He called me yesterday . If subject pass screening , I will be on Night .

If not , 1pm to 4.30pm .

4 Nights ...

Anyway , will inform me by 11am .

I slept ... woke up , and there was the message , asking me to do another round of 4 Nights .

With nothing much to do , I left home at 11.45am to Jurong Point . Went to Challenger and get a new CD Rom . My current one does not have driver and the laptop cannot read the CD Rom . $59.00 .

It was still early ... Took 187 all the way to BBDC .

Helped Brother top up $100 . Sat at the shuttle bus waiting area ...

Saw the riders rode by . There was this small girl who use my 404 .....

Those memories ....

I miss it so much .

The shuttle bus came . I headed down to Lakeside . Met Mum at her work area . I was late . 2.30pm .

We went to the hawker centre and had my long - time - never - eat - carrot cake !

Mum ordered some Chicken Wings as well .

Went home . It was raining heavily .

So , it was around 4pm .... Had an hour nap . Woke up at 5pm and took train to work .

3 subjects ....

Okay ....

It was busy ...

She reprinted the time points and signed all her name on those things I did .

Contacted Jo and Vicky .

Vick was first break .

I waited for second break and went down to meet Jo , Lily and E.Bay .

Had a fun time with them .

Got back at 3.20am ... time point !!!!

Started work at 8.30am . Took the opposite line train just to get a seat .

There was just one CTC subject . Tried poking her , failed . She was a Nurse at SGH as well , but became Financial Planner .

Had lunch , went down to Houseman , Ee Mian .

Level 9 got some fair going on . I had a little shop . Went back to the Unit .... but he allowed me to go withdraw money and go up shop again .

So , I was given " some " task ...

To give COLD calls .... asking for particulars and if they are interested in trails ....

So , dragged till 6pm , when I'm supposed to end work at 5.30pm .

Went home ....

Tired .

Off day .

Slacked at home ....

Mum came home and I suggested that we go out .

Went to IMM , again .

Tried looking for a hand phone for Dad .

Went Challenger to get a SIM card reader . $19.90 , after using my $10 voucher . Had one meat steamboat shared with Mum . She actually wanted to get a plate of Fish and Chips as well . However , she canceled her order once the meat mini pot arrived . $15.07 .

We were unable to get Dad's hapd phone and we agreed to head down to Jurong Point ...

Finally got a $99 Hand phone for Dad . We had dessert at the shop Sok Ee recommended .

Went home ...

Tomorrow , work ....

We prepared another 4 more packs of Celaden .

So painful . Face book him a little ....

Slept ....

Reached home via public transport . I saw a pair of new shoe inside the shoe box . Never mind .

I woke up at 12pm . Contacted Swee Kee .

Decided to meet her 2pm at Clark Quay .

I had a little lunch since Mum had cooked . Top up petrol and rode down to SGH . $4.50 . Took train down to Clark Quay .

Met her , walked around trying to look for a place for lunch .

We had some Japanese food at Watami . Total $60.00 .

Shopped a little .

We ended up spending money .

She wanted to get some earrings for her friend . But ended up getting 2 shirts , and I got a dress - $20 .

She got her hand phone cover as well ....

We left . I went to IMM Diaso and got more laundry bags .

Home . I never eat any dinner .

I called back home early in the morning , asking Mum .

Hate her .

What he had already packed bag and left in the morning ?

I questioned her , in the morning or yesterday night ?!

How can she ever do this ?!

LIE TO YOUR OWN CHILD ?

My attitude is base on how you treat me . What's all those craps and bullshits about family ?

What's all these talks about Ohana ?

I think it's all filled with lies , betrayal , basis and unfairness .

I went home via train . So tired .

Mense . It's so painful !

Had Chee Quey  . Slept , woke up .

Had porridge , I never reply her . Went inside my room .

Left for work .

Was preparing to top up petrol and rode , but it was drizzling .

So sad . So I took train ...

I was early . 6.15pm .

Went Chinatown and got Koi .

2 cups , one for me , another for Mia .

Went for work .

4 nights .

4th night .

Mum and Brother was around when I got home ....

Ate some Paus and went to sleep .

Woke up at around 3.15pm . Got ready ... Mum left home shortly after waking me up .

