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::Truth of me::
::The hidden me::
::Have I got my speech across::
::So you really want to know me::
::Since when did you comprehend me::
::Can you grasp my true emotions and mindset::
::Do you know about the dark truths I'm hiding::
::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Monday 30 June 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Alarm ran off at 6am . Too tired . DOn't care .

Changed to 8am .

Woke up . Prepared . Took train .

10am . Eunos . He was there .

He drove .... went to some hawker centre .

Had some drink .

Then he parked outside .

Went in . The other guy was leaving .

7 packets .

I took over .

Waited . It was slow .

Finally . Can pack up and leave .

I left with him .

$30 .

He drove to the entrance and picked up the other 2 ladies .

Drop us off at SGH .

Thank you !

Work .

Did not have anything . Drank milk .

7pm .

Wilfred and Anna staying till 8pm .

Wilfred did a mistake . Took the wrong blood . I stayed a while to prepare the code blue .

Ate my breakfast - bread .

Left . Took slow transport .

Alighted one stop earlier .

Renew my season parking . $15 . Withdraw $250 for Mum .

Stay that the fruit stall was selling durians . They guy actually got for me one basket !

Nope .

$5 for 1 durian .

Home .

Mum and Brother ate the durian first . While I was still having dinner with Dad . We ate later .

He went out to meet Margaret .

Stayed at home the whole day . Sweep and mop the floor .

Tired .

ARGH !

So , rode to his house in the afternoon .

Ran 2.4 km .

So tired . Bathed and had lunch with them ...

We went house viewing with his parents and elder brother plus his wife .

Walked around .

Went the another house . His Brother left .

Went back to the NTUC at Orchard Country Club . Brought some stuffs and drink .

Went to the reservoir . There was a Fino !

Anyway , so , went back home to put all the stuffs , then his younger Brother came down .

Went to the Bukit Timah for dinner .

Tofu and eggs .

Yummy !

Rode home soon after Face booking .

Brother still off ....

Hm ...

Work .

All his fault ! My menses came .

Okay . So , work .

Lunch . Had Yong Tau Fu from Houseman . $3.36 .

Anyway , stayed back late . We had code blue practice . Updated the stuffs .

Went home .

Finally !

Weekends are here to stay !

Brother did not work today . ARGH !

So , took slow transport to work .

All the way .

8.30am . Work .

Lunch . Had a plate of 5 fruits . $3.20 .

Busy .

Went back and there's the calorimetry training at 2pm .

Ended at 6pm . Rushed off .

Did not meet Amelia from 247 ...

Home .

So tired .

Fell asleep while waiting for him .

Brother drop Mum off first . It was raining .

So , was early . Around 8am .

Waited . 9.30am . Start work .

So tired .

Worked .

Lunch . KSY took away Mee Stoto .

So , he " scolded " me again for using handphone .

I ignored him .

Had the Code Blue Practice ... heated discussion !

Anyway ... time's up ... I'm until 7pm .

I asked him . Talked ...

Can't believe that I was so weak that the tears just flow .

Sometimes , it just seems so hard and difficult .

What is wrong ?!

So , he told me not to cry .

Andrew and Wilfred came back from topping up the E-trolley .

I went to served diet while he left .

He said , he would take photo of Hello Kitty , if he manages to see one .

But as for bringing her back .... forget it .

Anyway , was leaving with Wilfred and Andrew when they said that they are going 18 Chef to eat ...

Then though of steamboat . We took bus and went for Steamboat at Bugis !!!

Xian De Lai , $68.80 !

YUMMY .

He called straight away when I messaged him that I cried .

I love you .

So , woke up at 4am . Tired .

Pump petrol . $5.67 . Rode down to SGH . Was so early till the MRT station was not even open yet . Went 7-11 and get some garlic bread and yogurt .

Don't dare to try milk products ... thought of getting some melon milk or something as it's more fulfilling . But away ...

Ate . Took train .

So tired .

He was early as well !!!

Yeah !

He dropped me off . And started . A bit of unlucky in the beginning ... but everything's went well .

There was a Nurse who's working in Prison as well .

