Yeah ... first day of Year 2 nursing student ... Met early to buy books ... but the queue was very long . Bookshop opened at 8.30am and we have tutorial at 9am ... Janani cuted half of the quee ... I just went straight to the front and brought our books ... Had 2 hour of break ... spent it at the computer lab blogging ... Was typing all about him when he messaged me ... Maucks , I miss and love you . Had lecture and tutorial ... Went to the computer lab again after School ... typed all the love quotes ... Thought there was training today ... but when I went there ... I then realized that there wasn't any , they were just preaparing the booth ... But well ... he did contect me and I managed to hear his voice ... consoled ... Won't have come if I knew it ... Of couse , who would want to go if you knew that you would be commanded , lectured and questioned like a prision ... I have my own life ... do I have to report to you everything ... I don't have to do everything you asked me to . If you said that you were just asking as a friend , asking me to help out ... well , your tone sure don't sound so . Lucky Gary helped me by saying that people have their own problems ... I was already ... ok ... I got to admit ... tearing ... I was really innocent ... since when did I not pay attention during debreifing ... Hey ... the only expection was last time only ( yes , I admited that I did not pay attention during the very last debrefing ) ... it was so long ago , it was the only time ... do you still have to bring it up and made me cry ? That was when he .... Blamed . Went home with Nizz and Maria ... Mara took the opposite train ... Talked ... Managed to talk to him on my bed ... That was the only happy part of my day .

Went for work . It was alright ... pretty relax . Oh , there was a class by a trainer , but she could not make it . So we had another trainer for the class . However , the trainer got to rush off in the afternoon due to something . All the parents came ... and about 3 of them were not very happy about the sudden cancellation of the class . I just diverted all the angry parents to Grace . Ha ha ... Went home . Worked for an hour extra , but my boss just clocked me in for my normal hour .... Well , I did not have time to write my time sheet and I just passed it to her .... Went home . Mum cooked prawns and oyster ... YUCKS ! Anyway , she made soy sauce chicken wing for me ... but I have to eat one prawn and one oyster . I vomited out the oyster , and I don't feel like eating the prawn . So , I just pretended to peel out the shell until very messy .... Ha ha . Watched television while eating . Brother went back to camp .... MM messaged me . I called him .. Then he said he message me instead . He made me so worry ... I heard his friend talking about what confinement ... etc Maucks . I love you , MM .

Went back to School just to buy books ... I was late . Told my gang to meet at 8am , but I reached an hour later . We queened ... and finally , it was our turn ... only to be told that some of the books were out of stock . Oh my ... Never mind . Met Mum at Clarke Quay and we went to shop . Mum had to travel further ... so I went to shop first . At first , I thought there was nothing ... until I went inside the More Than Words . Actually wanted to buy some bottles only ... but there was some membership card ... 1 stamp for every $5 spent ... I was asked to buy some more . Ended up buying 4 boxes of chocolate ( buy 3 get 1 free ) and a packet of sweet . Met Mum and we had our lunch at Pepper Lunch .... we just shopped .. did not intent to buy anything until we went to the Mapleaf ... i was asked to try on 2 piece of clothes ... a tube with some cotton " jacket " ... I tried , but the " jacket " was too big ... The lady then kept on showing me clothes after clothes ... and meanwhile , Mum realized that the " jacket " could be adjusted ... Therefore , I took in 5 pieces of clothes inside the fitting room ... when I tired on my second clothe ... the colour was not nice , I was given another colour to try on . I did . When I was about to try finish all my clothes ... the lady gave me another clothe to try on ... Hm ... I finally finish trying on all the clothes ... then the lady kept on asking us to buy . Mum complained that one of the clothe the colour not nice ... so I was given another colour to try on ... Hm , tried on 8 clothes altogether ... Cool ... Anyway , my Mum asked for discount since we are planning to buy 4 clothes , if not , let us had a free hairband ( which is sold in the same shop ) .... The lady finally allowed us to have discount ... and a free necklace instead of hairband . Yup , I choosed a belt ( not necklace ) ... and have another discount for a hairband . Spent $112 .... We walked and saw a shop which sell shoe ... Saw a very nice pair of boots ... It was a bit too big .. but acceptable . Brought it .... Walked around the Singapore River with Mum , checked out the boat price too . There's a lot of bars and pub .... with smoker ... Well , it was still in the afternoon , so the air is not that polluted , yet . Went back to Central and had a drink before heading home . Had to change train at Outram Park Station ... Mum was nagging at me again and I was trying to catch the train . I managed to board the train but I think Mum missed it ... Tried calling her , she canceled my call and switched off her hand phone . Waited for the next train at Jurong East Interchange ... could not find her so I went home . She kept my pair of boots !!!

Had cheerleading today ... only remembered that someone called my hand phone ... I knew that it was the parent I called yesterday ... I declined that I called her , and she was saying ... you did called me , if not how do I have your number . Luckily I have free incoming calls ... hey , that was work stuff ... and I was not working ... why should we use our hand phones to call the parents ?! Was totally mad , and I was being blamed . This might be my last time talking to him ...... Ok , I don't ask for too much ( talking with him on my bed every night ) ... So yup ... just a simple call will do .. even though I was rushing back home from cheerleading ... Oh my god ... I miss you so much ...... you promised to meet me before you go in ... but well , tomorrow is the meeting right ? You better take extra good care of yourself . Maucks . I love you .

Went for work .. Heard that there was some breakdown yesterday ... some electrical thingy ... Was assigned to be at the East Wing .... With some Alex guy . Don't really have a good impression of him ... Anyway , there was some absentees ... we had to call them and ask for reason . The phone line was down , and boss ordered us to use our own hand phones ... I could not reach one of the children ... Amos .... Then one the roving aide asked me , " Have you managed to contact Amos , the Front Line wanted to know the reason . " Told her no ... Then Alex came and lecture me ... do you know why is it so important to contact them , to know the reason why they are absent , do you know how to use the database , do you know why you need to type " * " when you search using the database , since you are free now , can't you call again , did you copy the telephone numbers correctly , can you go to the database and check , do you know how to check ..... Wow ! Fed up ! Why do we need to use our own headphone numbers ... and I had been working at the centre longer than Alex ... I have more experiences ... I am a part timer , but he was just a student on attachment ! Argh ! Anyway , I just could not contact Amos ... so too bad ! But well , saved my hand phone bills .... I want to work at the Biz 3 office instead !

He called ... Yup , he finally did ... Guess I had been looking and checking my hand phone for a thousandth time throughout the training ... But oh my ... He called when they were doing some debriefing ... And I was being ... ok , not really shouted at ... But teammates called my name ... wanting me to hang up my phone ... Oh , I finally asked him t0 hang up ... He messaged ... I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO REPLY HIM EITHER ! Argh ! It was so irritating ... they were just planning about the next training ... oh , come on ... Those people who said that they can make it , sometimes ended up not coming ... Argh !!! Meow !!!!! Ok .. I know that I have just ended my first year as a nursing student . But I still don't understand what pus .. what pus leaking form the thonsil ... Are ... you sure ... you are okay ... ? You make me so worry ...... If I knew that your condition would become like that ... I won't have gone for training . I would rather stay at home and wait for you call ... to hear you tell me that you are alright , to let you hear my voice as a form of comfort .....