I prepared and left home at around 4pm . Reached Woodlands and bumped into Mum . Her friend was late ....

So we shopped a little ...

Our friends came at around the same time .

Saw Yap and Lily ... with another colleague ...

Went to Roz house . Had a short meal and I got to leave . Was late for work ...

Subject was being put on drip . Nothing much .

I called back home .

Tried to contact Brother as well ... only to realize that ....

It's just so not fair .

SLUT !

Slept .

Woke up . Mum was not around . Slacked a little till she came home .

Took train to work ....

Subject has low sodium and low platelet . He was just acting like a totally spoilt child , played the sick role really well .

Irritating to the max .

Manger was concern about the subject as well .....

Anyway , ended the shift with no problem .

It was totally alright .

Went down to the 7-11 to get for him some Indian biscuits ... but can't find . Went back again and offered to get for him the cookies with chips . Got it .... but he hardly eat as well .

Was having the chicken pasta I brought when I went down when he called to go toilet . Wanted to show us the bowel as well !!!

What the ......

Went home ...

So tired .

Finally get to wake up late .

Woke up , watched some video ....

Slacked .

Mum came home . Ate some " cake " and fried bean curd , with extra order of chicken nuggets .

Slept with facial mask .

Woke up , rode to work .

Heavy traffic to Bouna Vista again !

So far still alright .

I went down in the middle of the night at around 3.45am ...

Got my panda Slurpee .

Pop by MICU ... saw Lily , Yap and Tse Lert .

Miss them .

Vick was on break , with Jason .

It's the very first time I went back since I resigned .

Planned for tomorrow " outing " .

Went back . Slept a little .

There was 6.50am bloods .

Dispatched it and rode home .

Heavy traffic to Clementi , Jurong Town Hall road !!!

7am again , tired .

Trained to work .

Early , there were only me and Anna .

Nothing much .

CTC , then chemo patient .....

Pop by on and off .

So , Kan came in ...

Then he said got to stay till 10pm since our current Celaden patient can only be discharge after his last dose of medicine at 9.30pm .

I raised up my hand and agreed to it at once !

Sent CTC specimens to NCC .

Had lunch ... went to houseman with Anna , brought Vegetables rice . She never buy anything since she's moving house later to her Sister place ... where she can have good food .

Ate with Anna , Kan and Kyreen .

Then came another bomb .

1 screening patient . But no night staffs ....

I wanted to volunteer as well ... but I doubt that they allow .

So , screening , sent patient for X - ray , then taxi stand where the NUS student sent the patient home .

Came back ...

Everything more settled .

Face book , Hot mail , Blogger .

Went down to Kopitiam and brought Vegetable rice again .

Had it at the counter with Mai and Kyren .

So ... the patient passed screening and would be here tomorrow at 7am , fetched personally by the NUS student .

Night tomorrow with Mai again .

Got to wait for patients blood test result to be out before he can go home ....

Waited and waited .

Then his nephew came and said something like he can't bring him home .

Anyway , they finally left at 2306 hours .

Packed up and clear the room .... 2330 hours .

So , I wore my riding pants and flew home .

Tired .

Chatted with him downstairs once I parked my bike .

Took train to work .

7am , there were only me and Anna . Having fun .

Alvin brought extra laska . Had it with Kan .

Paid $3.00 .

Ended work at 4pm and went to Orchard IEC .

Got the product and had a good sleep on 502 bus .

Dropped down at IMM and went shopping . Had my favorite - so - long - never - eat - takoyaki !!!

Went Diaso shopping . Spent a total of $28.00 buy laundry bags .

Wanted to drop by Mos Burger to get my favorite Milk Tea as well ...

But I headed home .

Waited for him .

Maucks .

I love you .

So , it's my off day after straight 12 days of work since I started this new job .

Loving it .

Even if I'm to work today , I'll be present !

Stayed at home the whole day .

Did nothing .

Caught up with a little nap till Mum came home with Hor Fun dinner .

Brother went out , as usual .

Mum went out to meet Aunt Sally .

Dad went Malaysia .

Home alone .

Arranged my wardrobe .

I love wearing home clothes to work !

SAY NO TO UNIFORMS !

ALLERGY TO UNIFORMS !