Ended . He dropped us off at bus stop . Tampines .

Had Hokkien Mee . Yummy . Dragged myself to work .

Prepare for the Code Blue for tomorrow .

Anna told me something ...

I must give reason if I claim time .

Went down Orchard .

First lesson .

Called him when it ended .

Paya Lebar .

Took taxi home with him .

I hate you !

Brother drop me off at MRT .

Early . Just waited for time at the pantry .... Cannot go Room 6 .

INC . Going home .

Tired . Had the lean meat with preserved egg congee , $2.80 and fruits , $1.92 .

7pm . Went home .

So tired .

Went down to Block 400 and 500 for walks ...

Nothing much . Did not buy anything at all .

So , Mum made lunch . Rode down for work .

It was peaceful . Just waited for time point for the individual subject .

Shirley came . I rushed off . Rode down to his house and ate steamboat with him .

YUMMY !!!

Hehe . Wanted the 49 days with his Mum . Face book .

Left at 10pm . Rode home .

6am !!! Rode to work . Parked ...

So tired .

Cannulation ! Started .... rounds and rounds and rounds ....

They ordered Four Fingers . YUMMY !

So , finally , 7.30pm !!!

Packed up and rode home !

He came to my house all they way from Expo .

Mum heated up the dinner for us . Ate . Then he wanted to go home instead of waiting for Brother .

He cab home !!! So angry !

Anyway , slept . Was so tired .

So , I " checked in " , drop my bag and made milk ...

Went up to Level 9 . Face book .

Time's up . Worked .

Left for lunch at 2.30pm . Had the Vegetarian Crispy noodles . $3.60 . Yummy .

So , more or less settled in the late afternoon .

Managed to settle my stuffs as well . Spoken to Ms Alice .

So , left shortly after the " pizza party" .

Moon heated up the Hash brown , pizza and chicken wings .

Ate . Rushed down to Clark Quay . Missed almost 5 stops !

Waited for him as I ended earlier .

He brought me up to some steamboat . Got to wait for an hour . Haidilao Hot Pot , $82.39 .

Called all the way to Europe . He gave me a temporary access code .

Managed to login . So , finally , it's our turn . Ordered 1 or 2 dishes only .

It was late . Cab home and faster sleep .

So , 9.30am .

Brother drop me off . Decided to get Jollibean , $3.57 .

Rested in 6 . Nothing much .

Worked . Wilfred helped take away Roasted pork with Char Siew Rice . Yummy .

7pm ...

Passed over to Moon and Shirley . Together with Anna .

We ate the diet .

Took slow transport home . Mum cooked black chicken .

Brother drop me off . Waited ... was very eary .

My alarm went off and I did not wake up . Was too tired . Brother complained .

06.44am ...

Waited . He came and picked me up .

Drove to Tuas .... 2 failed .

1 of them 3rd attempt .

Another young lady ... Second attempt .

Tired . Anyway , he was nice . Assisted me .

It was done quite fast . We talked about BIKE !!!

Hehe .

He dropped me off back at the Lakeside MRT .

Took train . So tired . Decided to have my lunch at the Anna's Cafe . Noodles , Hash Brown , Chicken Nuggets and ... Otat .

Work . Tired .

Went down to collect the E-Kit .

7pm . Passed over with Anna and Andrew . Passed to Kan and Shirley .

Tired .

Stayed back to do some more work , of course .

Took slow transport home .

Tired .

7am .

Took slow transport . So tired ...

Lunch . Went down to Houseman to take away the Baked Fish from Houseman . $4.56 .

Worked , worked and worked . Went down with Kim . Showed her the Pharmacy .

Exchanged the E-kit .

I only left at 7.30pm .

So many reports to submit ...

And the E-menu as well .

Anyway , took slow transport home .

Mum said they are going JEM's NTUC .

Had dinner . Mum fed .

Brother drove all of us .

Shopped .

Home .

Slept late ....

If only money falls from the sky .

So , I managed to reach the place . Stood for the few hours .

Missed a few . But most of them one attempt ! Yeah ...

