During our break , me and my gang went to our normal place and talked … We talked about pornography … Shall not comment about it , as the main part was that … for some reason or another , the conversation was directed to me again … My gang felt that I should experience a very gigantic fight with my boyfriend … A fight … Any topic … anytime … So as to prepare each other … how the other party would react during a disagreement … Fight … let’s not touch on the “ gigantic ” thingy first … OK , for me , I feel that what my gang said makes sense … I believe that … after the fight , if we are still together as an item , it would defiantly strengthen our relationship … But if … the fight is not solve properly , it would cause strains to the relationship … My good buddy told me … after she had a fight with her guy … that the feeling is just …. Just …. It just feels different … However , looking at it … the other party is able to understand me more … that way , he would be able to accept me , accept my reactions … It is just like a test to the relationship … If I really want to test my relationship … I could , right now … He do not spent enough time with me , all he knows is work , work and more work .. He does not care about me either , much less , knowing how to pamper me … Love … I don’t know about it … Fight or no fight … We shall see …. Had cheer leading … this time , the caption was around … training was extremely tough , adding on , I was having my menses … Was at Jurong East Interchange when He messaged , I called Him … chatted with Him all the way till I reached my home bus stop , where I bumped into Mr. Goh and talked to him . He hanged up my phone , when I called back and asked for reason . “ You can have your privacy if you want to flirt . “ Talked , talked talked … Finally , when I was bathing , he said he is going to sleep and that he would not call anymore .

I messaged Him back … He called , because my message gave him a fight . The very first thing he said / did when I answered his call was … He kissed me over the phone … He told me that I woke him up by my message … and that he would be meeting with XY and go Sentosa with their classmates together . Both of them are from the same class … both of them living close to each other too … The day dragged on … My period came , and I was having menstruation cramps … I messaged Him , complaining about the pain , no respond …. At night , about 10 , 11 pm plus … Still no respond , I gave him 37 missed calls … He accused me for pressuring him with my non – stopping calls … We talked for a while … He had sunburn … He told me that he can actually go town with the girls … Fine , why did he not go … Yar , go Sentosa with XY , come back with XY , right ? Go out with her , send her safety back home to her parents , am I right ?! If he really want to do that , go ahead , why report to me , why complain to me … I know the he feels like going …. Never mind … forget about it …. The main real reason for going home early was his math test tomorrow … What if there’s no math test tomorrow ??? I guess he would fill full his duty of being XY’s “ boyfriend ” excellently ….

Went School , had tutorial , and then went Library for project work . After that , I dragged Janani to go with me for Lunch . I got back to the Library , where Min Hui , Rashmi and Amanda were around . Well , we were actually talking about Rashmi love life when all the sudden , the gang directed their attention to me …. Sob , I’m innocence !!! Anyway , what they were saying was …. Rashmi knew that inside my hand phone phone book , I saved His name as “ Hubby “ .. Rashmi was totally against the idea , she was not comfortable with the idea of calling the other party “ dear “ , “ Hubby “ , “ Honey “ , “ Sweetie “ … etc … Rashmi added on that …. She knew that I’m very serious in the relationship , but she has her doubt about my boyfriend , she questioned me things like … what’s my name inside his handphone phone book … is he as devoted as I am … etc … Love …. Why does it have to be so complicated , so confusing , so demanding … ??? I was about to go crazy at night …. He never contacts me throughout the whole day !!!!!!!! Suddenly , he messaged … A very funny message which made me smile … which made me love him more …. “ Dear , forget about me ? “ I love you …. Mucks … Always be mine … But it was my entire fault !!!! It was all mine !!! I was as dead as a log by the time he messaged … I did put my hand phone and my home phone by my bed … Oh , why do I have to be such a sleepy head … I’m very sad … You know why ? It’s the very first time both of us did not comminute for a day .

