All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

::Truth of me::
::The hidden me::
::Have I got my speech across::
::So you really want to know me::
::Since when did you comprehend me::
::Can you grasp my true emotions and mindset::
::Do you know about the dark truths I'm hiding::
::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Saturday 31 May 2014 .
Title of my post : Read .

10am .

Was waiting for the shop to open .... so late !

Want walked around .

I collected the welcome pack and there he was , standing outside waiting for me .

Love .

Walked around .

Went library's cafe till he was hungry ( cat ) .

Went to Kopitiam for lunch .

He brought for me some collagen Taiwan soup . $4.95 . He had vegetable rice . $5.67 .

Went Starbucks . $7.20 . Read finish my book . Yeah !

He left to West Mall . I took 334 home .

Tired .

Forgot to brought my pad out .

Argh ...

So , rest at home ...

Read , read and read .

It was raining .

Took 198 all the way . Managed to wake up before the interchange .

So , was early , had some light refreshment as provided .

Jac came . The course started .

Had a mini break .

It ended an hour early . Went back . Saw Kan at Bangan Solo . He brought Teh for me .

Drank at pantry ... start work .

Busy .

Got to do the back end work of the Code Blue LAST WEEK ...

Diet ordering as well .

So , time's up and took slow transport home .

So tired .

It's finally the weekend !

Brother drop me off .

Slept . So tired . Cannot wake up .

So , got to be in charge of the subject again .

Went with Shirley and Mia to Everton park .

Pris and Yas came later .

Had some dumpling noodles . It was nice , only if we were not sitting so near to the smoking area .

YUCKS .

Came back .

Work .

So , worked till 8pm with Anna and Mia . Cool .

Left earlier . Took slow transport home .

So slow .

Home , ate ...

Tired .

Too tired to wake wake up ...

Brother drop me off .

Worked ...

GSK .

Then STI .

Actually finally though of asking Wilfred to get for me Duck rice when he left .

Met him at Kopitiam . Got Vegetarian crispy noodles instead . $3.36 . Take away and had it in pantry .

Worked .

STI got to go home .

Accompanied her down to Angio . She sat there waiting for her family doctor .

Andrew left earlier .

6.30pm .

Took slow transport home .

Ate ... tired .

Woke up at 5am plus ... Argh .

Menses !

Okay .... slept a little again and woke up .

Brother drop me off . Worked .

Lunch . Wilfred got for me the mine meat congee . Ate in pantry . Yummy .

Worked . Stayed late with Wilfred . Ran to the bathroom for quite a number of times . Argh .

So , stayed till 8.30pm . No Night shift .

Went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for McDonald's with Wilfred .

Wilfred accompanied me to the taxi stand and he came to pick up me .

Home .

So tired .

He called in the morning , dating me .

Met him at West Mall Library . Had lunch at KoFu . Ordered some soup ...

Walked around . Went to the Doctor's .

Went to his house and Skyped . Hugged Toh Tidub .

Went home . Dropped down one stop early . Walked around . Went home and continued unpacking .

Slept a little ... Woke up at 6pm . Mum cooked and left to have dinner with Hui Ying cousin .

Ate ... read my book .

He called . He slept early ...

Woke up . Showered ...

So , had breakfast . Asked him to go down first . And he peeled the egg for me again . So sweet of him ....

Same - muffin , bread , with butter and strawberry jam . Egg , and my favourite hot dogs .

We took 77 to the shopping mall again . Shopped . Finally got from the supermarket 1 jewellery box , those with small sections for earrings / necklace .

1 " pill box " to put my creams and cosmetic .

And I finally got my pink converse shoe , $10 .

He brought me to steamboat . It's individual pot and only 1 hour 15 minutes . We got chased out cause I ate too slow ... I have not even eat finish my food !

So , we shopped a little more . Took bus back .

I insisted to go Boots again , hehe . Walked all the way down to see see look look .

Retualty went back to Smile Society .

Waited .... Face book . Dozed off a little .

They went out to get a cab for us to the airport .

We checked in the luggage , walked around to look for some place for dinner .

Finally got Burger Kings .

We actually got take away , but we ate inside the restaurant insited . Got mad at him for ordering Diet Coke .

We ate finished and went to check in .

That's it .

He was forced to drown water at the gantry again . Hehe .

So , yup ...

Back . Home .

Saw his patents .

