All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

::Truth of me::
::The hidden me::
::Have I got my speech across::
::So you really want to know me::
::Since when did you comprehend me::
::Can you grasp my true emotions and mindset::
::Do you know about the dark truths I'm hiding::
::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Thursday 31 July 2014 .
Title of my post : Him .

Brother drop me off .

Yeah !

Clamp day for TS .

With Shirley and Anna ....

We ordered KFC . YUMMY !

Haha . So , work ended .

So , I stayed late .

Latest period for photoshoot is 1st march 2016 ...

Whatapps with him .

Cleared a few of my stuffs .

Yeah !

So , late . Around 10pm . Rode home .

Tired .

Got to take slow transport . Evil Brother not working and never say .

Tired .

Worked .

Screening in the late morning . Ended .

Rushed down and got Vegetarian Noodles . $3.60 .

Ate ...

Rested ...

Time's up .

Left 3 minutes late .

Ang Mo Kio . AA .

Got the permit . $20 .

Took slow transport home .Brought $3.80 Share Tea from JCube . Took 198 home after dropping by Library .

Tired ....

Managed to Skyped with him .

Rode down . Tired . Brought all my water bottles .

Tired .

So , did my stuffs . Study day ....

It ended . Like finally .

Got the breakfast and Pasta lunch from Cousin . YUMMY !

Ate ...

Time's up . Brother called .

Went down Jurong East Library . Book Cross ...

Waited for them at the Manhattan Fish Market .

Mum and Brother came .

Ate . Went Library .

Home .

Slacked a little . Cleared my EASB lectures notes ....

Even the staples bullets were rusty .

Anyway , time's up and I rode off . Top up petrol , $4.45 .

Did a LEFT turn instead of right turn . Managed to reached right at the house .

Was slightly early . Waited . Whatapps a little ...

Time's up and I left ....

Okay . Not that good .

It was terrible experience .

The basin was spoilt .

No proper consummables .

No strenght .

3 different types of oil - His own , Yoko and Medicated Oil .

I just brush my hand over the Osim leg msssager , when the machine was not even pluged in . Got scolded . So , I assisted to use it . Does not allow me to press any button at all . Not even the On / Off button . Of couse it won't work at all if it wasn't even switched on !

She came back early !!! Like finally ! I left ! Ran off !!!

Called him . Rode odwn to JCube . Tried to top up my cash card , the machine showed card error ....

Took shuttle bus to IMM . Diaso !!! Yeah !

There was $12 inside the Red Packet . Got to focked out my own extra $2 . Tibits ! My favourite rice crackers ! $14 .

Got my Tokayoki as well ! Hehe . Add on $1 for the Hodiko Gree Tea Ice Cream.

Yummy . So , reached back JCube and finally managed to speak to Karen . Told her .

Rode home . Mummy cooked some noodles for me .

Tired .

Went down market with Mum . Re new my season parking . $15 .

Rode down to his house . Had some light lunch .

The competition pool was closed . Swam at the 1.4meters pool for a while .

Showered . Went back up .

We searched for our trip . Hehe . Time flew .

His parents came back from Ikea . Had Chicken rice and all .

Yummy . Watched some show ... continued our online search ...

His parents went out for appointment .

He was busy watching some movie .

Smuggled LIEW Dub inside my bag and left .

He came out and shatched my bag !!!!

So sad ...

Rode home .

Saw the Bukit Batok East Avenue 5 ...

Woke up . Prepared . Went to Lakeside to look for Mum . Chatted with her and Aunt Gloria .

Took train . Registered . Took the goody bag .

Bumped into him at the escalator . Went to Level 1 and waited .

It started . The Queue was quite fast . I shaved . Left .

Accompanied him to the taxi stand .

Went to shop at Daiso . $28.00

Took bus home .

Tired .

Showered . Slept ....

Brother drop me off .

Tired .

Worked .

There was catered Breakfast and Lunch . YUMMY !

Had the CRS meeting as well .

Shirley left .

So , time's up . We waited for Pris . Took train . Dr Greg could not join us .