Sunday , both my classes graduated today … Going to miss them !! The first class was the Primary 3 and 4 pupils , Natalya asked me to eat with her , which I agreed . Her Dad brought for me Cheeseburger , but I did not have the time to go and eat with Natalya and her Dad . Thus , her Dad ordered take away for me instead . Oh , lucky … the next class using the classroom was graduating too , and that means that I do not need to re-arrange the furniture . Primary 5 and 6 pupils graduated next . They helped much more … before and after the class . Oh , Vanessa gave me a present right in front of all the Primary 5 and 6 pupils and their parents . Wow , such a glory !!! 1 of the girls even asked me why I turn down the offer to give a speech … Vanessa actually asked me if I want to give a speech in front of the people … Throughout the day , He never contact me …. Finally , at night … He messaged me … His message was very … I don’ know . But the way he typed the message … it makes me feel that … he actually really care for me , that his feelings for me are real . Anyway, I called him and we chatted . As I was memorizing something , I told him that I would call back later , after I prepare finish ( to go to bed ) I intended to give Him a call after I recall finish everything … However , He called my Hand phone instead … Thus , I put down my work and chatted with him .

Went to School for project … Boring … We , a group of 6 , was sub – divided into another 3 groups , each group was to do a module project , the main reason was to speed up the process … Anyway , I was forced to do some very boring thingy , find out the problems of the woman warded … it was a case study … Went with Janani to Woodlands to shop and had lunch . It was the Winnie The Pooh’s 80 years of adventure. Went home and slept till 7pm plus … had dinner then study Sociology . At 12am plus , He messaged me , asking if I want to call him , which I did ….

Had presentation … Everyone was using my laptop for PowerPoint . Nah , I do not mind at all . Firstly , my tutorial mates allowed me to setup for them , second , I was using the electrical plug . Anyway , I had my own group presentation too . We had already been allocated different slides ….. It was about my turn when someone called me … My phone does not recognize the number …. Furthermore , my phone was not in the silent mode , thus , I quickly switch to another mode . By that time , I then realized that Jun Jun had took over my slides , thus , when it was Jun Jun’s turn , I read her slides . Went back to my seat , received a message , they had found my EZ Link card !!!!! Yeah ! I was extremely delighted that I kept on shaking Janani , she was seating beside me . Haha …. During break , they wanted to eat , but I went Library and used the laptop … I asked Janani to help me collect my card …. Once I got back my card , I kissed it … I was so extremely delighted !!!!! Haha … Went to work … Oh , actually there was a module briefing , but it was canceled , said it was some family day or something … thus , went to work … When I reached ( was late , as usual ) Dewi asked me to go to the pantry to put back the papers , but before sending me to my task , she asked me if I want to rest a while … I felt guilty , thus , I immediately did my tasks … I got to bring one of the student to another room for a quiz … I was slacking all along , the student got to memories 2 paragraph … Hubby called . We talked … He was irritated … for some reason , but he made it clear that he was not angry , not angry with me . Anyway , I skipped my dinner , feeling hungry after helping out , I went and brought a McChicken . Called Mum and asked her to cook something for me , which she did . Oh , when I called home , Mum told me a good new . I had received my pay cheque !!! Yeah ! I was on my way home when He called again … Was joking with him that I did not have anything for dinner . Reached home , ate some rice which Mum cooked … Mum said that I should not sleep so fast after eating , thus , I used my laptop to blog . Surprised , I was able to get online … I went to the website which He wanted me to … He called again … and I told him the “good” news … That’s my day …. 2 happy things happened to me … my EZ Link card and I got my pay !!!!

Terrible day ! School ends at 4pm , went home with Janani . Ok , first , there was Flea Market in School , I managed to persuade Janani to go with me . After that , it was raining .. We walked to the MRT Station … on my way , I took out my EZ Link card ….. Walked and walked and walked , Janani asked me some personal things … I was telling her when suddenly … I can’t find my EZ Link card !!! I left Janani and went all the way back to search for my missing card … but in vain , I went back to the spot where I left Janani , and she wasn’t around . Janani messaged me and told me that she leave first . Can’t blame her , she was in a rush … accompanying me to go for the Flea Market was actually very nice of her . I was desperate , I called Janani , but she never answer … I went to the control station and report lost . Went back home and slept …. Woke up by a call on my hand phone … it was Hubby ! 6.06pm … Hubby called my home and I told him about my missing EZ Link card …. Slept a while more , then ate dinner . Brother called back , I told him about my EZ Link card too … It takes $8.00 to make an EZ Link card , $3.00 to activate and another $45.00 for train pass . Brother said that if cannot find , then make another card …. Sob sob sob …. Where is my card ?! He messaged me at night , telling me that he can’t call …