BUT .... caused of of them to have blood stained shirt . OOPS , and he was wearing WHITE !

So , left with the girl .

They told her not to come tomorrow .

Reached . Work .

It was only them I realized ...

Though Pris could not confirm , around last week or the week before !!!

Like WHAT ?!

Especially since Pris was not working last week .

So , we had the discussion . I almost wanted to ....

Nevermind .

TIll one fine day ....

Stayed with Andrew . Passed over to Kan and Shirley .

Got to start drafting out the e-mail .

Took slow transport home .

Woke up and got to leave .... So reluctant .

Anyway , reached . Only her daughter and her . It was still fine ...

Had Fish and Chips . YUMMY .

Till her youngest daughter came with her family of 4 ...

Then the eldest son with his wife .

Okay ...

Anyway , nothing much .

Called him when I ended work .

Met the girl for tomorrow as well . $$$$ .

Signed . She asked me to take a photo of it .

Left to meet him and his parents at Orchard .

Walked ... Went to have dinner .

Went to Bukit Timah NTUC .

Went back to his house . Face book while waiting for Brother.

9.30pm ... 9.45pm .

He went to pump petrol . I drove home .

Tired .

Tomorrow , another day .

Rode down to his house to meet him . Had lunch . Went West Mall . 2pm . Met with the 247 person .

Got the file .

Walked around a little . His parents came and picked us up .

Went to view house . Only 3 rooms ...

So , went home .

Swam !

Rushed back . His Mum gave me a new shirt to wear .

His Brother drove us to East Coast Jumbo Seafood .

Had yummy dinner with his family and Elder Brother - in - law's parents .

Home .

Rode home .

They played MJ .

Time's up . Passed over to Shirley and Khim .

Aiyo ...

SBAR .

Had breakfast at Houseman . Prata . Took my own sweet time . $1.20 .

Left to the library .

Facebook and all till it's time .

Travel down to Orchard .

Completed .

Home .

It was almost 3pm .

Rested a while and Mum came home .

Had lunch .

Brother called . He need me to help him bring something . His long sleve shirt and gloves .

Asked him to pick me up . Drove to HomeTeam NS .

He asked me to continue driving as he did not want to pay for the parking .

Then went to the club house at another side ....

There were cars , so I went to park the car .

Brother went for lesson . Waited .

He wore their jacket .

I drove home . He directed me to Bukit Gombak GOng Cha . YEAH !!!

I drove home . Parked .

TIred .

Slept .

So , had breakfast at Orchard MacDonald's . $6.50 .

Yummy !

Waited . Did finish the computer . Home .

Rest ....

Time's up .

Got to go .

Met Lily at night ..... With Lu Han as well . She got for me the ... Lo Mai Kai .

YUMMY .

Passed over to Ramya , Wilfred , Andrew and Khim .

Bernard left early .

I went to have some chicken noodles at Kaffe and Toast .

Walked to the bus stop . Saw Vicky !!!

Miss her so much .

Yeah ! Agreed to order food tonight .

So , took the bus to Orchard .

Looked at the photos .

715 !!!

Left . Took 502 .

Drop down at IMM Daiso !

Yeah . $6 .

Home . It was almost 1pm !

Slept on the sofa with the face mask .... Woke up at 4pm .

Had the noodles inside the microwave which Mum brought .

Left home . Brought some dessert , $2 .

Took over from Kan , Anna and Mia .

Night with Moon .

2 subjects .

Went down to have supper with Lily . Shared the fried rice , and chicken wing .

Submitting SBAR every night .... cool ...

Time's up . Passed over to Ramya , Shirley and Khim .

Left with Bernard . Took slow transport home .

Slept . There was bread ... and lunch !

Ate .

Rest .

Time's up . Got to leave for work .

Took over from Anna , Mia and Wilfred .

3 subjects .

Went down to get Eemian from Kopitiam . $3.12 .

Nothing to eat .

Nothing much .

Woke up .

So tired .

Slacked .

11am plus . Rode down to the Centre .

Took the Queue number and as expected , waited for an hour at the Traffic Police area .

Done . $25 .

Top up Brother's account as well . $100 .