Woke up .

Rode .

Nothing much .

Clear urine bottles , change ice packs .

Bernard " left ' at 11am . He helped me get duck rice from Kopitiam . He got something on at a much latter timing .

Slacked.

Me and Anna ... then 1 patient .

We top up and prepare for tomorrow .

It wasn't done so for this morning !!!!

So , Face book , Hotmail , Blogger .

It was pouring when I left at 7pm .

So sad .

Took the slow transport home .

Rested .

Waited for him ....

SO long !

I was very tired and dozing off already .

Managed to sleep only at 12 am after he called .

For the sake of your parents and our future .... 

Took train to work since I planned to meet Sok Ee after work .

Was totally tired !

I got to scream -

I HAD BEEN WORKING SINCE I STARTED THIS NEW JOB ON 08/10/2012 and that I'M STILL ALIVE AND LOVING IT !!!!

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Meow was happy , nope , he mentioned , VERY happy with me .

Ate at Kaffe and Toast again . Actually went out to Houseman , but it was drizzling .

So , rest a while and we had this Code Blue Practice . Supposed to end work at 4pm but I was checking the E trolley with Shar thus I only left home at 4.30pm .

Took train back home . Saw Cheryl !!!

Had a little chat with her .

Sok Ee finally replied me when I was half way on 185 home .

Got down at my bus stop and met Mum . Passed to her my bag and I headed to Jurong Point . Shopped a little till Sok Ee came and we had New York New York .

Nice .

We chatted . Talked .

I brought some ginger drink for Brother .

We started shopping a little till Sok Ee said she got to go to Jurong East to meet her colleague to collect the key for the tuition centre tomorrow .

I continued shopping for a while more , looking at those clothes .

Sok Ee gave me my Birthday present ! And I treated her the dinner . New York New York , $59.98 .

Thank you !

Went home .

Skyped .

Maucks !!!!

Rila Dragon !!!

He messaged me .

Yeah !

Tomorrow 7am to 7pm again !!!

HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Took train to work .

Went lunch with Alvin . It was raining . So we had lunch at Kaffe and Toast .

I choose to eat there .... saw some other colleagues who decided to help up bring the take aways for other colleagues .

Ate noodles when Alvin got to go . Saw Hui Chueng .

Yup .

Slacked !

Tried doing my CVs ... the most irritating and tedious work of all !

Spent the rest of the afternoon trying to complete it . Slacking away .

Jo and Shar was nursing the 2 patients .

I left my bike at SGH overnight .

Ended work at 7pm and the road was still jam pack !!!!

Heavy traffic once I entered from SGH all the way to Clementi .

The only good thing that happen to me was that , Brother texts -

" 2.10pm Stitch received food delivery from postman ! "

My Vivi store black boots and clothes !!!!

Was even thinking about it while riding . It brought a small smile to my face .

Went home and rested ....

Woke up and rode to work .

7am .

They ordered pizza for us .

Yeah !!!

I ended work at 4pm and it was raining . Tried asking Brother out but he was at home .

Took train home instead .

I shopped a while at downstairs .

3 cakes at $2.50 each , 2 cupcakes at $2.00 each packet and 1 cup of Cendol - $2.00 .

Mum went out , thus I added on some more food to her fried rice .

Yummy !!!

Watched some PPS movies which I downloaded ....

It seems like so so long since I get to enjoy life .

I met Brother downstairs at my bike .

We top up petrol and went home to sleep . Tired .

So , I woke up , slightly rested , when I received his message .

To do four nights .

Of course I agreed .

But I took train to work ... tired . And I need to top up petrol again !!!

Anna and Mia .

Had fun with them eating supper / dinner of patients , and we ordered KFC . Went down to collect with Mia . I went with her to check on our another patient .

It's very smooth ... there were only 1 and a half patient . 1 in the Unit , another at the ward level .

They allowed me to go and rest since it's my 4th night . 2 hours .

Dragged myself home .....

Slept , slept , slept .

YEAH !

It's last night !

So , I rode to work ... last night .

Nothing much ...

We had supper with patients dinner . Fun .

Rode back home ...

Slept on the sofa till Mum woke me up at 11am to prepare for lunch at Jurong East restuaunt with my relatives .....

