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    on Friday 30 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    BLUE tent .

    Was so totally dead . So painful .

    Kan went down . He wanted to go 7-11 , but I wanted the Maggie Goreng while he wanted his Wanton Noodles ....

    Forced down the noodles ... totally no mood , no appetite . So painful .

    Anyway , thanks .... It was really peaceful . Luckily ....

    Not with some others . Kan stay till Alvin reach work at 8.30am .

    So , I was dragging myself home . Thought of waiting for Jo . But she was busy . Was taking 185 .... surprised , I did not doze off . The bus exited from PIE towards Tuas 31 ....

    When I saw the same NTUC Income guys . The 2 guys who were there when I had my accident . And there was a smashed up red bike , with a blue police tent ..... I thought of jumping out of the bus . But what's the use . To say Hi to them ?

    I may be a nurse , but I can't change the fate ....

    It was just early morning at 8.50am ....

    Kept on thinking about it ... I'm thankful , really , I am ....

    Went home . Ate and slept . Woke up ... Still thinking about it ....

    Had some sausage bread ... And I rode off to work .

    It was jam pack . Totally lost my mood . To make matter worse , it started to rain as well .

    I finally managed to arrived in one piece . Did rode pass Kyreen and other CRCs , but they did not see me .

    Finally got my bean curd and soy drink .

    Yummy .

    1 subject , with Shirley .


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    on Thursday 29 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    Work .

    Yeah . Managed to reach on time ....

    Jo messaged me . They were ordering KFC ....

    Fat fat !!!

    I calculated and submitted my time sheet .

    $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

    Kan went down . Had 7-11 pasta . Still okay .....

    So finally ended work and went home . Brought back home the Slurpee .

    Tired ....

    Menses come .

    Slept . Went for work .

    Was slightly early . Totally no mood . Did not manage to get my soy bean as well .


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    on Wednesday 28 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    Suntec .

    Kan went down to get some noodles beside the normal stall - since it was closed .

    Yummy supper .

    I went down to get the white chocolate Slurpee as well . But forgot to bring it home !!!

    Went home and had a very good sleep .

    Woke up at around 3pm . Got ready and went to Lakeside to meet up . Went Suntec's Groupon .

    Collected my Palmer's scar fixing set . Totally please with the product . Had Pizza Hut dinner as well . Using Groupon .

    Top up , ordered Chicken wings and Garlic Bread . A total of $15.75 .

    Sent Mum to the bus stop and accompanied her to wait for 502 , but bus 97 came earlier and she boarded it . Might as well since I was running late .


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    on Tuesday 27 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    Another person .

    So , was still busy clearing all the scanned documents . Mum came home and fetched the maid . I was to have dinner myself .

    I left for work . Relaxed , normal . Felt so blessed . At first thought that I was working with another person , but don't know why ... the messaged stated otherwise . YEAH !

    Worked . There were 3 subjects . Nothing much . Relax .



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    on Monday 26 November 2012 .
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    Early .

    Took train to work .

    Brother messaged , I called back home , and called the maid as well . She can't open up the programme .

    So I requested to leave early at 11am . Felt so bad .... But there were Jo , Bernard , Shirley and Kan . More than enough staff .

    Went to I.E.C . There was nobody in the queue .

    Got my $60 and took 502 home .

    Slept all the way till my ipad fell onto the floor and I woke up .

    So , I opened up the programme for her and she started scanning . I slept . Mum came home and I Bee Hoon .

    So , cleared my stuffs , once again .........

    Chatted with him .

    Miss him .

    It's exactly 3 months since he left .... and there 's another 1 month and 17 days more to go .

    Slept realy late , at 2am , but my things are still not complete yet .


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    on Sunday 25 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    SLUT .

    Zzz ....

    So , back on the roads once again ....

    Voom voom voom .... But first , top up petrol , $2.77 .

    I rode real slow , 60 plus ONLY ... when I used to hit up to 80 plus .

    So , with Shirley . We ordered Mad Jack , ordering only starts at 11.30am . Yeah . And we got the chicken wings as well ....

    Can't wait !

    3 subjects . Nothing much . Totally cool and relax .

