All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

::Truth of me::
::The hidden me::
::Have I got my speech across::
::So you really want to know me::
::Since when did you comprehend me::
::Can you grasp my true emotions and mindset::
::Do you know about the dark truths I'm hiding::
::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Saturday 29 March 2008 .
Title of my post : Met .

1pm . Seriously !!! Can't I even have time to rest ? Especially when I was told ... Thoese " seniors " . Met . Maucks . I love you . Get well soon . Miss you .

Hm ... Attachment started ... and 1 week had gone by in the blink of an eye ... Fast . Extremly fast . That's all I can say . Where can I find time to read up all those hearty stuffs ?!?!?! Argh !!! I am busy . I am tired . I miss 9 ... Wa ....

I failed .

I really don't know ... All my pals ... still the same . They never blame me or anything . Never pressure me . Forever encouraging .... But can I really afford it ? The money ... the time ... I know ... the pay is good ... but ... deep inside me ... I don't know . I am so confuse ... What am I suppose to do ? If only I have 48 hours a day ...

Argh ... You are forcing me ... Seriously !!! Argh ... It's not within my job scope ... Why am I given such stuff to do ?! And what's all the talking all about ?!?! I dislike it . But for ........ I will continue . I will preserve .

I went , with mix feelings ... Thanks for inviting me . My time was extremely well spent . Thanks for remaining the same ... So supportive , so encouraging .... Non - pressuring . Everyting was the same . The jokes ... the laugher ... Of couse , I missed the others ... But , oh well ... I was glad that you invited me . However ... mix feeling ... What am I suppose to do ?

Oh !!! Oh no !!! I want to grasp the time , I want to live in the moment , in this moment !!! What had happened to my holidays ?!!?!?! What had I done ? Did I do anything fulfilling ? Did I spent my time wisely ?!?!?! Argh ! I can't believe it . My holidays are about to end ... soon ... Real soon .

Haha ... Yeah yeah !!! This is the day where we will meet . Oh , miss our dear 9 ... Met Coke and waited for Cloud as she will be late ... Enjoyed the movie ... Spent quite a lot today ... Haha ... Necklace , eyelashes thingy ... But I'm happy . Yeah . You know what , my pals ? If , when ... I look back .... You guys will be part of my life , part of my memories , part of me . Thanks so much for encouraging me , especially Cloud ... Thanks ! Though we may not say it , though we may not share it ... But our stable friendship , the maturity within the group ... Yeah . I know that I belongs .

Tired . Busy from 8am to 10am and from 6.30pm to 9.30pm . Argh !!! I want my break !

I can't believe it ... I could have cried .... if not for you ... Thank you . I am sorry .... But ... but ... It still lies deep inside my heart . It's just a physical thing ... It can be found in my heart , I swear ... It's there ... It's there ... I went back ... Dead end . There's no more hope . Good bye .

Yeah yeah ! Monday to Thursday ! I'm loving it ... Enjoying it ... I believe I can do it .