Zzzzz ....

We were very early , went down to shop a while . Met my aunty and her family and we went up together .

Ate . It was nice . Wanted to go Library to get the Book Cross books but they refused . Thus , I drove them home .

Rest .

Yeah !!!

Everything ended very smoothly .....

So , she asked me how am I going home . Train ?

Ride .................

And everyone was surprised .

And I saw Alli !!! Miss them so much !!! Wonder who else is on night ....

Okay ...

So , I went home .

Brother was sleeping . I bathed ... and Brother was out already .

Ate , slept , Woke up and ate again . Watch Winnie the Pooh movie ...

Face book a while ...

Rode to work . Saw Agnes in the lift ... FORCED chatted with her a bit before the lift finally landed on my designated floor .

Mum packed dinner again .

Same 3 patients .

Face book . Plus Deals , Hot mail , Blogger .

Woke up , finally , at last , I am able to wake up at my own timing .

Went down with Brother to pump petrol . My Visa Card is out of money again !!!

So , I rode back and parked my bike .

Deposit my cheque at OCBC .

Shopped around , looking for shoe racks ...

Dropped by Mum's workplace .

Went home , ate Breakfast .

Slept ... Supposed to meet Cousin Hui Zhen before work , for her treat . But timming not nice . I got to start work at 7pm ...

Woke up at 6pm . Rode to work . Mum packed dinner for me .

First virgin night with my preceptor , Shirley .

It was still alright . Everything went smoothly . Did my Good clinical practices for Research . Had SOME of my competency signed .

So ... she suddenly asked if I got a boyfriend , if he's alright with me being on night .

Yes . In Taipei now . And even if he is in Singapore , he won't mind either .

So yup ....

I woke up , only to realize that I over slept !!!

I did not switch on my alarm !!!!

Luckily they got my number yesterday ... messaged , then took my time to get there .

Stupid peak hour , I would have rode !!!

A bit cannot stand her ....

Orders , ordering ....

So , I sent patient down for X - Ray with Alvin .

Best thing !!!

I'm on night for tomorrow !!!!

I alighted one stop earlier and had a short walk ...

Brought Ding Cha ....  

Just came out of the train when I saw Sugar Pie and Vig !!!

They told me that Jo was at the bus stop .... I went and looked for her . So happy !!!

Had break with Alvin . We went to the Duke NUS .

Saw the Advance Diploma students and ....

Aza , Hanna , Jasmine and Alison !!!

Ate ....

I worked till 7pm , and headed home .

So , I was climbing all the way up to work , and guess who I bumped into ?!

So , it's a new day of work . Took the opposite direction train , changed train , and headed for work .

Hm .... orientation . Met my colleagues . Tried to be useful and do as much as I can .

Break , went alone to houseman for my favourite Ee Mian .

I asked the person what time am I ending work - 7pm .

Okay .

Still very new .... Hopefully it will be a much better and nicer place ... I still miss MICU .

Went to IMM after work . Walked around .... can't find the shoe rack I wanted .

Went to Jurong Point with Mum in the morning .

Hm , shopped a little . Brought a $5 dress , and a $1 hairband .

Ate burger king . That was the main reason why we went Jurong Point . Mum got the coupon .

Shopped some more and I got another dress and a skirt . $10 each .

Went home . Rest a little . Until it was time to prepare !

Jo called . I left home . Met her at Jurong Point . Headed to the hotel for Matt's wedding . We were early ... The rest came .

Turned out that I was assigned to sit at the ICA table ...

So , I pop by Jo's table on and off . Jo was nice . We what app each other . Shared seat with Goh Y.C as well . Took lots of photos .

Poh Geok and I were inside Jo's car when Hanna called . Jo was nice . She helped me to reject Hanna ... Turns out that Constance lives near Jo as well .... but we could not send her home as I was in a rush ....

Managed to use the Google map and directed Jo to send Poh Geok home . Then me ... Turns out that Jo used to live my area , thus she knows her way home .

Rushed home . Saw Dad at the lift ...

Count down with him .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MY LOVELY CUTE KEAI MEOW !

Supposed to go out with Sok Ee today .... but I ended up at Bedok . Doing home case .

So , yup . I reached Bedok and was unable to locate the bus stop . Cab down instead . $4.50 .