Went School , saw Sue , Amanda and Janani . Went for Dental after School . Did I mention how hurtful my retainer was ?! I have not been wearing it for at least half a year ! I was early , thus , I ate lunch before reporting for Dental . Brushed my teeth too , I have good personal hygiene ! The review was extremely fast , and extremely expensive ! I was inside there for at most … 15 minutes , the dentist just took out my retainer , complained that I have not been wearing it , washed my retainer , and all of it costed $52.00 !!!! Met Mum and we went to Singapore General Hospital and I ate the Peach Tower before going back to School for Cheerleading practice . Cheerleading practice was nothing much as we did the same stunts … Anyway , did shoulder stand and double base with the guys , shoulder sit with one of the Cheerleader . The rest of the Cheerleaders went to Ang Mo Kio to have some drinks … I did not join them , I want to go home as early as possible … reasons ? I had 3 missed calls from Him . Brother messaged me too , he needs my help . Oh , both Brother and Him know that I have Cheerleading practice today , they told me to enjoy it in their messages .

He told me that he would call at 12am . I waited … And waited … Continued waiting …. Waiting …. It was 12.54am when he finally messaged me that he could not call me as his Brother was using the phone …. I don’t know why , but I felt … angry . He told me that he would call at 12am , instead , he never , and contacted me so late . Was a bit emointional … thus , I cried . Sorry ….

Went to the Library , then went for tutorial . There should be HS1026 meeting after tutorial , but it was canceled … Stayed inside the Library with the gang till they have to go for their electives . Nothing much today .

Worked . Hm , they have quiz for my first class . Then , ate at McDonald’s with Natalya and her Dad . Had second class . Quite slack . I actually wanted to help out , you know , put the quizzes inside the folder but Vanessa told me not to . We had the testimonial too . I was invited to join them , received lots of positive comments . The class was excellent . Once I knocked off , I called Hubby and Brother . Told Brother that I’m going home , Hubby never picks up the phone . Went to the MRT station to top up my Ez link card , brought chocolate bread too . Oh , Hubby called while I was on the bus , but my Hand phone low battery … sob sob !!! Mum called and told me to meet at the market . Was reaching the bus stop and I saw Brother and Mum , that means that I was early . Ate “ Ba Kut The “ with Brother , Mum ordered the fish ball soup . Actually plan to meet Dad too , but Brother got to go back to the camp , so too bad . Reached home , had a small conversation with Hubby . He actually wanted to hang up and mug , but I was acting like a kid , asking him not to , he gave in to me , an extra 5 minutes . Yup … was hopping that he would call again , but too bad .

Don’t have work today . So good , but no income . Was on the bus when met one of my Secondary School friend … talked to her . Reached Jurong East Popular , met Hubby , we went to Jurong East Entertainment and sang K Box . Had Curry Chicken Rice and a cup of Ice Lemon Tea . Hubby fed me . Haha . Good times flies . Soon , our time was up and we went home . On the way to the bus stop , I saw JJ’s volume 1 and 2 CDs . Hubby brought for me without much though . Went home , slept then did Sociology at night . Got to sleep early at night , tomorrow have work . Hubby called for a while only , he wants to mug .

