Brother drop me off at Chinese Garden . I went all the way to Pioneer and headed to Outram Park .

Saw Pam and Lily on the way . And Kan appeared . Went up the lift together with him . He was early as well . Had Breakfast .

So , there was the Onco study , where I did the admission .

Bernard was not around .

Alvin , Moon and I left for TBM . Had Western food . Some fried rice with Hot dog . Alvin had some Hor Fun and Moon got some Pork Chop . We got take away for them .

Came back . And she said , " You escaped . The infusion . Next time unless very hungry , go for break later . "

I've given lots more infusion and bolus - anti biotic , replacements , sedation , inotropes and vasopressors !

So , there was the dry run of the new trail again .

Suddenly , Jo asked me about the time point .

I grabbed Moon . The blood was ready . I put it inside the freezer .

It was Shirley who took the blood . So I informed her that I stored the blood already .

" You all forgot and missed the time point . "

Moon stayed till 4pm .

5.30pm and I was out ! I finished up my time sheet and emailed .

Alvin was now where to be seen .

So , Kan chased after my time sheet . Then I asked him a stupid question about tomorrow schedule .

I replied , " OK . "

Full stop . End of question .

But he continued , " but don't compare . "

5 v.s 2 .

I simply just nodded my head and left .

Alvin appeared . Turned out that he was talking with the subject .

We left together . I walked through the purple line .

I went home and slept . Got ready .

5 missed calls .

I rode down to his house . Got a little lost . I actually went up the correct slope , but I don't recognise it and U- turn my bike and rode to the back entrance where it was for the residences . The security told me to go another entrance .

I finally reached .

He came down . I saw a pack of Green Tea on his hand .

I took out the Ribena I brought from home .

We both laughed .

I drank finished the Green Tea and passed him the back support thingy and the two print out of his affair .

He smiled and claimed that I just wrote the thing .

I love you .

Had some Milo .

Showered and left .

10am .

Clocked in at 11.17am . Start work .

Alvin was not around . Bernard and Moon . We left for lunch at Duke NUS . Some noodles , hot dog . Brought the bean curd as well . Mango favor .

Moon stayed till 4pm . Bernard stayed till 7pm .

Stayed till 6pm and went home . Slept and rest .

Brother came home . Went down with Dad and Brother for a run at the garden . 7 rounds .

It was a very nice night . Cool and relaxed . Waited for the staff to come in , she's on time . Nice and all .

Settled .

2 staffs came in to sponge as well .

It was almost 8am , 9am . The daughter came . Said that the another staff was late , supposed to come in at 8am .

She left . The staff came in almost 8.45am . Passed over the her and I left .

Rode home . Time checked when I reached home - 10am ?

Showered and packed bag . Left at around 11am .

Met him at City Hall MRT . $65 .

We left . Slept . Woke up .

Had the usual Zhu Chao at the same stall . Yummy !

Seafood horfun , $5 , and Salted egg and butter pork ribs , $14 .

So , we were walking , went to Sheng Siong and shop one round .

He brought for me a Silver Hello Kitty iPad cover as well ! $28 !

Went back . Left again .

And supper - Chicken Murtabak !

Fat fat !

The maid slept at around 1pm . After the milk feeding . She woke up for the 3am turning . 2 staffs came in for the morning turning and finally , she woke up during sponging when 2 staffs came in .

Settled . The daughter came .

I left . Rode down to SGH . It was a rather okay ride .

Was totally slacked .

Alvin was around . 11am to 6pm . The day ragged on . Kan helped me take away some Bak Chor Mee . $4 .

Ate . Mia asked me to check the consumables . I checked , everything still have . She was inside the lab together with me . She oped up the drawers again and said we got to prepare for the upcoming trails , so got to order more .

She gave me a list .

I ordered .

Alvin left early as he was not feeling well .

I slacked .

Till 6pm , I went to 4 to have a nap .

Too bad that I can't go to 7 . Menses came yesterday .

I was dozing off when I heard Mia and Kan looking for me .

Argh ...

" Yes ? "

I'm staying till about 8.30pm . Why ?

Cause it only start at 10pm ?

Alone ?