He actually accompanied me to look for Brother . His Mum came along as well .

So , he helped me load both the luggage inside the car ... and they left .

Brother drove me home ....

There was no parking ... Too bad . I carried the luggage back home while Brother dove to another car park .

Woke up .

Took cab to the museum . He actually brought ticket inside as well .

Walked , looked .

Hehe .

Then we cab to the market .

Shopped . Brought a white formal shirt , green transplant bag for my costamics . It's big .

Nothing much ....

Went to take train to MBK . Had dinner . And brought movie .

Shopped at the supermarket while waiting for the movie .

He said he wanted to make it a romantic last night for us .

Went back ...

It was the latest we had been out . We ran out of the gate before the security guard closes it .

Early in the morning . Facebook ....

Had he resort breakfast .

We rode off . Went to the beach .... then continue riding .... till the same place yesterday night .

There were lots of people there waiting for the ferry .

We left . We continued riding . I was his pillion rider . He rode and rode and rode . We dropped by Tesco as well . Yeah ! Got 2 bottles of drinks only . We continue riding ...

I asked him where are we heading . We changed places .... it was quite hard to go off . Wobble .

Anyway , he asked me to turn left , turn right . We reached . I stopped by the road side . He rode the bike back to park and he went down to get lunch .

I went back and waited . He got glass noodle and chicken fried rice .

We packed up and he rode .. to the beach .

We had fun with the high tide .

Went back . Showered . Washed the clothes . Let it dry ...

Rested .

I left for massage . 5.20pm . There was only me ...

He went to return the bike . He booked taxi to the airport for tomorrow as well .

We went out for walk ... tried looking for some place to eat .... but it was expensive .

Ended up at the same road side food stall . Beef fried rice . Garlic chicken .

Yummy .

Watched James Bond .

It ended ....

And we realized that our flight is NOT tomorrow !!!

It was almost 12 midnight !

He got angry . Waste of money .

He could not reach the person .

I tried .

Spoke to the taxi driver . He understand . Even say can return the money tomorrow ...

Boo !!!!

I dove . Reached . Went up to his house via stairs .

Gave his Mum the crow ....

Left . Brother drop us at Terminal 2 .

Checked in . Waited for the gate to open ... we went in ... took the shuttle bus and board the plane .

Landed . Collected luggage . We took the bus from the bus terminal . Quite a long ride . Reached .

Checked in .

We walked around . He got for me the 7-11 Rilakkuma tin . YEAH !

It was quite late .... 4pm , 5pm .

He got omelette on rice and he got some basil rice .

Ate finished . We went to rent bike .

Rode ... he rode down the slope . And I pillion him other journey ... passed by the beach .

We stopped and had dinner at some seafood restaurant .

He loves it .

Ate finished .

I rode and pillion him back ....

Woke up ... left .

Went to scan all the things .... Was slightly late .

Done . Took the slow transport all the way to Bukit Panjang Plaza . Met him and his 2 other Secondary friends at KFC . Talked ...

So , he don't want to come to my house .

Went back home . 187 .

Packed bag . Mop the floor . Everything's done .

Called brother as well .

Done .

All set and ready to leave .

Ever ready .

Brother drop me off . So tired .

Work .

The vendor was late ... 10am .

She came . We did the training and demo .

Then .. .there was the SIV .

Lunch . Decided to go Indian stall ... the whole group of us .

Ate .

So , I was back Facebooking when Pris came and called me .

Anna and Lai Fong was actually having a talk !!!

Oh no ... and we moved to Station one to continue the discussion .

It ended and Lai Fong left ... So sad ...

Anyway , got to continue to apply leave . Troublesome ...

So , finally done .

Rushed off with Andrew and Wilfred .

Ikea . Had the usual meatballs and chicken wings .

Brought the Ikea Bevara seal . $1.90 .

Talked with WIlfred . Andrew walked another direction ...

198 home .

Took slow transport home . SHirley was talking to me and Moon left earlier . Passed the card to Shirley and Ramya while Lai Fong was still checking the E trolley .

Went home and rested .... Mum came home and she wanted to go Ikea . I contacted Brother . Anchorpoint Secret Recipe was closed !

Anyway , waited for Brother . Carried all the things down . Went to Vivocity . Dad came .

Ate . Shopped at Vivocity Daiso . $6.00 .

Brother drop me off . Was walking halfway when Dad came as well . He helped me carry . Went up .

