All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

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on Friday 31 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Post night .

i just waited for time .

Did finish the survey with Yvonne and got the car recorder . At O'Brians .

Rode home . Rest .

Pack . Preparing ...

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on Thursday 30 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Night .

Yeah . Able to rest at home . Like finally !!!

So , 2 good news .

My menses came .

And my delivery came ! The postwoman knocked on the door . The shoes were nice !

Mum came home with noodles and she left to JCube .

I ate and prepared to leave .

Went to Sephora at ION to redeem the face mask .

Got Mr Bean meatball Porridge , $4 .

Work . Took over from Wilfred , Mia and Sharon .

Shirley .

Just one subject . No timepoint .

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on Wednesday 29 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Brother .

Rode to work .

Time's up . I met Brother at Jurong East NUTC . Passed him my ipad .

He rode off .

I went to Daiso . $14.00 .

Went home at 9pm plus .

I parked my bike overnight .

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on Tuesday 28 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Rode down . Top up , $4.10 . Rest .

Time's up and worked .

So busy . IV Tazo . Got to go down and collect . Add Procal test .

So , Kan got Korean Chicken BBQ Bento Set for me .

So , argued with him . I don't know how to reply !

Why must I go in to talk , again ?!

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on Monday 27 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Rode down . Slept . Got caught by Kan .

Anyway . Work .

Took away Malay foods for the staffs .

Drinks $1.60 .

So tired . 7pm .

Rode down for STA inspection . Good sevice . $16.37 .

Ate . Rest .

YEAH !!!

Went down market with Mum . Shopped a little .

Mum went with Dad to Suntec .

Top up bike , $4.63 .

I rode down with the floor cleaning solution and all .

And the roasted pork meat .

Yeah !!

Managed to bear nap Dub Dub !

His parents sent him to the wedding dinner . I rode off .

Home .

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on Saturday 25 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Tired .

Redhill .

Went to NP .

2 cases .

He assisted .

Got Mos Burger meal ! Yummy ! $6.40 .

He sent me back . I decided to go home .

Mum was at home .

Tired .

Brother did not come home today .

He went to stay over.

Brother drop me off . Work .

Wilfred went to get Lontong for lunch .

Got scolded by Kan again .

My hairstyle .

There was a short meeting on the environmental rounds .

And she was laughing ! I knew it !

It's her !

Time's up . Left .

Wilfred and his Aunt took the train together with me .

Lakeside . Got the Hotdog prata for Brother .

He fetched me home .

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on Thursday 23 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Late .

7am !!!

Decided to take slow transport today , don't know why . So tired .

So , worked . Cannulated . Use eye power .

So , I's with Anna today .

Had Kaffe and Toast . Kopi C $2.05 .

I would stay till late ...

She spoke to her . Reminded her that I started work at 7am .

Who was the one who stayed till 7pm last week ?

Anyway , stayed with Mia , and Kan .

Discussion on the Night MO on call . So , subjects left .

I stayed back to have the " lunch " .

Took slow transport home and had oats .

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on Wednesday 22 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Cycle .

Stayed at home . Actually suggested to go out for breakfast .

Mum don't want .

Brother went down with Dad at 3pm .

They came back and Brother wanted to go cycle .

I went with him .

Reached half way ...

So , we cycled back .

My bike got problem .

Cannot work .

Brother went ahead .

I went ... it seems wrong . U turn backed and called Brother .

He said to go all the end to the park connector .

I went again .

Clementi .

Called Brother .

He asked me to go back .

I did . And I finally found the route .

Rode all the way back home with the spoilt bike .

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on Tuesday 21 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Little India .

8.30am .

Brother drop me off . Worked .

So , they went for U Shine .

Stayed back . Went Houseman to get the Western Fish . $4.56 .

Time's up .

Brother actually agreed to pick me up . But Wilfred's plan got canceled .

Kan wanted to go Little India .

So , all 3 of us went for Prata .

Yummy !!!

Left home .

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on Monday 20 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Luggage .

Rode down , tired .

Slept . Peaceful .

Work . Nothing much . Khim brought Nasi Lemak from Houseman .

Ate .

Passed over to Shirley and Ramya , went home .

SBAR .

Pack luggage !!!