Tonight yes . There was a maid yesterday .

You take care .

I slept .

Woke up on my own . It was dark and quite . Nobody was around . I started preparing at around 8pm . Left at 8.24pm . Left the $4 for noodles on the desk for Kan .

It was raining !

Rode down .

Exited from the expressway at NUS . Some ambulance was in front of me . I tried so hard to overtake , until I got to jam brake at a roundabout .

My bike stalked .

I restarted it and off I went ...

I hate the rain .

I reached around 9pm . Had some Char Siew Roasted Pork Rice . $4.16 .

Went up at 10pm .

They later around 12 midnight , same timing as yesterday .

Stayed at home . Sweep and mop the floor .

Had lunch with family members till Brother went out ...

Sweep and mop the floor . Tired . Had a nap at around 5pm . Mum was sleeping as well .

Dad and Mum went out for some dinner . Mum prepared dinner for me . I ate . Prepared , left home .

Rode all the way down . Parked . It was around the Emergency area . I went back to the MRT and walked the usual way .

Went up , they said that I was early .

Spent the night with the maid .

Quite okay . Routine .

Slept on the sofa yesterday . Had a nice sleep . Woke up at around 8am . Began my day clearing and cleaning my room . Face book .

Checked out the route as well . So , I left at around 1pm . It was a nice weather . Bright and sunny . I went to Esso to top up petrol . There was this staff who spoke to me . I don't really understand what he was talking about until he asked , " You're Chinese ? "

" Yar . "

" Ride safe . "

I took the one straight route . It was a rather nice slow ride . I managed to find the place . No big deal .

Reached . Packed my stuffs . Left her present on her seat . Cleared my locker . I felt too tired to try new route home . Took the normal usual route instead .

Reached home and rest . Slept till Dad came home and we went down for McDonald's .

Had a little walk after dinner .

Went home . Dad helped me to change bed sheet while I clear all my stuffs .

Tomorrow , got to sweep and mop the floor .

Brother and Mum went to Uncle Perry's house .

Think they brought the slut as well .

We decided to meet earlier . Okay . I left home and met him at around 1pm . I rode down . it was a very nice ride , nearby . No traffic .

I waited for him outside iMax for so long ! He came , and went back to the toilet again to get his phone .

We brought 3pm tickets .

Went to the Library where he read though my bike insurance , while I went to take Book Cross Books . He only allowed me to take 4 books . We went to my bike where I kept all the books .

We went back to iMax . But were not allow to go in yet . So we went to the Cold Storage and get  packet of tidbits . $6.80 .

Went in .

Watched movie .

It ended . He sent me to my bike .

It was using the EPS parking system and well . Was totally angry .

I was trying to exit , but could not . And yes , my cash card is inside my I.U unit , so please stop asking me to insert my cash card into my I.U . Wanted to pay $1.30 for parking also so difficult . The biker behind me came down and helped me as well . He was pillioning his girlfriend some more .

So , I managed to rode off . Saw him sitting at the bus stop .

I waited at the traffic light . Some girls beside me who were inside the taxi opened the window and showed me the thumb up sign .

So , I rode home .

Slept . Waited for Mum to get home with my dinner . Some simple fish , eggs and vegetables .

Brother came home and I asked him to push my bed out so that I can clear and clean my room .

YEAH ! Passed over to Kan and Shirley . Was complaining to Kan about my schedule .

Left !!!

And I realized that I forgot all about my soy pudding !

Went home and slept all the way .

Nice .

Had the Chicken instant noodles in the middle of the night . I was totally knocked out !!!

I did not eat the soy pudding . Moon came . We talked . Ramya and Mia came .

Anna passed over to them . I went to 6 to sleep ... since there were Sleep Lab in the usual 7 .

Set alarm at 8.20am , but I only managed to get up at 8.40am .

Went to Orchard I.E.C for appointment . As usual , I slept again . It was finally my turn .

He called . He came all the way to Orchard . I finished my appointment and called him . He was all the way at Scape !!!

Met him at Taka instead and we went to Wendy's . He put down his things while I was looking through the food . Then he suggested we go McDonald's instead . $11.25 .