He asked .

Dad ...

So , took all the stuffs and left .

Home .

Last day !

Heard Mum asking if I'm working today . Told her on night .

Woke up . Pack luggage .

Mum came home . Got a bowl of noodles . Ate . Went with her to JEM . Took 335 . Went NTUC . She went to get movie ticket and gave me her free cup of tea . Drank .

Took train .

Was early . Read at Room 6 .

Time's up . Checked the E-trolley ...

It wasn't printing .

Moon went down to get Fish soup noodle . $3.76 .

Night went totally well .

7.30am today ...

Took 98 . Train .... Slept . Overslept . Reached Raffles Place instead .

Reached SGH . Mayson was not open yet . Withdraw money .

Kopitiam . Mince meat and egg porridge . Could not find my Kopitiam card . So I ended up using cash .

Work ....

Did the vital signs and blood .

So , she actually said that she would do that guy . I was walking by the corridor when , " would you like to do the ECG ? "

I was going to the toilet . Then she asked her to accompany ?

She told me that she said I would send blood . So I told her that it was them who send the bloods the last time . She asked , apparently , they asked HER to send the blood .

Anyway , nevermind , we waited .

Went to send . Came back and everyone rushed off .

Met him at Jurong East Kopitiam .

He got minced meat congee , $3.15 .

Withdrew money ...

IMM Daiso , $2.00 for the bird .

Xian De Lai , $50.15 .

Was waiting for Brother , only to realized that he's not working today .

Angry .

Anyway , walked all the way to the train station .

Kan spoke to me .

Rumors ?! HELLO ?! It's unfair !

Anyway , Room 1 .

Slept . Cried . I hate it .

Hate this place .

Why is it so hard , so difficult ?

Woke up . Shirley whatapps me . She came in as well .

Luckily I was alright by then .

So , whatever .

Wilfred came out from his appraisal and there was the nurse meeting .

Yup , the IP was being left there once again .

And yet , it was being reinforced about the temperature , instead .

Can't believe how I /she can get the same grading .

Whatever .

Kan went down to get Vegetarian noodles .

Ate .

There were Shirley , Sue and Wilfred .

So , worked . They left slowly ...

9pm .

Went down to the Angio room to look for the MO on call , she left . Met her at Block 4 Level 2 lift lobby . Went up together with her and the patient to Ward 48 where she finally managed to review the ECG .

Called Mia and she discharged the subject .

Went back ...

Mia left . I stayed back for a while ...

Took slow transport home . Walked back from Lakeside .

Tired .

Nobody's home .

So , rode down to Esso and met Brother . Top up and rode off .

Anthony , Lai Fong and Shirley .

Chatted . There's no guys in the afternoon .

Don't know why like that also acceptable .

Anyway , work .

Anna , Mia and I ordered KFc .

Yummy . Andrew finally came . We started our very last round . Packed .

Anna and Andrew left earlier .

Left with Robyn and Mia .

Robyn went to her car . Walked with Mia .

Hopped onto my bike and rode ...

Fell ! To my left . My left foot got stuck . 2 other guys came and helped me carried up the bike .

Rode off . My right knee was hurting .

Parked . The gears were damaged .

Checked . The green 3/4 pants I was wearing was soaked at the knee . I pulled it up ... yup . Terrible .

Home .

6.30am . Guess what . Saw Lai Fong and Shirley in the cab beside me !!!

Lai Fong said she actually wanted to take photo ... Haha . Work .

That Kan went down . Selfish .

Shirley went for the NCCS talk .

Told Lai Fong ... but she was just serving her notice .

Anyway , just got a packet of Vegetarian Rice .

Work ...

Time passed . Rode home . So tired .

Ate ...

Brother drop me off .

Reached . Checked .

10am !!! Changed without being informed .

Nevermind ...

The rooms were occupied .

Room 1 .

So tired .

Cannot wake up .

Anyway ... got to work .

Did the bloods and all .

ALL one time PASS !

11.33am .

Rushed down to the new Kopitiam Houseman for Fish and Chips .

So I ordered the Pan Fried Fish and the Baked Fish . Went to get Kopi . Top up Kopitiam card .

Wanted to go back to collect only to realized that they had given my packet to someone else .

Opps .

Waited .

Went back .

Ate .

Kan ate as well .

Did e Menu .

Chatted with Anna . Yeah ....

So .... Did the appraisal .