Rode down . Top up bike . $5.16 .

Parked at the Visitor's lot .

He came . So , we went out to North Point . Shopped a little . Went to the Hawker Centre .

I got Fish Soup Bee Hoon .

He got Economic Rice for his Brother and him .

Ate . Rest ...

Dinner .

I rode home .

So , I finally went to the end of BKE ...

But I went to PIE Changi instead .

Eng Neo Ave . Orchard Road .

Never mind ....

U turn . Home .

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on Saturday 18 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Steamboat !

So , I canceled my Red Cross work .

I rode down . Peaceful .

Showered . Nothing much .

Slacked .

His parents and Brother came home .

We had Steamboat at Roof top . Yummy !

He was drunk ...

So , I left . His Dad helped me to push my bike out . Hehe . And he appeared .

Rode . So , I tried to go straight .... Nanyang Polytechnic .

Never mind .

PIE Tuas home .

Yeah !

7am . Passed over to Ramya , Shirley and Khim .

Thought of going home . But Wilfred said he's going to buy muffins .

Went with him . Got to change bus .

So , got 7 muffins , $9.80 .

Decided to go and meet him . Reached Expo . Passed to him . Hehe .

Took train . Dover . Home .

Rest .

Mum was at home . She got Vegetables rice for me .

Ate . The cleaner was supposed to come . But heard that she went to the wrong house .

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on Thursday 16 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Night .

Finally managed to sleep in .

Slacked . Cleared my room . Pack ... think there's around 16 more days ?

She did not answer her phone . Called her office twice and decided to lave a message . She called back .

She brought Prawn noodles for me . It was 3pm .

Time's up . Prepare and left .

Night duty with Wilfred .

Took over from Shirley and Kan .

Wilfred went down and got Fish Soup Bee Hoon .

I went to 7-11 but did not buy anything .

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on Wednesday 15 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Show .

So , took slow transport today ...

Slept in the train . Work .

Kan went down to get Duck Rice . I decided to have lunch first .

Ate . Left . Took the train . Thought of meeting her . She hung up my call and said that she would be going with her friend . Fine .

Went for the talk . She kept on calling !!!

I called her once I was free . She said she decided not to go anymore !

This type of attitude !

I shopped around at the Medical Centre . Cool !!!

Decided to buy the shampoo . $11.90 for 2 bottles . it was supposed to be $8.95 each .

I reached . 2 hours early .

She said she was having dinner . Fine . The guy gave me the ticket . I left for dinner .

Sinproo . $4 . One slice of pizza and a can of drink .

I was about to go back when she called . She wanted me to wait for her at the MRT station .

As usual , she won't know her way . And that was when she finally finished eating . Orchard !

I reached . Called her . She was at ... REDHILL ?!!?!

GOSH ! There's a shorter route and she only knows how to use the same old direction !

She finally reached . We rushed down . They don't allow us to go in as the show had already started !!!

Finally managed to go in .

The show ended and we left . Took 198 home .

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on Tuesday 14 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Home .

Rode down . Slept .

Work .

So , decided to go TBM with Wilfred and Greg . Had Nasi Ayam Penyet .

Back .

Went to Library .

Cleared finished my things .

Rode home .

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on Monday 13 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Backstabbed .

Rode down . Yeah !

Pump petrol . $4.66 . Too lazy to pump air .

Parked . Slept . Work .

Screening . FAILED !!!

Lunch with Kan and Wilfred at Ba Chor Mee Hawker Centre . Had Hor Fun .

Back ...

Angry . Guess I know who backstabbed me . But oh well .

It's not like as if I don't know all about it .

So , ended at 6pm . Went library .

It was quite late .

Rode home .

Dad brought Chee Cheong Fan and Chee Que .

Mum was in JB .

I called at 10.30am .

Yeah !

Took 157 all the way down . Brought the Selfie Stick and controller !!! $9.90 only .

Met Su and Huiling at Dhoby Ghaut .

We reached .

Yun Hui came .

We played the game .

Ended ...

Had some Japanese Steamboat .

Left . Met Mum at West Mall .

Library .

Dad came ...

Then we went Pizza Hut . $42.67 .

Talked .

Parents went home .