    The food came and I collected it . Dig in with some YouTube movies ! Yummy .

    We both dozed off !!!

    The ECG time point is at 7.15pm . Argh .

    So stayed till 7.30pm . Rode home .

    Yeah . That slut was around .

    WHATEVER .

    I shall see how you look after Mum . I'm so not going to give a bloody damn . You like her , scared that your precious son will run off , erm , actually , yeah . They did went off overseas , didn't they ???

    So , and I'm still LOCKED inside and can't have my passport CHOP ?!

    Oh , and I shall be the very first one to congrate you when there's DOUBLE happiness , yar ?

    So , yeah . I shall seat back , relax , and enjoy the show . YOU LIKE HER SO MUCH , THEN I SHALL LET HER CARE FOR YOU NEXT TIME , TILL THEN ~ .

    Was totally knocked out when I reached home . I could not open my eyes ... I just dozed off .... In and out ....

    Zzz ...

    We chatted on Skype ...

    I love you , PAULINE .


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    on Saturday 24 November 2012 .
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    Home .

    So , woke up early at 7am plus ....

    Clear , clear , clear .

    Got the helper to scan the magazine , took photos of my clothes ... cleared my drawers .

    Went down to meet Ken and his girlfriend .

    Passed him the money , name card and the insurance .

    Met them again when they got back my bike .

    Wow !

    Missed it so much !!!!

    Yeah !

    So .... anyway , cleared a lot of magazine ....

    Slept really late , 1am plus .


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    on Friday 23 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    Zzz ....

    Called up MICU again , E Bay was around , Clara as well !!!

    Saw , Dong Hui , Zu , Yap ....

    So , Kan went down to buy Maggie Goreng . Had it immediately as I was hungry .

    Bay called up , I went down to look at the menu and ordered for them . The food came , I went to the ICU to get money before going down to get the food . Went back up to the ICU , settled the money ....

    Came back and kept my cheese prata .

    So , rest .... Time's up . Ate my prata .

    Went to MICU to wait for Belle . E Bay was already sitting downstairs !!!

    Belle finally settled her stuffs and we went with E Bay to take train .

    Home ....

    Slept a while on the sofa ....

    Cousin's maid was around . Anyway , I slept ... woke up .

    Waited for Mum to come home before rushing off ....

    Went up to the Unit . Waited for them ... there was a long queue at Block 7 . Went to Block 4 . Also long queues .

    So , board the cab with Kyreen , Tutie and Elnora . We were early . Had fun at the photo booth ....

    So , the year end party started . Ate , played games .

    Sue , Alice , Evelyn , Jo , Shirley came .

    We left at around 10pm .... I went back to the Unit to clear my locker , saw Shar and Anna .

    Met Brother at Block 7 . Went home .

    Zzzzz ...


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    on Thursday 22 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    FOOD !

    I ordered Beef Hor Fun . Kan went down to 7 - 11 .

    Same .... Read novel , Face book . Still the 2 same subjects . It's more relax and settled .

    Went down for a bit of " shopping " at MICU . Got my food from Alison ... Saw Jas and Zu . Too bad that Vicky got RMS and is resting at home . If not it would be fun having break with Sugar Pie and Vicky .

    Was walking towards the train station when I saw Uncle Fam !!!

    So happy to see him . I waved at him as he was quite a distance away . And Kan was then when I turned around .... OPPS .

    So , went home . Was so tired . Internet , Face book before sleeping . Mum made a light breakfast for me . Corn and 2 of my favourite cheese meat balls !!!

    Yummy !

    Gobbled it up , bathed , did dressing , slept .

    Woke up and Cousin's maid was around . Left for work ....


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    on Wednesday 21 November 2012 .
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    4450 .

    Morning came . Passed over . I called 4450 .

    Ma answered . Looked for Vicky . She passed me over to Sugar pie . I went down to meet them after work .

    Waited in the lobby for Sugar pie . She came , we went to the tea room where she helped me dressed the wound . Sister was looking for her .... Alison came in and she took over .

    Waited for Sugar pie and we went to the train station together .

    Slept . Woke up . A message from Him .

    Face book ....

    Slacked . Ate . Left for work .

    First night with Kan .

