All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

::Truth of me::
::The hidden me::
::Have I got my speech across::
::So you really want to know me::
::Since when did you comprehend me::
::Can you grasp my true emotions and mindset::
::Do you know about the dark truths I'm hiding::
::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Saturday 31 March 2012 .
Title of my post : Date .

Left home with Mum .

Brought her to circle line . Went Dhoby Ghaut .

Sakura dinner . ipad 2 .

Took 171 home .

Asked him why he never tell me that he quit from GE .

He asked me to stay with him . He can't possible tell me every single thing .

I alighted . He said he would call me . I must pick up the call .

Brought ice honey with peach for him and he love it .

Went NUS library after work . Read , borrow books .

Met Brother . He fetched me . Got uniform , laptop , 6 medical books , 2 lunch boxes .

Had mutton soup with bread at clementi .

Home . Tired .

Tried to book for massage tomorrow , but it was full .

In charge of 1 patient , but he passed away .

2nd day of being in charge and patient passed away ....

In charge with preceptor . Went to EASB after work .

Had kway teow . Ms Theresa went home . Took 151 . Over slept . Went NUS central library instead . Applied for membership card .

Went NUS Medical library .

Home .

Rode to work . Afternoon .

Went to NUS to meet Brother .

Waited for him for so long .

Had McDonald's .

I forgot when ...I went for break after informing them .... I came back from break and got "spoken to".

Even if you bring food , must inform others . They were waiting for you .

We assigned 3 people for break so that can go together .

I had already informed . And I got my own food !

Went down hawker center for economical rice plus yesterday's ice honey green tea with Brother .

Rode to NUS . Read till 10pm . Rode home .

Had Western . Chicken plus lamp chop .

$7.50 ... become $7.20 .... then $7 .

Ate . Home .

Morning .

Transferred patient to Ward 68 . Room 8 . Christine Joy in charge .

Sister Phua and Sister Rose spoke to me .

Went NUS after work . Took the wrong direction train , overslept as well .

Read . Brother came at 10pm .

Ate mini steamboat at hawker center .

Night . I put a can of honey green tea in the fridge . He called . Chatted for a while .

I fell asleep on Brother's bed .

Brother slept on my bed .

Woke up and went to temple for Qing Ming .

Took my stuffs from the car and went Toa Payoh . Asked about HDB . Deposit . Went library . Closed at 4.30pm .

Went Starbucks instead .

Saw Kor Kor YY .

Stayed till 9pm plus, 10pm .

Took 198 home .

About to sleep when Brother cooked noodles , hot dog and chicken for me .

Brother drove me to NUS library to read .

Reached at about 9am plus ...

Zzz . Went Frontier for lunch , but it was closed .

Went all the way to NUS kopitiam .

Went back . Read . Zzzz .

Tired to borrow books . Got caught when the alarm system rang off .

Spot check . I showed my SGH staff card and name tag .

Met Brother . Went down to get Starbucks as well .

Drove home . Brought Ding Tea .

Went to Block 500 plus for Botak Jones plus deals coupon .

Then another hawker center for Wu Xiang .

Home .

Rode to work . It rained on the way .

Ivan helped me to park .

Rode to NUS . Got to kick start again .

I was about to kick neutral gear when Brother speak to me . The bike fell again .

Had oyster egg and Q00 . Home . Zzz .

Ended work . Went School .

Dinner . Read up ....

Pharmo MCQ .

Ended test . Home .

Met Carazon shop and Sweet Indulgence .

Jurong East at 6pm ... Was early . Slept .

Collected stuffs . Redeemed Tealicious .

Home . Study for tomorrow's test .

Still alive and surviving .

End work .... Orientation for 1 week .

Met Brother at Kent Ridge MRT .

Ate at NUS hawker center . He went me to a library .... Wrong library . He came back again .

Went to the medical library . WOW !!!!

I'll die .

Supposed to meet blog shop . Canceled .

1st day in ICU .

Wore my pants suit . Crumpled . Saw Er and Cindy .

Er helped me to change my name card .

Orientation .....

I went back ward . My locker , my lunch break .

Ended work . Jurong East Library .

No books !

Redeemed Tealicious .

Home . Waited for Brother . Pump petrol .

Whole day reading at home .

Went with Sharon to MICU .

Looked at roster . Sister said , will try to push for October intake .

Must read up on lungs and heart . Will take cases .