Kan , Andrew , Pris and Mia . We managed to get the seats . Ordered . Ate .

Wilfred came and join us .

So , Mia and Kan left earlier .

I left with Andrew and Pris .

502 home .

So , met her at Lakeside . Was late .

Brought breakfast from Admiralty mrt and cab down . Ate .

It was okay .

She allowed me to leave first . Hitch ride from a lorry driver . He went Yew Tee Industrial Estate to deliver goods first . Then drop me off at Bukit Panjang MRT .

Reached . Worked .

Stayed till 9pm . Ate instant noodles .

Poor me .

So , went down at 5.30pm and got takeaways from Kopitiam .

Subject's dessert , Andrew's Ayam Penyet with no nasi , and popiah .

I got Ayam Soto . $2.96 .

Did the last PK blood and discharge subject .

Took slow transport home . Brother went down to get the Listerine Mouthwash for me from CK Departementstall . $7.50 .

Brother was nice . Woke up earlier just to send me .

Walked ... Managed to find my way .

Time's up . Packed up and left . Tired .

Reached . 12.30pm .

Rode down ....

Tired . Slept . Work . Tried to schedule the screenings .

Lunch . Went to library to do last minute homework .

Saw the e-mail . Took away Economical Rice from Kopitiam . $3.20 .

Wilfred and Kan were inside pantry ... Angry .

Had screening ...

Nothing much . Every 30 minutes blood taking .

So , ended . 6pm . Got to rush off on time .

It was then Yas and Jessie came and spoke to me . They wanted to reschedule . I left late . Got to contact the Subject for tomorrow .

Rushed down .... thought of grabbing something , a bite ...

Was the first to reach .

Ended up calling Mum to make oats for me when I was on my way home . 502 .

Rode down . Top up petrol , $6.32 .

Early ... slept .

9.30am .

Went in , Shirley asked me to contact .

Left .

Lunch . Take away from Kopitiams Vegetables Stall . $3.20 .

1553 hours , subject not coming .

Left at 6pm .

Library ... was still okay .

Slightly after 9.30pm ....

Rode back .

Bumped into Dad in the lift . He went up with me .

Complained about Mum .

Crazy .

Rode down . His parents were away .

Swam . Researched on our next trip .

His parents came back , after shopping . Lots of bags ...

The eggs were broken .

We had eggs for dinner , after he put up the new toilet seat cover .

Ate ... used Face book for a while ...

Rode home . He did not send me off . He went to Basement 1 to throw away the old toilet seat cover .

So , took 157 all the way . Alighted .

Tried searching for the place ...

Anwyay , reached . Was late .

10am , tube feeding .

Sponged Uncle . Went down for lunch . MacDonald's .

Waited for next feeding .

So , the son came . Then some relatives as well .

Fed .

Passed over .

Left , like finally !!!!!

Time seems to crawl !

He went IMM for funtinutes ... Sent me photos ...

Went shopping at Toa Payoh . So many things !!!

Spent $34.90 at the Value Shop . All half price , $1.95 !!!

Called Mum . My phone was dying ...

She asked Dad to wait for me at bus stop to help me carry the bags .

Home ....

So , Brother drop me off .

My phone was totally flat ???

Luckily I managed to wake up on time .

Work ... Had training .

Left to TBM with Wilfred , Andrew , Kan and Pris .

Had Western , Taiwan Chicken Cuttlet rice .

Yummy . With add on cheezy fries and Carrort Cake .

Went back , work ...

Managed to switch on my phone .

So , Brother came and picked me up , went to NUC at UCC .

Picked Mum and went to CHili Padi .

Had dinner ... went IMM .

Recontracted my mobile plan . Diaso . Brother paid for me !

Yeah !!!

Home . Got to wake up early tomorrow again .

Woke up . Rode down . Brought a few more moisturizer ... Hehe .

Had breakfast of Chee Cheong Fan .

Work . Room 1 .

Dosed and discharge the subject then went down Kopitiam to buy Economical Rice stall . $3.60 .

Had lunch in pantry with Ramya , Kan and Dr Greg .

Japan !!!