Lai Fong left .... counting down .

7pm . Passed over to Wilfred , Moon , YY and Bernard .

Took slow transport home .

Tired .

Brother drop me off ....

8.30am . With Lai Fong ...

Counting down .... 10 more days ...

Oh no .... I'll miss her so much .

I hate it !

Anyway .... KPL discharged ...

Did the eIRF and Emenu .

Thought of going Everton Park . But there was not enough time . We went to the new Kopitiam Houseman . My Kopitiam card got not enough value . Used Kan's card instead .

We went back .

Brother drop me off .

Slept .

So tired .

Worked .

With Lai Fong

Don't know why ? Busybody .

..... So sad .

Counting down .... sad or happy ?

Lunch . Wanted Vegetarian Crispy noodles , but it's only after 2pm ...

Got Lakasa instead . $6.72 . Watermelons and Kopi .

Worked ....

Ended work late .

With Mia . Talked with Wilfred . Moon was busy .

Walked with Mia . Took slow transport home .

Tired .

He called . He called . He slept earlier .

8.30am ...

Work . Tired .... but it was still well .

Kan and Mai went Everton Park , got Fish and CHips for us .

Ate with Shirley .

It was ... okay only .

So , Ramya cannot stay back . I stayed till 8pm .

Kan and Anna were talking about ...

Marriage .

Oh shit !

Talked and explained .

Wilfred and Anna .

Cool .

Slow transport home . And I was still thinking of claiming time to go home early , so that Brother can fetch ....

Home .

Ate .

Waited for him ...

I love you .

Brother drop me off .

9.30am . Slept ...

So , BKM .

With Mia . I was doing eMenu as well ...

....

What is this man ?! I'm also working right ?!

Never mind .

Whatever . Anyway , she also can do as well . Why ?!

So pampered till need 2 staffs ?

Anyway , busy day ....

Went down to get Malay Chicken Rice . For Kan as well . $7.92 .

Forgot to get Kopi .

Anyway ... Ate . Worked .

It was cool .

Ended work late , as usual .

8pm !

Anway ... took slow transport home . Was having a very bad headache .

Overworked .

Woke up ...

Rode down to his house after slacking . Swam . Went up ... waited for a while . He showered and all .

Brother called . He picked us up from the Security Guard area .

Drop us near Vivocity . Tried searching for the shop ...

Nil !!!

Walked a littled . Went to Orchard Ion for Four Fingers . $24.90 . Daiso ... where he got a torch light and batteries , $4.00 .

Went to Coffee Beans and waited .

His Mum called .

We met them . Went to Food Oprah . They had dinner . Then went to the Jewellery Lane .

They brought the gold .

Went home .

I left ... rode back home .

Brother called . I told him that I'm home already . He got my swimming bag and the new bag up to the house !!!

YEAH !

Woke up ... took my own sweet time .

Rode down ...

Nothing much . Just scanned and cleared the books . Had Mi Goreng instant noodles .

He finally called at 4pm plus .

I rode down to the Library to the Book Cross . he called just when I was hopping onto my bike ....

Went to his house .... Nothing much . Went out to Bukit TImah for dinner . Yummy omelet .

Went to Shop and Save as well .

Went back . Was watching with him , " Why we Ride" , when his Mum gave me a white colour bag !!

So nice .

I went home . Wanted to bring the new bag together with me ... however , my black box was too small !!

So sad !

Home .

Brother drop me off .

8.30am . Supposed to go with him to collect luggage ..... he booked in .

Went with Wilfred , Kan , Mia , Dr Greg and Wilfred's Grandma and Aunt to the Indian stall . Ordered lots of food .

Mee Goreng , Fried rice (which Kan shared ) , Chicken Murtabak and Ikan billies Bee Hoon Puit .

Yummy .

We went to get Highlanders .

Went back . Went down to get Pharmacy items .

They waited for me . We went to Ward 48 . Visited him .

Mai , Anna and Lai Fong went back to the Unit .

I left with Kan and Wilfred .

Orchard .

Drank some drinks at Killineys .

Then the guys got Four Fingers .

Took train home . Brother fetched from Chinese Garden .

Took slow transport back ...

Nothing much .

Just slacked .

Ivan came in . I almost bump into him when I went Kopitiam to get Vegetables lunch take away ... $4.40 .

Ate ...

Time's up and I went home .

Nothing much .

Just another day .