his sleep . When we put down the phone , I thought that would be it ... I remembered about my junior post , it was about me too . I called Lydia at that time ... Haiz .. anyway , I started sobbing . Everything was so nice with Him , why must someone come and make me sad ? I told myself to be strong , Brother won't like to see me in this state , neither would my Him . I tried to find peace by praying to God , but I can't . Suddenly , there was a sound . Ok , my inbox was full and someone messaged me . It was my Hubby , of couse . He told me that he love me , it would never change no matter what . I started asking him funny questions and all ... We sent a few messages before I receive a call from my Him again . He read the poem to me via the phone .. It was already 1am plus in the morning and he really siwtched the computer ( or did he used his laptop ? ) just to find out why I was so sad . Even thought it was not any love poem or anything , it was so nice hearing his voice , reading the poem , at 1.39am . I slept soundly , I never cry after hearing his voice ... wishing me good night, reading me poem ... Hubby , I love you , thank you , I don't know what to do without you . I love you .