Taiwan !!!!

No more subjects in the afternoon .

Time's up . Went library again .

Left early . 7pm plus . This naughty boy got sick , again ...

Brother drop me off . Took the slow transport . Slept ... So tired .

Work . 8.30am ...

CHDM . Cannulated him . Nothing much .

So , they were discussing about lunch . And Synergy .

Went Eventon with Kan , thought the " shopping centre" which provides planner and photographer .

Had the noodles . Yummy .

Went back ... Work .

6pm . Left . Went to Library .

Did finished my compentency .

Reached home around 10.30pm .

Sleep !!!!

And yes , I am crazy . Rode down . I brought some of my snacks and drinks .

Heavy !!!

Hehe ....

Shirley was early as well . Had breakfast . Almost dozed off .... Everyone started coming in .

Work . I was asked by my Manager to do cannulation . Failed .

Senior asked another person to do . I don't know why . I don't understand .

Anyway ... Lunch .

Shirley , Khim and Ramona were there . Went with Ms Alice , Wilfred , Andrew , Kan and Mia .

Indian Stall .

Yummy . Came back .

Did the Calorimetry training .

Time's up . Left . Decide to buy McDonald's . $5.35 . Was like 10 minutes early ...

Ate . Learn ...

Took 502 home .

Tired . The bus was so smelly ... And there was no window seat ...

Rode down . Pump petrol ... $6.44 .

Was early . Took my own sweet time .

prepared for the Insulin .

Started ... it ended around 1pm plus ...

They went Eveton park .

I left around 2 pm to get the Vegetarian Crispy noodles . $3.60 .

Facebook . Went back station 2 to nap .

Work .... changed the booking form deit thingy .

Left and went to slack at the library . Was tired . Dozed off a little ....

Never mind . Planned to leave at 8pm . But left at 9pm in the end ....

Rode home . Had an okay ride .

Nice ... hope I am able to keep up for the whole week . Slowly ... I'm going to torture myself .

For my Fino .

Yeah !

I can do it .

Oh , managed to complete my homework for tomorrow . It was just a few sentences ... nothing much . I cleared a few of my notes as well . Can throw them ! Yeah ! For Yishun !

For Him . For you .

So , my case got canceled .

Rode down to his house in the afternoon . Ate . Rest a little ... Sawm . Was waiting for the face mask ... read book till I dozed off . Woke up and there his naughty beger face !

He laughed at me ...

Hmph !

Sawm ...

Went back . Left with his Mum . He went to cut fur , I went with his Mum to look at curtains . The shop was not open though ...

Drove ... His Mum went for appointment .

I went with him to 7-11 . His Mum was done , went to have the Yong Tou Fu . Nice ... Took away ...

Then went to the new house .

Walked around ....

Went home .

His Dad and younger Brother was waiting for Dinner . His Mum went to wash car .

I rode home .

Slept early .

Weekend ! He got to do housework ...

So sad .

Rode down . Went to et my stuffs and went to the library .

Yeah !!!

Tried to complete my stuffs . He contacted ... his Dad was not feeling well .

Rode all the way down to Block 500 plus . Illigeal parking .

Hehe . Waited for them ...

Queues up ... I let up to 3 people behind be to go first .

Ba Ku Teh . Ate ... he sent me to my bike .

Rode home . Tired . Was too tired to go down for walk ....

Brother drop me off .

Work .

Left with Andrew and Khim to Dunke NUS . Had their buffet lunch . Talk ...

Went back .

It was slightly late .

Time's up and went home .

Tired .

Today is the day .

Reached . Began preparing ... They did resheal .

Twice .

Terrible . What the . Who cares .

So , it started . With the Directors ...

DEM came ...

Lunch . Went out with Wilfre , Andrew , Khim and Mia .

Eveton Park .

Ordered Zu Cha .

Back , Insulin started . First Study day !!!

It went well .

Ended late . 7.30pm ...

Left with Mia .

Home .

Slept . So tired .

So , it was raining heavily . Wore my pink raincoat .

Brother drop Mum off .

Took train . GSK 1 subject .