We went all the way back to The Forum and had Mac Breakfast .

Yummy !

We went to the bus stop . His bus came and he left . 502 came . I slept on the bus .

Reached home . Slept !!!!

Mum woke me up at 5.30am . Had some curry chicken noodles and she sent me to the bus stop .

Last night with Anna . It was toally peaceful !

Everything settle and cool .

Had the food Mum passed to me .

The night's finally over .

I went home and slept . was so excited that I can go home !

Anna was passing over to Kan , Mia and Shirley .

He asked me a very .... question , " do you mean today or yesterday . "

I complained to him that others " scolded " me already . He said he would help me explain and he allowed me to leave .

I left , so excited to go home , like finally !!!!!

Slept and slept and slept ....

Till it was time to leave , once again . Had some food and Mum sent me to the bus stop .

I brought 2 soy bean drink , 1 peanut cake and 2 soy pudding in order to get the pouch at  SGH .

I finally took a shower at around 5am , 6am . Kan came while I was going down to the lab to trace results .

Shirley came . I asked permission and I passed over on behalf of Jo .

The start of a brand new day . I headed to Kent Ridge . Saw on the bench to rest since I was still early . Slept .

Time's up and I went to 62 , 6 .

Same same same .

Neb , suction , feeding , turning .

I had vegetation noodles . $2.88 . Had some honeydrew with milk . $2.48 . Went back and she was sitting on the wheelchair .

Same , same , same , same .

Time's up and I left .

Night with Anna .

I was rushing to the lift when Mum calle out to me ! The same Chicken Essence .... and she cooked for me food / dinner !

I came in .... saw the room ..... I gave up .

Everything settled . I finally managed to charge my phone . It died while I was at the hospital . Mum could not contact me .

Called him . We hung up and I left to bath .

Called him back ... He went to sleep .

So , I realized that I had been out since Saturday .

Brother sent me to Ikea , together with Mum . Where I met him . Then I went for night shift .

Sunday , 62 , 6 ... Then Night shift .

Till Monday morning , 62 , 6 , and now I'm back on night again till tomorrow morning when I can finally get to go home .

The night ended rather peaceful . Jo asked me to pass over the Shirley and Shar . I did . Left to 7 to sleep .

She came in and woke me up while I scared her .

It was 9am . I left .

Headed to 62 , 6 .

Changed diapers . Chatted .

I went for lunch at 12 pm . Had Ee Mian . Their Kopitiam was so much better than ours . $2.80 .

Went back and slacked . Suctioned . They fed .

It was 6.05pm when they asked me to leave , with a cup of Gong Cha . YUMMY !

I left . They wanted me tomorrow as well ....

So ... what to do .

Took over from Shirley and Si Ning .

Shar went home early .

With Jo ... the last subject .

Called Mum . She sent Dad all that way done to SGH to meet me and passed me my stuffs .

It was almost 2250 hours !

Thank you Dad and Mum !

Woke up late . Face book and cleared my room . Half way done .

Mum came home with Carrot cake and noodles . Had a bit of both till Brother came home . Mum and Brother were in a rush . I wanted a free ride , since Ikea is near to Mum's destination .

Tried calling him . The usual him left his phone to the bears to play !

I reached Ikea ... was early , and he still can't be contacted !

He finally reached and it was raining . Went to the bus stop to meet him . We dropped by OCBC Bank for him to withdraw money .

Walked together , sharing one umbrella under the rain .

Made a round at Ikea . Was a bit unhappy when he don't seems to hear what I was talking about .

We sat at the cafe . He ordered the meatballs and a cup of drink . We talked , planned . $10.50 .

Then we took bus . I was early , reached at around 6pm . Was surprised to see Alvin .

So ... 3 subjects , 3 staffs .

Was talking with Moon .

Night with Jo ....

Tomorrow ....

7am together with Moon ! Took over from Jo and Ramya and the left . Mia came .

Bernard and Alvin came as well . Yeah !

The 4 of us !

Moon went down to get lunch .

Bernard and I went to 7 .

Nice .

I was scheduled and agreed to work on Saturday . But Kan came inside the tea room and asked Moon . Thought that we would be working together .