Eugene sent me to MRT . Only 2 patients . 3 staffs . Shocking ....

Worked . Home .

With Sharon . Only 3 to 4 patients .

Had breakfast with Fara and Abby . Rode home .

Supposed to meet blog shop . Canceled . Worked . Menes !

Rode to work .

Slept at home . Night shift .

Day off !!!

Went Jurong Point NTUC with Brother . Drinks , drinks and more drinks .

Then drove to BBDC . 2.01 . Failed .

Took shuttle bus to Bukit Gombak . Gong Cha .

Jurong East Library . Book cross . 334 home . Jurong Green McDonald's alone .

Home .

Met Er at Lakeside . Worked .

Met him at Bukit Timah Beauty World .

Had Steamboat . Then went SMU .

Home . 502 .

Rode for afternoon shift .

Worked . Rode to NUS to look for Brother .

It was raining . Home . Mum cooked noodles for super . Yeah !

Met Er , Anna , Sharon and Eugene at Punggol .

Drove to Bugis . Ate .

IT fair .

Brought portable Samsung charger . $38.80 .

iPad 2 screen protector . $5 .

Home with Er . 502 .

Brother fetched after afternoon shift .

We had indian murtabak at Jurong East prata stall .

I brought along yesterday's tealicious .

Brother drove to Jurong Point . I brought Tealicious .

Brother went to exchange money . Met him at the T Junction and drove to woodlands .

Malaysia . Shopped at the Holiday Plaza . Brought Rilakkuma Samsung case .

Brother brought T shits . Went KSL for lunch at Seasons .

Went back Singapore . I took bus to Woodlands MRT . Shopped at Causeway Point Helen . $9 and $16 hairband .

Went NYP . The shopping arcade was closed .

Had Ban Mian then met Black Lady Store for the 3 way flare top and sheer skirt .

Refund for the formal casual top .

Went Jurong East . Tealicious . Jurong East Library Book cross .

198 home .

He never call !

Brother drove to NUS flea market .

Shopped . Brought x1 heart necklace $10 and 3 sweets $1.80 each . $5.40 . Mum came and helped Brother .

Went school via 151 . Met Ms Theresa .

Email . Home . Ate home cooked dinner .

Had Campbell soup at Ms Theresa's office .

He called and I gave him a piece of my mind . He just OK and hung up .

Ended work . Met him 5pm at City Hall Sushi Teh .

Ate . Hardly talk . Went Cold Storage . He held my hand . Tried to blow wind to me .

He brought for me Takoyaki , I got Gong Cha .

Ate . Went Brass Brash Complex and had Wu Xiang .

Talked . I hate him .

Why should I go ICU . What's the point of going advance diploma .

His Dad felt that he's with me because he pity me . Which he declined . He don't introduce me to his friends because I got no quality of a wife .

I should just quit and join Navy .

And that I would cheat . Which I did .

He's going Taiwan . I did not even question why I was not informed . Go there and live in a hostel ?

I got leave in October . So what ?

And what is this . ICU is so difficult to get in . And not everyone or anyone can go in . He's not even supportive at all , and instead , he's asking me to quit and forget all about advance diploma .

As usual , he sent me to the bus stop and left . Never call .

Evening . Worked .

Brother fetched . His first day of flea .

He came . Went Ai Hui's hawker center had chicken wing set .

Home .

Rode to East Coast Park .

Met Artz , his girlfriend , WH , friend , Xiao Wei , his 2 boys and Boon Jeow .

Skate . Then rode to Parkway parade .

Chilled at Starbucks .

Yong Hao came and Xiao Wei left .

Had dinner . Shopped . Then rode home .

Lamp chop with Brother at house downstairs . With Witchery .

Went Lakeside to pick up Mum and Aunty Gloria and student .

Dropped them at MRT .

Mum and Brother went home while I pump petrol .

Went home . Brother drove and sent Mum and I to IMM .

Saw Yvonne from YHSS .

Brought Princess hairband at $15.90 .

Re contract . Got a Samsung Galaxy Ace .

Daiso and Giant .

Home . Read finish my book , cleared my clothes for Brother's NUS fair .

Dinner .

Met Mum was West Mall after my shift .

M1 . Tried to renew mobile broadband and mobile plan . Was told to go IMM instead . Brought Witchery while Mum went home first .

Brought hor fun and chicken wings for dinner .

Day shift ... home .