    2 subjects .... still alright .





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    on Tuesday 20 November 2012 .
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    Work .

    So , ate tidbits .

    Kan went down to the old Ward 11 / 12 side and brought for me Roti Prata !!!

    I had my dinner and that was my supper at 4am . YUMMY !!!

    Slacked . Read my novel ....

    So , I was asked to pass report !!!!

    Wrote my report after passing over . Passed to Anna and Alvin . Luckily nothing much . Both of them slept well , really . Nothing happened .

    So , crawled home . Face book , Internet . Slept ...

    Woke up at 5pm by Mum and it was time to get ready for work , again .

    Yup ....

    Sugar pie told me that they would be ordering Chinese Take Away for tonight .

    Yeah !



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    on Monday 19 November 2012 .
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    Night .

    I overheard Shirley saying that there's another subject coming in .

    Anyway , it ended smoothly . I went down to get some more tidbits .

    The whole night ended . I went down to Chinatown to have my Mac Breakfast . Wanted to head to the Chinatown Point , but it was closed ....

    Went to another exit and finally had my cravings .

    Went to Orchard IEC . Waited and waited ..... Dozed off . Finally , I was being  let off at 10am . Went home via 502 ... 11am . Ate .

    Mum was at home . Slept only at 1pm .

    Bathing was much better , but wound dressing sucks ! It's so yucky , actually . The creamy , white texture of the antiseptic creams .

    Slept till 5pm . Woke up and clawed to work . Saw Sweety and Tse Lert in the lift . So , I opened up the schedule , 5 nights ! Yeah !

    And it's with Kan . Wondered who is on night .... Luckily Tse Lert did reply me ... but I don't have most of their number ... Sad .

    3 subjects , one of them came in today ....

    So , ate tidbits .... slept ... totally knocked out .

    Shirley's friend helped us buy McDonald's , which I had it at 3am !


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    on Sunday 18 November 2012 .
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    Night .

    So , I was happily sleeping when Mum woke me up . Got to go Cousin's house .....

    Brother was late . We hop on to the car and left to fetch Hui Ying Cousin . We headed down . The guy's gave the dowery . They were asking whens my turn .

    Ate and Brother drop Hui Ying Cousin back home and Dad , Brother and I went home . I slept ... Woke up and headed for work .

    2 subjects .

    Quite slack .... Watched The Mutton's .

    Watched Jack Neo Moive .

    Shirley went down to get tidbits . We ate and watched Spy Kids .


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    on Saturday 17 November 2012 .
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    Medical leave .

    So , on medical leave .

    Dad called , asked me . I just told him that I fell down . I called Mum as well . She asked . Fell from the stairs ....

    She told me that some other School have carnival as well . I headed down at around 12pm ... Was walking towards my Yuhua Secondary School when I suddenly decided to turn back home and change clothes .

    I changed . Headed to the 5 - head market .... Walked around a little . Went to look for Mum , 1.30pm . She sent me back home to change clothes . Changed and met her at Secondary School .

    Shopped at the carnival . Brought a couple Tee and a USB plug . It was pouring , Mum got some plastic bag and we covered and went home .

    So , I rested a while ... then headed out again to Yishun and walked all the way to Buva house .

    Met Sham and her boyfriend ... then Vaish came with her brother .... Cassy came with her boyfriend .

    Photo taking ...

    Sham left , then Cassy . I waited with Vaish and left together with her .

    Went to Bukit Batok MRT and Brother fetched . Home . 


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    on Friday 16 November 2012 .
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    Accident .

    I woke up by a message . Somebody told me that there's dengue subjects coming in . I left at around 12pm , normal ward afternoon shift timing . Tried pushing down my bike and it toppled over . Carried it up , rode , and off I went .

    Was along the expressway , trying to squeeze through when I really skidded . I was along the second and third lane .The white car in front stopped , while I was trying to pull up my bike . Another lorry at the third lane , for heavy vehicles , stopped . He helped the white car driver and both of the pull up my bike . I tried to start the engine , but the gear was gone case . Both of them then carried my bike to the shoulder lane .