But I'm on night . Taking over Ramya .

At first we agreed to go Cousin Hui Zhen's house . Since she invited us . Then became Sunday .... But now ...

We heard that there will be another 2 screening .. maybe need 3 person for the night ...

But Kan said , 5 subjects , 2 staffs . Unless staff like me ...

Cannot make it .

I left together with Mia and Moon . Went for the foot massage together with Mia . I got rejected as I went before .

Waited for her . I had a good sleep .

We decided to sign for the package ....

I went home . Ate and left with Mum and Brother to Vivocity . Brother drove . We went to Best . Mum tried to exchange her oven ...

10am .... Reached work .

So , left for lunch together with Moon , Mia and Pris at TBM .

Was craving for the western carbonara . Kan and Anna requested for take away as well .

So Pris , Moon and I happily went to the stall , only to realized that it was closed !!!

So disappointed !

Had some soup instead , together with Moon , Pris got chicken rice .

Yas and Jon joined us . We left and went back .

Worked till 7pm together with Shar and Anna , passed over to Jo and Ramya .

Left to Jurong Point . Met Sok Ee . Queued up for some pasta . We gave our orders . $46.15 .

The food was nice !!!

YUMMY ! Ate till my tummy full .

It was almost 11pm when we left .

Happy Valentines Day .

Brother dropped me off at Chinese Garden . I can't believe it !

Back to work !

Save me !!!

Buddy's owner so good . She went Malaysia with her hubby ... sad sad .

Bumped into Vicky and Sugar pie outside of the MRT station .

Then Jo and Lily at the walk way ...

Further down ... Kan appeared behind of me !

I thought I was 8.30am .... but when I checked !!!

8am !

But I was early .

Bernard was around . There were only outpatient . Alvin and I were waiting for Bernard to be done with the outpatient when Alvin got to go off early . His kid's child care called him .

Left Bernard and i . Bernard was too tired to go down .

I left with Kan . Wanted to go down the street to get the noodles when it started to rain ...

We went to the NCC shuttle . Brought some chicken cuttle noodles from there , and another packet of noodle for Bernard .

Went back . Walked the same walkway with Kan again . Ate .

It was about 4.30pm , 5pm when there was a screening .

I did screening with Anna . Everyone left ... Slowly one by one .

The subject went down for X - ray and wanted to go home . We had the left overs . Anna and I .

Party .

I went to his School .

Shopped a little at Plaza Singapura .

Ultimate self control is when you saw so many items you want , but you know that you can't get it .

Depressed max !

Waited and waited .

He did not answer my calls either .

It was almost 11pm when he appeared with Ash .

He introduced . We walked to the bus stop together .

Ash mentioned , next time double , triple date .

It was 12 MN and we kissed .

My last bus for 157 was 2356 hours !!!

But I was lucky . I waited . Believing and trusting my luck .

The bus appeared .

Third day of Chinese New Year .

I met Yap , Zu , Liza and another colleague at Chua Chu Kang MRT . We went all the way to Ber's house . Saw her baby daughter !!!

Ber ordered KFC for us . Yummy !

So , we left . I went to Suntec . My Groupon deal had expired . They will give me credit instead .

I took 502 home . Had some dinner and I rode off to his place .

I saw his Brother getting off from his car . Wanted to wave and say Hi . I released my GLOVED hands ... and my bike decided to drop !!!

So embarrassing !!!!

His Brother saw . Another passer by came and helped me lift up the bike . My poor right mirror gone ! So sad !

Last month / week ... it was my left mirror , now my right mirror !

We kissed and I passed him the bag of stuffs .

Second day of Chinese new Year .

Dad , Brother and I went to Aunt's house first . Mum came later .

We watched Ah Boy to Men .... halfway .

One of the cousin rode .

We went to Block 500 plus to have dinner . I went to 7-11 to pick him up . We ate . Went home to changed .

Brother sent us to his house . He waited for us . I was waiting some James Bond 007 movie with his family .

It was 10pm plus when the study room was closed and Brother sent me home .

It's Day One of Chinese New Year . I woke up late , 12pm .

Prepared and we left . As usual ... we were early .

Relatives came in one by one .