Friday … end of the week . Yeah ! Haha … hm , let me see . Nothing much . Meet my teammates at 9am , then we practice PowerPoint presentation , testing out . Yup , everything went right . Had a tutorial , one after another . Heard that one of the lecture forgotten that we are suppose to do a presentation today . Haha . Anyway, for Sociology , we had presentation . Yup . First time using my laptop for presentation , haha , luckily I’m able to connect to the LCD screen . All of us did well … all my teammates . Way to go , guys ! Haha . Yup , Hubby messaged me at 3pm plus . Haha . Yup , after lectures , I went to the Library and used the laptop . Guess who was online ? Hubby . Haha , he chat with me first . Hm , Rashmi appeared too . She used my laptop , I left at 5pm , reached at 5.30pm . I’m terrible , School dismiss at 4pm , reach at 5.30pm …. But what shocked me the most was that , I apologized to the trainer , her respond was , it’s alright , I know that you are tired . Cool … she’s such a nice lady . Anyway , worked till 9pm , then called home , called Hubby … I never had my dinner , thus , I asked Mum to cook noodles for me . She refused as she claimed that it was too late . She ended up giving me a cup of Milo and a breakfast bar . Hubby called , talked to him . He he . He so nice to me , he knew that I would sleep early tonight , thus , he called before he go and mug Yup , went to sleep after hanging up the phone . Mucks .

Read Hubby’s message . He told me that he have math test later … wish him luck . Went School , there was 3 hour break , thus we went to the Library and booked a room to chat . When we reached the room , Vasgui claimed that she saw 2 girls doing something …. I was behind Janani , and she blocked my view . Anyway, we talked about each other’s positive and negative points …. Good points , cheerful , very crazy … etc . As for my negative points , they claimed that I was too engrossed with my boyfriend , and sometimes , it made them feel left out . Well , everyone have their positive and negative points . Negative points are not bad at all , as long as you change your negative points and become a better person . Went home with Janani , saw my collages , and both of us were like staring at them … haha . Did the PowerPoint , finally finished it , it’s ready to be presented . I felt proud of it , it’s what me and my group did . Yeah ! Mum instructed me to go down and get dinner myself , which I did . I was about to dig in when Mum came home and helped me . I brought noodles and was simply too lazy to transfer it to a bowl . Mum was done , I was digging in when Hubby called … it was one of the longest chat I had with him . I love him . I ate finished then use my laptop . At night , Hubby messaged me , wishing me good night .