    I dialed the number , it was Shar . Explained that I would be late . She said I'm supposed to be on night . She would check and call me back . I called Ken , he was still stuck in the study .... I also don't know what to do . Suddenly felt very dizzy and nausea . Thought that I might throw up , but luckily did not . I wanted to have a seat , but it was at the should lane . I tried walking to the near by bus stop .... I don't know what to do .... Should I lock my bike , should I take my helmet ?

    Gosh . Walked round and round . Sitting by the road side would be weird . I decided to leave my helmet on the seat , took my bag , and crawled all the way to the near by bus stop .

    Called Brother . He asked me to call 100 . I called , explaining my situation and asked for towing service . They said they don't provide such service . Called back Brother , I then realized that I'm supposed to ask them for the bike towing service number . So , I got it . Called the Bike Ambulance . Gave them my location , number , number plate ....

    Ken called . He gave me the Aunt's number , but it was engaged .

    Shar called back , I am supposed to be on night shift !

    I felt really sick , thought that I might lose my level of conscious , well , NUH was just next door . I lie down on the bus stop seat ..... it felt heaven . I felt better .

    Anyway , Brother came . He brought my favorite milk tea , 2 ready to eat sausage and a jelly . Yummy . He went back to the car to grab tissue and a bottle of water for me to clean my wound as well .

    He advised me to contact the insurance and left . It was his break time or something ? Luckily I was near by his work place .... Thank God .

    So , I called and asked about my insurance . They said that the team is at Jurong East , and would reach soon .

    I waited , Face booking . Well , if I am still able to Face book , that means that I am well , right ?

    They came , took photo of my license and identity card . Advised and suggested to me . The bike ambulance came as well . My bike was already safely loaded on the lorry . So we discussed where to head to ...

    I sat on the lorry and we went to Toh Guan . The two bikers came as well .

    Waited for the service people . The insurance team accompanied me as well , explaining to me , asking me if I have any question . They wanted to help me dress the wound and all ... but I told them that it's okay .

    So , they left half way , leaving me their name card and all , making sure that I'm alright .

    The quotation was out and I agreed to it . Left the place . The service uncle even told be which bus to take .

    So , I went out , saw the bus coming . Crossed the road and board the bus . I asked if it's heading to my direction . Nope . The bus caption asked me if I fell down ...

    Okay . Wrong direction . Walked over and cross back the road . The bus came . Aunt beside me spoke to me . She was a rider as well . Injured her collar bone ...

    A grandma board the bus with her grand daughter . Spoke as well .

    Reached the interchange . Took the train . Some man gave his seat to me , said that my hand is bleeding .

    So , reach the unit . Shar was inside the screening room with Doctor Jenny ... they were shocked when they saw my wound .

    I showed Shar the message .... Day on call !

    Argh !

    So , I left Brother's milk tea in the fridge , and put my bag inside the locker .

    Alice and Doctor Jenny saw me .... they were so concern . I told them that I'm going to get my wound dress up .

    Went to ICU . Saw Jas ... but she was already reaching the locker .... Saw Olive ! Told her to help me grab some dressing materials .

    Chilly was push patient out with RT Ivan .

    " What happened to your hand ? "

    So , I sat in the garden outside Kopitiam and dressed my wound . Had a little rest ....

    Ken called . I went to 7 - 11 to meet him .

    Then Kan messaged . Alice called .

    My phone died .

    Okay . Went back to the unit with Ken . Alice gave me two days of rest . She helped me to apply another layer of tegaderm .

    Was being forced and sent back home . Two days of rest !!!! I would just appear at 7pm .... if only I knew  !

    So , Ken had a smoke outside the train station and we took the train to Dover . Took 185 and we reached home .

    Had a drink at the coffee shop . Went to CK to buy some Dettol shower form .

    Home . Home Sweet Home .

    Charged my phone and replied Kan .

    Apologized for the innocence caused .

    Showered . HIGH !!!!!

    He called . Just spoke to him for a while . I felt so much better .

    Had dinner .... was very restless .

    Thankfully for Brother , who came . I felt so lost ... Luckily he was around , made the trip to make sure that I'm alright ....

    And Ken . Thank you .

    What a day !

    A day just gone , wasted , just like that !

    AND MY $457.50 !!!!


