All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

::Truth of me::
::The hidden me::
::Have I got my speech across::
::So you really want to know me::
::Since when did you comprehend me::
::Can you grasp my true emotions and mindset::
::Do you know about the dark truths I'm hiding::
::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Thursday 31 July 2008 .
Title of my post : End .

What a waste ! I thought that I will be able to end my presentation today ... Never mind . Tomorrow . Everything will end . Plus 1 week of School left .

Oh my ... I'm not competence enough ... Wish me luck . It's rusty .

I went out . I'm scared now ... It's just in a week's time ! Oh my .... Thanks , pal , for going out with me today in such a short notice . And I got the toy !!! Yeah yeah ! Anyway ... I enjoyed the training .

I felt so torn . I don't feel ... myself . I still have not reach an answer , yet . It's between you and him , why was I being dragged in ?! I pondered and thought ... I still don't have any answer ... Do you have the answer ? Is there any policy , protocol attached to my situation ? As I read her blog , I wondered ... Random thoughts ... Would it be better this way , so that there will be less hurting . Maybe I was just asking far too much from you . Attention seeker . I miss you ... please ... Promise me ... I know that you are leaving ... will be leaving ... But please , promise me before you leave that you will take good care of yourself , not only when you're there , but now and forever . Cause I love you too much , don't leave me .

It's not fair ! Others respect your decision , why can't you ?

Everything is fine ... Life's great . I know that you can do it ! Yeah yeah yeah ! Jia you !

I skipped the briefing just to be with him . Turned out that I read wrongly ... Yet , he came . It was so sweet of him . I managed to steal him away . Movies , dinners , shopped , cups , T-shirt and ipod touch ... everything . Maucks . I love you . When was the last time we actually spent the day together ? I miss you .

Boring ... Ha ! I'm a lucky girl !!! Yeah ! I passed my skills assessment ! Same lecturer ! Lucky ! I miss them . They went other places . I was all alone , rushing my project . I began to see light . At least I know what I'm doing . I miss you , love .

I hate it !!! My plans were dashed !!! I thought .... Seriously , I hate all theses ... What for ? Why do you still need me ? You must mug hard . I love you . Sorry ... I knew that I should have rejected ...

It's over ! It's finally over ... I don't need to touch my books for now . I should concentrate on my projects . YEAH !!! Theory test is FINALLY over !

I'm dead ! There's the theory test tomorrow and I have not even touch my book , yet . Planned to mug the whole day after my 8am to 10am lesson ... But well , change of plans . Oh dear . What should I do ? I'm dead . Anyway , the skills assessment is more important . I should mug .

I still can't believe it . What was I doing ?! It was just like a dream . I was not prepare . I still got to wait . As long as it's before ...... I hope ... I believe ...

3K . K . K . K . It sucks . I should have knew it all alone .