So , I left with Brother and picked him up from Commonwealth MRT .

He came . But the rest were leaving .

We went to Uncle's house as well .

Sent him home , then sent Hui Ying Cousin home ...

Homed .

Went out for a run with Brother late at night . Talked to him . Explained to him about Taiwan .

Ever since I started working , my yearly request to work on the first day of Chinese New Year will always be granted .... but this year , it was different .

I woke up only in the afternoon . Painted my nails and soon it was time for me to leave . I reached around 5.20pm .

He left me at the study room while he went home . He brought me up .... so we left for the Reunion dinner .

I drank ....

Gosh !

Headache , and vomited !

His Dad dropped us at the MRT station . We went to Yio Chu Kang , a 20 minutes sleep which made me felt much better ..... where Uncle Perry fetched us to his house .

Brother was playing card games with the siblings .

I sat with Mum and Dad .

He was talking with Uncle Perry .

It was way pass 12 midnight when we left . Brother sent him home .

7am to 4pm .

Bumped into Er on the train ....

Alvin and Bernard did not come in today .

So , I'm left with them . Shirley , Ramya , Jo and Mia .

Time crawled .

I met her inside VR 7 . Ran down to meet Pris , Shirley , Jo and Hui Ann .

We went to TBM . Kyreen and Yas came and meet us .

Had my favourite pasta carbonara .

Trying to survive all on myself , alone .

Ended up inside the office watching yesterday's party photos . Norita was not around yesterday .

It was almost 4.30pm by the time I left .

I rushed off . Saw Sarah , Blythe and a few others inside the lift .

So I rushed all the way down to the interchange and he said he went to the toilet . Bumped into Jo and Yap !

So , we took bus to BBP .

The CC had closed down . We went to Mos Burger . Was reading my book and all when he said he got to leave half way ....

He left . I finished up the meal and went home .

Was just outside my house when I saw Mum and Dad leaving .

I left with them the Cousin Hui Zhen's house . Passed them the slow cooker or something ... rice cooker ??

Took 198 home with my parents .

Oh my god ! So tired ! 7am !

So , was receiving report from Anna when I saw a sticky post it note . Asked Anna about it . The post it note was written - no 6 hourly telly .

" Yeah . yar . Why you did not telly ? "

" Why ? "

" You don't know how to count . 6 hours . "

" Just squeeze it in . "

I requested to see the time point . I showed it to Anna . Anna tap on her lap , " it's you . "

" Oh , now like that ? "

So , the day just dragged on . 2 subjects ...

She asked , " You will be taking the blood ? "

" Take out the cannula after blood taking . "

Subject told me that he would be going home . " No . "

He went home . The year beginning party started .

I was busy clearing the bed sheet . Time point of the another subject . She passed urine . Wanted her blood result . Her lunch .

Busy busy .

Alvin was around .
Ended work at 4pm . I drop off at Lakeside . It was pouring . I waited at the train station for almost an hour till the rain stop a bit . Busy face booking .

I went to the shop and got back my bike . It was still raining .... I rode back in the rain ....

He called early in the morning . I was supposed to go for a swim , but it was raining . Anyway , I went to Bukit Timah Plaza and met him at the Sizeriya . We read and did our things till Hui Ying Cousin and mum came .

Talked ....

Then we left . Headed to Cathay Starbucks . Ordered my favorite green tea latte and waited for him to end lesson . $7.20 .

Went home together . Tired .

Took slow transport home . 

Slow transport home . Alvin left first . His last night . He got to pick up his wife and kids .

Slow transport home !!!!

Slept .

Woke up . The renovation downstairs was so noisy !!! I called Mum , met her at the lift .

Had some fish ball noodles . Then brought a bottle of chrysanthemum tea and some fruits .

I stopped half way to look at things and Mum gone missing while were were walking to the fruit stall . Called her and told her that I was near the vegetation shop . She said she was just straight ahead . So I walked further down  , when she headed towards the vegetation stall ! Never mind . At least managed to locate her .

Took slow transport and headed for work again .

Last night with Shirley .

There were like .... 3 Onco subjects , and 3 dengue subjects , busy busy busy !!!!