Rode back home .

It was so nice riding in the afternoon .

Beautiful day .

Parked .

Went to look for Mum . Something's wrong with her phone .

She came .

We went to the hawker centre to eat .

Shopped a little . Good Luck Provision shop .

Home . Slept .

Face mask ....

So , time's up .

Rushed off .

Took over from Anna and Andrew .

Wilfred was still around .

Night with Bernard ...

2 subjects .

There was some extra pork from lunch ....

Woke up .

Brother offered to send me to work ...

What about fetching me after work ??

Yup .

YEAH !!!

So , packed my bag ... all the rubbish .

Hehe .

Brother drop me off .

Worked .

Andrew and Mia .

Ramya came in later .

Did everything .

Waited for Brother at 10.30pm .

Drove around .

He tried to show me the way ...

Wanted to go to the Mutton Chop Hawker centre near NUS . It was closed !!!

Ended up at the Jurong East , near the swimming complex .

Mutton Chop with Teh Chino .

YUMMY .

I drove home .

No parking lots !!!

I just stopped by the side . Got horned by the car behind .

Hehe .

Don't care .

I carried all the stuffs up while Brother went to park .

Tired .

Rode .

6am !!! Was ALMOST late !!!

My 100% punctitcutary !!!

Cannulation !!!

Argh .

Started ...

Lunch .

They went Everton . Take away .

They ordered Western . Ended up the stall was not open !

Shared Beef Hor Fun and Shrimp Paste Chicken with Jac .

YUMMY !

So , 7.30pm !!!

Finally .

Stayed a little ... .

Did research ...

So , time's up .

Rode home .

TIred .

Slept .

Brother drop me off .

Took slow transport .

Was walking when I saw Kan crossing the road to Houseman .

Messaged him .

Was inside pantry with the girls when Kan gave me my Tea !!!

YEAH !!!

So happy .

Hylife ....

Only did one GSK ....

Then I went back to Hylife .

Worked ...

7pm .

Passed over . Home . Took slow transport .

So tired .

Brother drop me off at MRT station .

So , I was happily walking .... stoning ...

When someone appeared beside me .

Gave me such a big shock !

So , went to the Houseman . Got the Kopi and Teh Susu while he gat his Economic Bee Hoon .

Ate .

Worked .

INC .

Had Char Siew and Roasted Pork meat from Kopitiam . $7.52 .

So , worked . Ended work late . Got to settle the diet . Searched for new meals for the healthy volunteer .

Left .

Brother was already home .

Took slow transport home .

I called him at 11pm plus .

He was already at home !

So angry . And he just went to sleep !

Hmph !

Wasn't feeling that tired ...

But oh well ..

Time passed .

Woke up . Rode off .

Wonderful .

So , slept ... so tired ...

Work . 9.30am .

Lunch . Went Indian stall and took away ... Bee Hoon and murtabak . Highlanders for Rob as well .

And so , subject's lunch was served late.

Got into trouble .

Passed over to Mai and Moon .

They ordered MacDonald's .

I tried to do some research .... but was having a very bad headache .

I ate finish my double cheeseburger and left .

Rode home .

Nobody's home .

Slept on the sofa waiting for him ...

So tired .

Took slow transport . So tired .

Woked .

Insulin . The subject came .

Finally got the cannulation in .

Started ...

She left at around 3pm .

Wilfred got Westen from Kopitiam for Kan and me .

Fish !!!

Yummy .

So ... 4.30pm . Wanna run off when Ms Alice came out from the meeting , together with Kan .

Discussed .....

Left at around 4.50pm . Dozed off on the train and missed my stop ... till Brother called .

Clementi .

Yeah . Managed to get Gong Cha as well . $3.30 .

He drop me off at Block 500 OCBC . The ATM rejected my card , " your card had expired . "

Oh well . Ran to POSB and withdrew $170 .

Brother drop me off at the workshop . I collected my bike and rode off .

Aunty only charged me $160 instead of the $160.30 .

Home ... Thought they were going to NTUC . But guess not .

I dozed off with the Green Tea Face mask ...

So tired .