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    on Thursday 15 November 2012 .
    Title of my post :
    Last minute .

    So , the time point ended peacefully at 0005 hours . I was too rush and removed the cables before we can manage to save the ECG .

    Online , read my novel ... Face book was down . Blog , hotmail , groupon .

    Went home and slept . Woke up . No more night shift . Decided to go for a swim .

    Thus , headed down to the Jurong East Complex and swam .

    Went home . He called . Told me that he would be at " outfield " ...

    Like so last minute ?! 


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    on Wednesday 14 November 2012 .
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    BEST !

    I went to the Jurong East Swimming complex early in the morning after waking up and reading my daily morning " new paper " - Face Book .

    Swam a few laps and went too the bus home . Got Vegetable Rice home . Ate . Slept .

    Woke up , rushed to Mum's workplace . Bumped into Hui Min .

    So , we walked all the way and took the train . We seated nicely on the train , ready for the journey , when she took out a piece of paper and told me that I got to call them and ask for directions . I ignored her and slept .

    We reached Little India ... tap out of the station . She asked me to call !

    I scolded her , thought we were supposed to meet Aunt Sally ? Her excuse , since I agreed to go with her , she never ask her to come . HELLO ?! I agreed to go with you , but does not mean that I agreed to BRING you there ! How the HELL am I supposed to know the way as well ?! LITTLE INDIA ! How many times do you think I frequent there ?!

    Since got to call , then you jolly well dial the number yourself ! What excuse of - they only speak English !? Then why you communicated in Mandarin over the phone , after you were FORCED to call them yourself ?!

    AND PLEASE ! LEARN TO USE YOUR EYES AND READ THE DIRECTIONS !

    You were simply walking without any direction at all ! Relay on yourself and not others !

    Who do you think I am ! You want me to bring you , then at least inform me earlier ! NOT when after I met you and we were on the way - on the train , then you drop the bombshell !

    At least I can do some search at home or something first , have an idea of how to get there beforehand .

    You don't drive up the expressway and ask where do you need to exit .

    FINE !

    Be my guest !

    Anyhow walk stupidly , in the end she was being forced to cab down .

    WHATEVER .

    I went back to the hospital ... slack around in the lounge .... 6pm , went down to Kopitiam and have my favourite Kway Chap . $3.20 .

    Work .

    BEST !

    One subject ... last timing at 0005 hours !

    AND THAT'S IT !

    So , the stupid work computer is " down " , as usual ...

    Tried downloading the Messenger on my new phone and ipad ...

    Managed to chat with him .

    Excited !!!!

    Count down !!!!

    So many things , so many plans once he come home ...

    I love you , I miss you ....

    Another day gone without you .

    Another day closer to be with you once again .


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    on Tuesday 13 November 2012 .
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    Home .

    So , we were Skyping when his Mum called . He called back . His Mum asked about his Face book . Serve him right , he deserve it . Who ask him to FLIRT , and let me - anyhow think . He's overseas while I'm stuck here .

    Went down to collect my long long ago violin from Leo . Had a very short little catch up with him .

    Went home . Assembled my shoe rack with Dad . Managed to put all , nope , most of my shoe in it ! So happy - expect my 3 boots . My 3 favourite boots .

    So , she came . I stuck inside my room copying all the call logs of my DDIL phone .

    Brother and Mum went down to get KFC and some noodles .

    Ate ....


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    on Monday 12 November 2012 .
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    Mad .

    Woke up , rode to work . Top up petrol , $5.18 . It was only 6am .

    Was the first one .... Kan came . Tried to print out the sign in sheet , but I could not find it at the Y drive .

    Had breakfast and started work . Did CTC , managed to take the blood .

    Fibrogen .... failed one .

    Onco subject .... not sure what trial ... but anyway ... yup .

    Did ECG , blood pressure ... took blood and spin it .

    Kan was around too .... had take aways of noodles .... for both lunch and dinner . He went down and brought it for me .

    Milk tea !!!!

    So , I started work at 7am .... waiting for the last time point of 8.20pm ....

    Off tomorrow , public holiday .....

    Called back home . informed her that I would be home late ..... she asked if I'm iron woman . Never mind . For once , I thought she REALLY care for me .... but in the end ....