This lady . Brought her to toilet , for meals , sponged her . Sat her outside in the living room ... Went back to sleep ....

Yeah .

The family cooked a little for me as well . Indian . It was nice .

So , ended work at 9pm . Mus asked me out , but I got to go back SGH a while . I went . Saw Jane , Simon , Rucan ...

Counter sign the medications , tried to log in to HR , but the website was down .

Home ...

Tired !

So , it's my Birthday today ! Brother gave me a Chubby Bear shirt yesterday night after 12 midnight .

Finally , last day of work .... And life still goes on .

In charge of Room 18 and Room 20 . Room 18 only got oral medications and feeding , propass 2 scoop BD .

Alli sponged my Room 20 and helped me started the Mero .

So yeah .

Jo was junior today . She told me that she tried asking Malek to change assignment with me .... but never mind .

I'm touched .

So , had a few photo taking ....

Break , passed over to Jane .

So , the 3 of us , Belle , Jo and I were inside Room 18 , doing changing . We were laughing and having fun .

When suddenly , Amy came and told me that Alli was looking for me !

I was like .... OH NO !What had I done , again ?!

Waited a while ... when we went inside the roll call room ..........

SURPRISE !!!!!!!!!

Beautifully place in the middle of the trolley , on top of the green sterile dressing towel ..... !!!!!!!!

They sang for me Birthday song , took videos / photos . I made my wish , and we cut the cake to eat .

It was rather slack . I began clearing my pencil box . Packed my bag .

Finally , returned my stupid uniforms and staff card .

Waited for Jo and we went home together .

I slacked for a while until Brother came home . Prepared . Then we went Little India . It turns out to be the same place where he brought me that time .

We ate . Korean steamboat . Yummy ! My favorite !

We sent parents home and went Jurong Point for desert . Hehe .

Home ....

Zzzzzz .

So tired .

Another afternoon . I took over Room 14 from Simon . Jasmine was the over all in charge . She gave me the option if I wanted to transfer patient before or after my break .

I brought my food down to Houseman with Ber , Alli and Aw . Ate , and we went back .

Transferred patient to ICA 22/05 . Passed over .

So , yup . Went home . Brother fetched .

Brother cook instant noodles with chicken nuggets .

Count down over Skype with him .

Happy Birthday !

Thank you so much , my lovely ke ai meow .

Dragged myself to work .

Junior today ! Message Sok Ee ....

Tried to survive by myself .... Aw went to ICA . There's 1 MC at ICA side , another at ICU .

Up and down , up and down .... Went down for dinner with Ber ....

Brother fetched me . We went to Clementi for supper . Had Maggie Goreng and 2 other drinks .

I drove home . 

So , morning shift . Changed shift with Rucan . Rode .

He finally replied . Fought with him a little .

Supposed to be another case , but Saw forgot his case . I took over his Room 19 from Hui Ying . CVVHD .

Passed over to Simon . He accepted my case . Even though some medication levels were wrong .

Rode home . Slept ... Sok Ee called me . She was at Jurong Point and wanted to pass me my panda suit . I agreed .

I took bus over and got my suit . Walked around . Brought OK tea , $3.50 , and a crown hair band . $9.90 .

Waited for Brother . Deposit money into my NTUC account . We shopped at NTUC . $41.17 . Brother stopped the car half way and I dove home .

And so , it's 1st of October 2012 . Morning shift . Room 17 , second case .

Ber was first case , and she accepted Ling Ling . To be transferred out went ICA has bed .

So yup . I left early . Bathed . Ber came ... followed by Alison , then Bay . Olive met us at SGH . We headed down to Clark Quay and Jo came .

Walked a little . Then Bee Kim came . Liza came . We went to the Market Place and ate .

Yap came and joined us ....

And finally .... After the deserts ....

There came the surprise !

I was totally shocked , did not expect it at all . The waiter appeared with a Birthday cake !!!

Oh my .... They sang for me Birthday song .... and took photos with Yap .

Took cab with Ber and Jo . Sent Ber home first , then Jo ... finally me . $34.52 .

Still ....

I'm so touched .....

It's just 4 more days ... and lesser .........

Waited and waited and waited .............

I went to sleep .