It's the worst day ever ... it's so similar to last year .... But hey ! I never break down like what I did last year ... it was in front of Mr Goh some more ! I remembered it just like yesterday . The day didn't start well for me . I woke up from a very very bad dream ! The dream was so real .... so very real . I dreamt that I've failed my Chemistry ! And I was crying and everything ...... as if everything had ended for me ..... It was so real and so scary ! The next thing I knew was that I HAD TO leaped out of my bed and shut the window . It was raining so hard with thunder and everything . The force of the wind was so strong that I have difficulties closing the window ! I felt so scared . It rained ! I have not even received back my papers and angles from heaven were crying for me already ! Do you know how scary it was ?!!!!!!! Brother don't need to go School today . I woke him up and he shake my hand , wishing me " Good luck . " I went to School . The very first period was .... What else .... Chemistry . Ms Ong took her own sweet time giving back the Pure Chemistry Papers .... and told the Combine Science students that the MCQ aren’t out yet .... I got back my Science Paper 3 . The paper smacked right at my face , as if mocking me .... throwing me off . I wasn't prepared for such a result ! C6 ! Holy .... Excellent ! Furthermore , there was one question ..... a " so very difficult " question ... Isotope ......... Know what's my answer ?! A very excellent answer .... Isotope are elements which have the same number of protons and different number of electrons ! Excellent me .... Splendid ! What more can I say !? Brother taught me about that DAMN isotope before ! And I still can get it wrong ! DAMN IT ! I felt as if I've let everyone down ... I never really though that this day would come .... where I would finally let Brother down . I never see any connections between my studies and Brother . Okay .... I mean ... I mean .... as in ... I never thought that I am able to let Brother down with just one STUPID IDOITIC ISOTPOE QUESTION ! There was 2 Moles questions ... I KNEW HOW TO DO ! JUST THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN TO CONVERT IT INTO DM3 ! One of the question was 2 marks , another was 3 ! The Isotope question cost me 1 mark .... SIX MARKS GONE ! JUST LIKE THAT ! What about Ms Ong ?! What more can I say !? C6 !? There goes my A1 ! I even thought of Ms Ong telling me , " Well done , Mu Jie ! " Mr Goh told me to think about the words Ms Ong would tell me when I scored well for her Chemistry ..... Everything I wonder how much I've scored for my Chemistry , I would use Mr Goh method and assured myself by saying ," Don't worry . Ms Ong would surely tell you the words you longed to hear . " WHAT HAD I DONE ?! I saw Ai Hui , walking towards the Teacher's Table , where Ms Ong was . She wants to ask Ms Ong some question , I believe . I went towards her and asked her about her grades . She refused to tell me ! HER SCRIPT WAS ON HER HAND AND SHE TOLD ME SHE DON'T KNOW HER MARKS ! WHAT'S THERE TO HOLD BACK !? SURELY SHE WOULD SCORE BETTER THEN ME ! Furthermore , when Ms Ong announced those pupils whom she's pleased with , I heard Ai Hui's name loud and clear ! Well , of course , there wasn't my name .... C6 ... what do you expect , Mu Jie ?! Make others happy with a C6 ?! I myself don't even have the face to face others ! I only felt like breaking down .... I just fell like crying .... There are times when one would feel like this . Weak . Not strong . Don't need to put up a strong front for others to see .... I wish that I don't have the need to hold back my tears ..... I just wish to cry .... It was then I " heard " Brother's words . I can't break down yet . At least , not now . I still have a long race to run ! Yes , I've fell , but I can always stand up again and run the race again , and win others ! I've got no comments about English too .... I've got nothing to say .... Same goes for Chinese ...... And Literature ..... And Geography .... And Physics ...... I hung around with Hui Ming , Hui Min and Ai Hui during recess .... They were all talking and talking and walking all around in the School Compound ! I just wish to sit down at the same place and read my novel ! I went down for Second recess and Ai Hui came down some time after me . She came and started talking . Seems that everyone's Physics was badly done . I was arguing with Ai Hui and almost broke down . I got a grip on myself and , hey ! I never cry ! Sometimes , quarreling with friends sure helps . English Prelim oral was next . Everyone was discussing which Teacher would be around , which Teacher would take which class ... It was soon my turn . I read the passage aloud . The picture thingy .... The Teacher pointed to me the wrong lady and I described wrongly . Who cares ?! " Which country had you been to ? " " Australia . It was my very first time overseas on a Educational Tour with my Schoolmates without any parents . " " What had you leant over there . What you do over there ? " " I was on a educational tour , of course I've learnt a lot of things . Like , how to maintain a farm , about the whales , and how the wines were made . " " What's the most memorable thing which happened over there ? " " Hm , there was a night when I went to a boy's room with my girlfriends . We were caught and scolded . It was so funny that night . " The Teacher laughed .... ???? " If you were able to go to a country , which country would it be ? " " Um , an English speaking country , or one of the Seven Wonders of the World . " " If it's the Seven Wonders of the World , which one would it be ? " " The Great Wall of China . I had read books about it . It's history interested me a lot . It was built over thousand of years by a lot of people . I wished to climb it myself one day . " " Okay , thank you . " " Thanks .... " I hung around with Ai Hui and Mei Qi in the foyer . Angie came and joined us . We talked about the English Oral and went to buy Bubble Tea after that . Everything was alright . I went to have a nap from about 4 pm to 7.30 pm . I was clearing my room and had forgotten all about my results until Li Hui called me ! She asked me about my results ... Blah blah blah ... Li Hui also told me that , my name was reflected on the Spiritual Diary , under the " GCE O Level Chinese " . I stayed by Brother's bedside and played with him . Even though neither of us talked about educational .... somehow , the feeling of letting Brother down was gone .