    She DEMAND for $300 to $500 allowance !!!!!

    Was so mad at her .

    So , it was quite slack towards the end .... When everybody left . Packed up with Kan and we left ... Rode home . Tired . Luckily there was no jam . Heard over the radio that there was some jam ...

    Tired .


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    on Sunday 11 November 2012 .
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    Diving .

    So , off day today . Woke up and Face book . Received confirmation form Jeff about my slot yesterday night , report at 11.30am .

    Smart ass me online till 11am , only to realized how late I was . No choice , cabbed down . Only to realized how close to SGH the location is !!!!

    $13.15 of taxi fare !!!!!!

    So , I waited till the previous lesson ended . My turn !!!!

    Oh my . How I wish I'm taller ! They were at the 1.4m depth pool !

    Anyway , tried to breath underwater . I almost chocked !!!! But slowly , I got the hand of it . Then got to do 3 skills of breathing underwater , how you grab the tubing and all ....

    Yeah , 1 to 1 since I missed up the front part ....

    Managed to do it ....

    Next .... dive !!!!

    The 7kg worth of tank was leading me instead ! I got no control , could not control at all ..... Managed ... took some photo as well .

    COOL !

    So , it ended ... bathed and debrief .

    Went home . Board the bus to Outram MRT , took to Dover , and 185 home .

    Slacked a little .

    So , my phone .... still critically ill . Tried to sync it to the laptop .... failed . I can't control the phone as well . The touch screen was gone , it can't register the SIM card .

    So .... Mum woke up and I got her to go to IMM . She said Jurong Point also have M1 shop . Went ... got the smaller Micro SIM card for another Nokia phone .... paid another $10 for the adaptor .... $36.75 !

    Went home ... okay , a little hope for my old phone .... but still ...

    MY LIFE !!!!

    Anyway , Skyped .

    He said he told his Mum about me , how hard I worked , how much I earned and all ...

    His Mum asked me to be careful .... said that next time in need , nobody will come and lend a helping hard . She's worried about me .

    He looks into my eyes ... and said , I love you .

    I love you too , hubby ...

    But will you really really allow me to do it ???

    I know that it's a very very tough choice .... you don't want to disappoint me .... but we got to , need to save as well ....

    In order not for you to me in dilemma , I decided not to raise the question .

    Full stop ....

    Full stop ??


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    on Saturday 10 November 2012 .
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    Resus .

    Was not that tired . Rode to work .

    Si Ning and Jo . Yeah . Quite fun . Went all the way to Chinatown McDonald's and Koi . Had McChicken meal .

    Yummy . Ate , nap , chat .

    Face book was down .

    Subjects left one by one .

    We had fun , chatted , slacked ... we  did time points , served the last dose .

    So , 1855 hours . Last dose !!!

    Waited for her husband to come with her clothes ... we took photos .... waited . Finally !

    They went with me to my bike . Took few photos .... rode home . Nice ride .... nice !

    I opened up my black box , only to realized that my hand phone and ipad was swimming inside my bag , all because of my careless ! My water bottle was not close properly !!!

    My phone was spoilt , and my ipad was dying too ...

    I tired to resus them with hairdryer ... failed attempt .

    Giving them 24 hours critical timing ....

    Hope that they are able to pull through .... I'm so not prepared to lose them , especially when all my data and life are inside !!!!

    Oh no ....

    I should have known better , earlier !

    All my stuffs ... So sad .

    Anyway , good news !!!!

    Delivery man called me in the morning at around 10am , Mum was at work , nobody to answer the door . He actually called me again at 4pm plus , 5 pm . Mum accepted my 2 shoe racks !!!!

    Not only that , another deal online !

    Days become weeks , weeks become months . Tomorrow , diving lesson !

    I CAN'T WAIT !!!!

    GOING TO HAVE A FUN TIME !


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    on Friday 9 November 2012 .
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    A little me time .

    So , I wore my new Daisy heart shape pink high heels with my new pink dress to work . Took train , tried sleeping on the way .

    Jo was late so I took over from Shirley and Shar .

    Busy busy busy .

    Temperatures , serve breakfast . Their first morning urine pee .