Slowly , subjects left one by one .

Settled .

Peaceful .

Shirley had the " leftovers " and she gave me her 2 bread . One hot dog bun and another ham .. and cheese .

I went up to 68 Isolation to return the 52 urine bottles . Only saw Ann and Kiran .

Went down to ICU . There were Lily , Sugar pie , Vicky , Sharon , Hannah and Yan Zhuang .

Had a short talk with Vicky when we went down to 7-11 to get her coffee .

Went back and Shirley was waiting for me to put up the hydration ! Totally forgot that it would be due .

I passed over to Anna , Maybelline and Shar . She's back !

Moon came . Ran off with Alvin . Reached home . Tired . Mum had already left . So I ate the home made roti prata , bathed and slept ...

Woke up late , 4pm plus . Face book . I was downstairs when I saw Mum . Dad just went down to get for me some Pau at 5pm plus when I was leaving for work . I complained to her .

I took the bus to work . There was an accident - bicycle and a car . The ambulance was there , carrying the cyclist inside the ambulance , loading him on the stretcher . It was along the Block 500 traffic light .

Reach . Alvin came as well !!!

Fun !!!

I had the left over pork lunch .... Some tiramisu which I brought yesterday when I went down to the 7-11 together with Shirley .

2 subjects .

3 staffs .

Went up to Ward 68 Isolation . Saw Siti and Indra , plus Yvonne !!!

Went back for dosing and went down to withdraw money and went to ICU .

Saw Sat , Yap and Michelle .

Gave them the loan sheets ....

Had 7-11 tidbits as well .

Kan , Mia and Si Wei came and took over . Shirley passed over the subject in the ward . I offered to let Alvin to pass over first , " faster " , I ordered . But I was told to pass according to the numbers .

" Very fierce , " Si Wei commented .

" Yes , do too many nights " , Kan replied ....

I passed over , then Alvin's turn .

Kan was telling Alvin to pass over like what I did . I ran off together with Alvin . I took the train and finally reached home at around 8.45am . Mum was at work . I called her and felt like having roti prata .

Ate Chee Chong Fun . Had half of the green tea bean curd I got from Jurong East MRT yesterday as well . Was thinking of finishing it but I was dozing off already . I ate and slept . Woke up , Mum was around , nagging , talking .

I met him at Bugis McDonald's . We had my favourite steamboat !!! Yummy !!! Xian De Lai . $50.15 .

We talked , we ate . I love you . We left and there was a wedding photo shoot beside the shop .

We still have half an hour to spare , we went down to the Arcade and walked one round . We went up and there were those Taiwan Wedding Photo shoot booths . We checked out 2 of them and he sent me to the train station .

Worked . Took over from Kan . He was saying that somebody will check , so everything must be done properly . Shirley was asking , " is it me ? "

Kan was also suggesting to start numbering the pages . " Yeah . Even the ward staffs are ... at us . We are research . Should be better than them . "

And things like .... sticky labels .

Took over .... I stood up once they passed over , wanted to put those brochures inside my locker ....

" Somebody looking at bridal photo shoots already . " Shirley said .

" Yar , when ? " Kan asked .

" Don't worry , I still want to work . " And I ran away .

I briefly heard something about Kan wanting to take leave ...

Had some small picnic with Alvin . Apples , yogurt , chips and the Tai Yang Bing .

Yeah ! Able to wake up late . Face book . Slacked a little .... Mum called . She brought back some noodles . She took half day leave . Went down to the salon and had a hair cut , like finally . After years !!!

We parted ways . I crossed the road and it began raining . I went back ... to the post office and helped Brother renew his PDL . The rain stop . So I went for a swim . 6 laps and I'm off the Jurong East Library .

There's hardly any book over there . I went out and saw the SAM and AXS machine . I renewed my season parking for 2 months and got a Jcube iMax discount . $30 .

Went home and slept a while . Woke up and had some ham soup made by Mum .

Left for work .

Crowded slow transport !

Too bad that it's a weekday .

Just reached on time .

With Shirley and Alvin . 2 subjects , another at ward level . Top up the injection trolley , distributed the  tourniquets .

Did time points ...