Reached School at 9.30am . I was so sleepy when I woke up at 7am , thus , I slept till 7.30am . Mum wishes me to wear skirt , and I was thinking , if Hubby message me , I would wear his necklace , but if he don’t , I would wear Mum’s . Heard nothing from Him , thus , I wore Mum’s necklace . Hm , used my laptop inside the Library , burn the CDs inside my laptop … then had project work . Went with my friends to Food Junction and had lunch , when back to Library and watched a Korean movie , “ A Moment to Remember ” It made me think of Hubby … It’s a love story … and while I was daydreaming me being the main actress and Hubby being the main actor , he called . Just a short call and it made me felt so sad … ok , I was glad that he called , told me that he forgot to bring his Hand phone ( “ I forget to bring my hand phone to school today , that’s why I never message you ” ) He even intended to message me !!! He followed by telling me that his class would be going to Sentosa and they are trying to make his ex-crush to wear 2 piece for him to see . I thought , why don’t he just tell his friends that he had got me ? I don’t know , but my tutorial group mates knew about m boyfriend … Maybe I understand why , he’s shy … me too , I guess if my tutorial group mates have an outing and ask me to bring my boyfriend along , I would refuse them … Back to the phone call , he told me that he would be going to mug , and might not call me . I reached Toa Payoh’s Popular and exchanged the DVD-RW to a CD “ With Love” . Sorry Brother , I just can’t burn the “ Lord of The Rings ” DVD for you … I never watch it either . I had a missed call from Hubby , called him back , then he said he want to call me . I asked why , I called his hand phone and his have free incoming calls . He insisted on calling me . We talked , I joked with him that I’m with my ex crush .. etc .. Talked and talked and talked … planned to meet on either Wednesday , Thursday or Friday . Told him that I have work on Friday , but he kept forgetting , he even want to buy cloths for me . Hm , but I was still jealous , I was a bit unreasonable towards the end of our conversation … Hubby told me that he would be going to that XY’s house later as she skip School and he had collected worksheets for her , furthermore , there would be test tomorrow , thus he “ die – die ” also have to pass her the worksheets . I pointed out that it was her fault for skipping School , who is he to her anyway ? Her slave , not only help her collect worksheets , still have to send it PERSONALLY over to her HOUSE ??? Hubby got to hang up again , thus I asked him , “ why , late already ar , go there so early ar … ” “ Yar , stay there for 5 to 6 hours … etc … etc … ” He said it , and I don’t care … sometimes , I really wonder if I’m his girlfriend or XY ??? He treat XY so nice , why don’t he ask her to be his girlfriend instead then , simple , because XY is attached , then why if she wasn’t ? Would the story be different ? Sok Ee , felt like messaging you .. but I guess you have enough problems of your own .. hey , now I understand how you felt about that joyceism … Oh , add on , think what , only XY would feel inferior , how about me then ?! And now , if I’m clever , and ended up in that Jurong Junior Collage , how would the story change then ? And if I were in Jurong Junior Collage , and that I felt sick , would he take the time and sent me my work ? Please , my “ sick ” is real sick , with fever , food poisoning , or both and NOT skipping lessons on purpose . Well , anyway , he called later and told me that he never meet her as she was outside . He ended up mugging inside the games room . I felt guilty , why do I get jealous so easy ? I should have trust him more …. But I was jealous , I don’t want to loose him .

Worked at Mind champs today .. For my second class , we changed room , there were cupboards behind , and Vanessa pointed out that it would look ugly during graduation . Haha … Oh , Hubby messaged me during my first class … Talking about my first class , the students were asking me when I would be online so that they are able to chat with me via MSN Messenger . Haha … Tried calling Hubby , he messaged me and told me that he was out , with his Mum , celebrating Mother’s Day . He called some time later , then guess he was going to mug .. he hang up . I was trying to transfer all the folders inside me old computer to my laptop so that I am able to personalized it .. while waiting for Hubby to call . When I finally grew tired of waiting , I shut down my old computer and went back to my room , it was then I realized that Hubby messaged and claimed that his’ Brother was using the phone . I tried calling a few times , I knew that it was in vain …. But maybe he would answer ??? Well , I don’t know , he never answer .. nope , he never …. I was thinking , why don’t he call my home phone using his hand phone and ask me to call him back as he have free incoming calls ???