I shopped a little with him at Cold Storage .

Went to the Convenience stall by the hawker Centre / MacDonald's .

Then took 157 home .

Slept .

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on Saturday 11 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Home .

So , was slightly late .

Redhill .

Than some Touch Ruby .

Time's up . He drop me off at Commonwealth , I think .

Brought Share Tea . Lychee with Na Ca De Co Co . $3.50 .

Went Jurong East Cash Converter . No more selfi stick and controller !

So sad .

Went library ... then home .

He called .

Got to bike down .

Ended up at Checkpoint ! Was so scared .

Even the person was telling be , don't panic and all ...

Escorted to the office !

Yeah , I know !

Got my statement ... and I was allowed to leave . Got back my bike key as well . It got confiscated .

The officer assisted me to push ... then I was allowed to ride back .

Yeah . The ZOO !!!

Reached !

His parents were at the old place .

Okay ...

I was sweating with my rain attire .

His parents came back and we had dinner at home . Assisted him to put up some Ikea thingy which his Brother brought back .

So , was late . Rode back home ...

Smart me . I thought I switched lane already . However ... it still leads to PIE Chinagi !!!

Rode further down to Ang Mo Kio , Toa Payoh ...

Then PIE Tuas .

Home !!!

Rode down . Pump petrol . $5.35 . Worked .

Lunch . Went to Everton to buy Fried Rice and Kopi for Kan , I had the Hor Fun .

Time's up . Left for the library . The desk was occupied .

Oh well .

I left . Rode home . Had dinner , and went down for walk . Brought Olive Shampoo . Pantyliner . Purchase with purchase , toothbrush . $26.75 !

Rest .

Mary called . Tomorrow !

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on Thursday 9 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Rode down . So tired . Slept .

Got to pump air .

Rode down . Slept . Tired .

Work .

Got to send the subject for X-ray .

Back .

Kan got Cheese and Onion prata for lunch . YUMMY .

Stayed back till 8.45pm with Anna .

Rode back home . Mum cooked oats and the vegetarian meat for me .

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on Wednesday 8 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Meeting .

Rode down and slept .

So tired . Cannot wake up .

Worked . Subject .

Nothing much . So , went down to Houseman Kopitiam and had the Ee Main with Khim and Wilfred . $2.56 .

Worked .

Had meeting , again .

He was definitely pin pointing at me !

Angry .

So , went to library .

Nothing much .

Sourcing for motorcycle riding gloves .

So , time's up and rode home .

Woke up ... slacked . Was having breakfast when Kan messaged .

Oh well ...

He said , " NOW " .

Packed up . Rode down .

It was crazy . Think I almost got into accident ....

Reached . Parked .

Worked .

YF .

Nothing much ...

So , Kan went to buy Ba Chor Mee .

Day 1 diet failed .

Went tearoom to meet Ber . She almost started eating .

Had Nurse meeting .

Yes ! I wanted to attend !!!!

It was so slow and draggy !!

AGRH ! Testing my patience .

Nevermind .

So ... almost time's up .

Packed bag and left to Library .

Got to ride back home .

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on Monday 6 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Holiday .

It was a public holiday . Finally I got to rest . Stayed at home with Mum . Dad went out shortly after lunch .

I wiped the windows and mirror .

So , mum wanted to go IMM . But I wanted to go Ikea .

We took 198 . Had the meatballs and Chicken Wings . $15.10 !!!!

Shopped . Found 2 drawers which are able to fit my desk organizer .

He gave me permission to buy the more expensive , 3 drawers .

It was 15kg !!! Nevermind . Wait for the car .

Home ...

Mum brought the laptop stand for Dad and I .

Tomorrow ... got to work again .

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on Sunday 5 October 2014 .
Title of my post : Birthday !

Stayed at home the whole day .

Aunt came to my house .

Was slightly late ... Anyway , was shopping at Guardian when she called .

Lim came .

Reached .

It was freezing cold !!! He got Burger King set meals for us .

And of all burgers ... FISH !

On my Birthday .

So , we are allowed to stand down . Should have brought my novel and jacket !

He dropped me off at Raffles . Took train . Drop off at Lakeside . Decided to walk home .

Dad and Mum celebrated my Birthday !