    Mia and Kan was busy with the Fibrogen guys .

    Jo went for lunch first . So ,  I left for houseman . Got beef Hor Fun . A bit unhealthy ....

    It rained ! So , I was an assistance wanted to leave the Houseman .... I asked if I could share umbrella with her . She said she's sharing with others . But she came back and offered to share with me her umbrella ! Her other friends shared another umbrella . So nice of her .

    Worked . Kan , Mia and Jo left for meeting . Lucky Bernard was around . Busy time . Blood taking .

    There was only Shirley and Shar on night . Stayed back late as usual !!!

    So , I took the train all the way to West Mall . Shopped a little . Some of the shops was closing already .

    Brought some facial stuffs from Guardian . $25.41 .

    Had my pasta fixed at Pastamina . YUMMY ! $15.80 .

    Full full !

    Went home .... Tired .

    A little ME time .

    Was online waiting for that kitty cat when I dozed off . He did finally called , I answered his call ... and continued sleeping , till I suddenly woke up .

    Oops .


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    on Thursday 8 November 2012 .
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    Lesson .

    Rode to work . Was late ! Only woke up at 6am , left home at 6.15am .

    Lucky there were Maybelline and Si Ning around . It was so fun . Bernard was around for half of the time as well .

    It was one of the crazy shifts I had . Fun .

    Busy busy busy .

    Took the bloods , serve the trail drugs . Got " scolded " for leaving the drugs unattended when we were so busy .

    Hui Ann got for Kan and I some fried rice . There were PRAWNS inside !!!!

    Anyway .... everything ended smoothly . Last time point was at 7.20pm . Si Wei actually wanted to come and help me , but she got to take over . So I was stuck with 022 for ECG . left at 8pm only .

    So , I wanted to push down my bike . Some STUPID biker parked it so close to mine . My poor bike fell down , the main stand locked my legs ! OUCH !

    Tried pulling it up , failed . Then a couple nearby came and helped me . The girl even asked about my leg and suggested me to rest before riding .

    Rode down to West Mall to get Witchery . The road was nice and clear . Luckily I was back on time . Saw the irritating traffic warden scanning the cars to check for parking coupons .

    Rode down for lesson with Brother . He was late , as usual . I brought home Lily's clothes ... heavy . Called Brother and he did not answer !

    Was walking to the car park when I saw him . And there he was , asking me to search for his helmet linen when I'm on my way to the car to dump my clothes ....

    Was walking back when he called , asked me to bring his bag .... Went all the way back again . Was crossing the road AGAIN and he called again . He wanted me to bring all his cards as well . I scolded him , and continued heading to my destination . I actually found his linen on the car seat .

    He managed to get his PDL and IC in his bag . Lesson ....

    Ended .

    I rode and he drove home .


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    on Wednesday 7 November 2012 .
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    Sleep .

    Went home via slow transport ....

    Was so tired . Ate and slept ...

    Mum woke me up at around 5.15pm . She thought I still got nights to do . But nope . I ate the beef noodles Mum brought .

    Slept again on the kitchen chairs . Totally knocked out .

    Woke up only when I heard my phone ringing . Brother . Went down to meet him . We went to Jurong Point . Went OCBC bank . Withdraw $300 , deposited $50 . Paid Maybank .

    Went NTUC to shop . Got my hair dryer ! Spent total of $97.37 .

    Brought $100 plus . Top up petrol .

    Went home to sleep again .

    Zzzz .

    Tomorrow , 7am again .


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    on Tuesday 6 November 2012 .
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    Morning and night .

    Was tired , I overslept .

    Left home at around 6.10am . Top up petrol and rode for work . $4.13 .

    Tired . Was slightly on time .

    So ... another screening subjects ....

    I was asked to be in charge of CELADEN screening .

    So , the first - same guy of yesterday still did not consent .

    Another subject ... I just pop in and out ...

    They had already taken the consent , and vital signs ... Great .

    So , blood taking . I took , and sent .

    Came back , chest X - ray . Had a little fight with the staff ... Anyway , the in charge said I can send subject down .

    I did ... waited and waited . They could not resister the subject because he does not know his address !