Terrible day ! Received a message from Hubby in the morning , wishing me good luck , followed by Min Hui …. Hm, went to the Block 6 , level 9 of Singapore General Hospital with Mum. Waited and waited and waited . Then , someone called me . I went forward , gave my documents … well , turned out that they want the real documents , not those photocopies . Yup , and by that time , it was already 11am plus … Called Mum , she was at level 8 , she came up to Level 9 , but was stopped by someone . Ok , soon , it was my turn . I went in . “ Liew Mu Jie ? ” “ Yes … ” Then I told her my Chinese name …. She questioned if I’m a Singaporean , which I was . The lady pointed out that I don’t sound like one . Maybe because of the flu , I suggested . The lady continued to ask if I often fall sick , thus I told her about my past history , food poison in Primary School days , fever in Secondary School days . We talked about the Advance Diploma thing , whether it’s better to get a degree or an advance diploma . I told her degree , but when she caught me not knowing what advance diploma really mean , I changed my mind and told her advance diploma is much more important . Then , she asked me if I read the news , which I said yes . I was questioned “ what’s the latest medical news ? ” I have no idea , thus , she changed the topic into voting. “ Lifts on every floor by 2015 , baby bonnets . ” “ How would baby bonnets affect the medical team ? ” “ More babies are born , thus , need more nurses to look after the babies , some of them might have problems … ” We chatted on the topic on aging too , people aged , more porn to illness , weak bones … etc .. Yup … I was posted the question , are you working ? I actually declined , but guilty consciences got the better of me , and I was forced to introduced her about my work … the lady even joked and asked if she’s able to join , she have a bad memory as she’s getting old …. Rushed to Mind champs and worked … the class graduated today …. I would miss them , there’re my very first S4L class , and they had grown as a team , I’ve grown to be more relax when I’m assisting …. But well , got to say good bye . They had their parent’s speech … everyone were excellent ! Went to Mum’s Brother’s house , my Uncle’s house and ate dinner . There were curry and chicken wings , crab too … the meal was very nice . Went home after that and slept early .. tomorrow , a long day to go .

Haiz , I don’t know what happened .. Felt so sad . Ok , morning … I got scolded by Mum . She called and I never answer her call as I was bathing . She then continued by blaming me for not helping her to charge her phone . Went Poly , Hubby messaged . Sort of quelled with him … Was jealous … extremely jealous . I also don’t know what happened … Hm , then after lessons , which ended at 1pm , went for project meeting . Hubby messaged and told me to call , he would be waiting . He added on by asking me not to leave him … so touching … Another message from him was that even if he fell for her , he would tell me …. What was that suppose to mean ? Don’t leave him and yet , he would inform me (so kindly) if he fell for another girl . I called , he told me that he played badminton with her , and he was now mugging inside an empty classroom , but got to go for his pass out CCA thingy . He asked me if want to meet , thus , I waited for him inside my School Library . Serving the net , chatting with online friends , doing my online – course – management thingy , downloading the chapter’s module so that I can read it at home . Finally , he messaged and told me that he could not meet , I went back home . He called while I was having my dinner , but after some time , he called again and we talked . I told him about Sok Ee’s blog … about my friends . Then I asked him what he was thinking . He was thinking about cars , future … etc . Talked awhile about cars , then I asked him about future . He said he wanted to spend his future with a lot of girls . I questioned him who . He told me Clement and Jester. I pointed out to him that they are guys , not girls . And so he told me that the girls he want to spend his future with are “ you , you and you .” There was second line , Li Hui … told her that I was eating , then she say she would call later . Yup , did my Sociology tutorial worksheet … hm , can’t say it’s easy neither was it difficult . Found a few answers from textbook . Hubby called later that night … I’ve forgotten what we talked about , but well , everything was well . I love you . Maucks .