Slacked ...

Lunch . Decided to drop by Houseman and had their Chicken Carbonara ... $4.40 .

Brother called . He went for lesson .

Met him at Bukit Gombak . Got Gong Cha , $2.10 and Sushis .

Yummy .

Went home . Ate . Slack .

Brother drop me off .

Forgot to bring my handphone !!! Anyway ... had a talk with Ms Alice . Assisted her to settle the BME Terumo infusion pumps .

She suddenly ..

Told me things .

So , I requested to off set my one hour lunch break . Was busy .

With Andrew . Time's up and I wanted to leave .

Met Mum . Went Houseman . There's no more Western Fish .

Ordered the Fish soup for her and I had the Eemian . Got dumplings as well . $9.60 .

Ate . Told her that I'm moving . She refused . Nevermind . Then I'll get a bike and pillion my husband to and fro . Why ?

Took bus .

Was early .

Kept on using my phone ...

So sad about the Full Time . If only ....

It ended ... slightly better , I would say .

Took 502 all the way home .

Went down Giant with Dad , Mum and the Mini Bear T-shirt guy .

Home .

Sad .

Brother drop me off at train station . So sad . So very sad . Dragged myself to work .

Hate it .

Had breakfast .

Went down Kopitiam to have my plate of fruits for lunch . $3.20 .

Tired .

Shift ended .

Went home . Slow transport .

Woke up . Slacked . Rode to his house around lunch time .

Ran the bell at Level 1 . Reached the floor and he was by the door, " also never call . "

Hehe , want to snatched them home !

Face book and went down to the pool . Did my Face mask and dived down to swim . He was hugging my Rilakkuma bag and using it to hide his face !!

I came up .

He asked me to stand by the side of the pool ... and pushed me down !!!

So , showered , went back . Rode finished my Nancy Drew book !

Nice .

Daniel messaged for tomorrow !!! I was so depressed ! If only he asked earlier ...

My heart was no long with ....

Work up . Pack my room .

Rode down . Went to the 24/7 library . Nice . There's water dispenser and clean toilet .

Clear some of my hard disk stuffs . Edited my photos .

He called at almost 6pm .

Packed up . Rode down to his house .

They waited for him to bath finish and drove down to Beauty World hawker centre at Level 4 .

Went home and slacked awhile , watched movie ....

Too lazy to go running .

Rode home .

Passed over to Shirley , Khim and Ramya .

Left . Anna was still talking with Shirley .

Took slow transport home . So sad .

Why is it this way ?

Anyway , thought of meeting Ken to see Fino .

He disappeared .

Anrgy .

Showered at night ...

So , waited for Ken at my bike . He was late .

Passed him the key . Went home to sleep .

Woke up . Stanley messaged .

Too bad .

Was about to leave the house when Mum came home and cooked noodles for me .

Ate . 6pm . Rushed down . Got back the key from Ken .

Rushed to work .

1 subject , 1 discharge .

Night with Anna .

Ate the breads I bought the day before .

Stayed at home .

Catch up with my Jia Le Channel Top Team video .

Called Mum who took away some Char Siew noodles .

Ate . Prepared and left . Took 502 .

Reached . Did finish .

$100 . Took train .

Spoke with her . Everything's settled .

Night with Anna for one subject .

Had KFC , given by the subject .

Ken called . Meeting him tomorrow !

Brother drop me off .

Work . So tired .

Argh .

Lunch . Had my plate of 5 fruits again . YUMMY ! $3.20 .

So , I went inside the room and spoke to her . Thought it was the end of our conversation and I stood up to leave .

She opened up ACRC's e-mail and asked , " what happened ? Were you very busy with your preparation outside ? "

I was so shocked . I went out .

Argued with Wilfred .

Anna and Ramya went in .

So , apparently , it was settled . I left .

Was slightly late and I alighted a stop later .

Lost again . Oh my ...

Time's up . TOok 502 home .

So tired . Luckily I'm on night tomorrow , and that means I can sleep without my alarm clock !

Half hoping that he would call me up tomorrow last minute !!!

I'm free !