    Waited ... so , I went back , and Kan asked me to go back home and come back again later for night shift .

    I wore my helmet and everything ... rain drops started ... I rode ... and it poured .

    And then I realized !

    Mia actually called me while I was in the lift about the pre dose ECG ... IT WA ACTUALLY NOT DONE !

    OH NO !!

    Anyway , I reached home early , slept while waiting for Mum to come home with lunch . Missed call from Lily when I was riding . She wanted to meet me again - YEAH !

    Ate . Bathed and nap again .

    5pm , woke up and prepare ...

    I was planning to risk the jam and ride ... but it was still raining !!!

    Took public transport . Suddenly hate going to work ....

    Anyway ... turns out nothing .

    They never say anything ...

    So , yup .

    There were 3 more subjects !

    Shar and Shirley asked me to take care for the female subject .

    Still alright .... until she went to bath and complained of PV slight stain bleed .

    Started on Normal Saline .

    Went down at 2am and met Lily , Vic and Tse Lert . Had break with them  , a little chat . Lily passed me the clothes and I LOVE IT !


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    on Monday 5 November 2012 .
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    Rest .

    08.30am .

    I was raining , so I wore my black knee length boots .

    Took the opposite direction train .

    Tired , hardly slept ... I slept at around 1 , 2 am .

    After talking to Him .

    Anyway ... work .

    There was a screening subject . But he did not consent .

    Another 2 guys came ...

    Busy .

    Ended work at 1900 hours ... busy .

    So , went home and rest , was very tired .


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    on Sunday 4 November 2012 .
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    Dinner .

    I had a little nap .

    Woke up ... went Orchard Scape with Mum .

    There was flea market , and I went to Vivi's store as well . Got a bag from her .

    Mum brought for me a tube green dress - nice , I love it .

    I got 3 for $10 - 1 white tube dress and 2 shorts .

    It was raining and I wore my black boots I got from Vivi .

    Mum and I took bus to Bukit Timah Plaza where we met Dad and Brother and had dinner .

    Nice . Saizeriya . He brought me here before ....

    Dinner cost $39.60 . Brother passed me about $20 and Mum made noise again .

    I dove home after that .


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    on Saturday 3 November 2012 .
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    Last night .

    So , I rode home with the bag of Lily's clothes she passed to me yesterday .

    I reached home at around 07.40am .

    Slept . Woke up early at around 3pm .

    Mummy had McDonald's for me !!!!

    So , I was so prepared to leave home and ride , with my Visa card to top up petrol and my bike keys when it rain !!!!

    No choice but to take the slow transport .

    Work .....

    LAST NIGHT !

    So , yeah ....

    Same . Busy . But slightly better .



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    on Friday 2 November 2012 .
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    Work .

    Took train home . Lily called me when I was at Dover .... almost home .

    So , slept , woke up and get ready to leave .

    Rode to work ...

    I hate peak hour . But I squeeze through traffic . Rode on the road shoulder .

    Worked .

    Busy busy ....

    So , I went down at around 2am to get instant noodles .

    Took a photo and sent it to him . Was shopping at Vivi store as well .

    Hubby allowed me to buy clothes ! I shared the picture with him and he straight away say , " buy " .

    And that I got taste .

    Yeah !


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    on Thursday 1 November 2012 .
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    Clothes .

    Ended work . He was asking me for my time sheet !!!!

    Oh no !!!

    I forwarded to him the E mail I received .

    Was still early . Had a little nap in the tea room while waiting for Jo .

    She came and we decided to get Chee Chong Fan from the Houseman Corner .

    Had a little chat ....

    Rode home .

    Online , Face book .... Chatting with him .

    So , I slept at 11am ... all the way till 4pm .

    Slacked a little . Had some sausage , 2 hash browns and 2 potato chips with Milk Tea .

    Left home for work .

    Busy working when somebody called - KEN !

    Ha ha . Message with him ....

    Lily contacted me as well ... meeting her for break . But heard that Sat's the in charge .

    So , I went down for break after my 0120 and 0130 time points .

    Ate , so happy !

    I love the clothes Lily passed to me . Michelle was around as well .

    So , had a little chat with them before I got to go back again ....

    Took train home .....