Brother was still at chalet . Mum came inside my room and she was plastic bags of sanitary pads . Therefore , she asked for packets of slim sanitary pads . I gave her permission to open up the pastic bag ... However , I pointed to her the wrong plastic bag and when she opened it ... it contains empty CD rom cases ... Opps ... Now , she wants to take away m OCBC bank ATM card from me ....

I tossed and turned on my bed and I still could not sleep . Ended up , I hugged my teddy bear and have my handphone on my another hand , I went to Brother's bed .... I slept within a few mintues . However , I woke up at 5 , 6 am ... Mum and Dad were getting ready to wrok . God , I was so tired today ! Hm , I woke up and got online . In the afternoon , I signed off and ate my lunch . I skipped my breadfast . I cleaned my room after my lunch and well , the sky was overcasted . Ai Hui called and she was planning to cancle our outing . Then , my handphone received a message . I though it was Ai Hui ... messaged to cancle the outing . Turn out to be Brother , wanting me to help him look for some phone numbers . Argh ! I wasn't online and Brother wants me to go online ... Lucky , the rain stopped soon . I bathed and prepared to go down . Ai Hui appeared and helped me to carry the bike , while I carried mine . Mei Qi apeared soon . So , we cycled ... but the second bike's seat was unbalanced . We dragged our bikes to a bike shop and repaired it . We cycled at the Jurong Connection Park . I was going downhill when ... splashed ! All the muddy water splashed onto my clothes ! Argh . We hang around at the fitness corner . After that , we went to Ai Hui's void deck to buy drinks . Ai Hui treated me . We cycled back to my void deck and Ai Hui helped me to carry my bike back home . When I reached home and locked my bike , I checked my handphone . At the end of the day , Mei Qi had mosquito bites all over her legs and Ai Hui had scares all over her limps . Only I don't have any scares or bites . Li Hui had called my handphone and Brother had messaged . I called Brother to see if he still needs the info , he wanted to know the opening hours . Ok , I went online and got the info . I called him and told him . Mei Qi was online also . Hm , she reached home quite fast ! I ate dinner and went back online .... Enrique was online , but Mei Qi was offline already . Mum was chatting on the phone and once she hang up , my internet connection went ... blast ! I lost the internet connection ! And my this wonderful MSN Messenger , once I got disconnected and conntected again , it won't be able to sign in anymore . Thus , I got to restart , which was so very slow ... Well , Jin Hong introduced me a website for jobs . I browsed around and had typed a resume .... Gee , two jobs in the process .... Guys , wish me luck ! Broter had called back and he don't mind talking to me . Mum was the one who had picked up the phone ... I was still very active when the morning came , thus , I spent my time wisely by clearing my room . When finally it was time for bed ... I've got to admit ... I've injured my left hand ! It was very painful ... hm , it seemed like I've tauted one of my viens inside my left hand when I carried down Mei Qi's bike down the stairs ... Sob sob sob .... It hurts ... it was like I've lost my left hand , it can do nothing much ... Every turn I made to my left hand , a pain shoot up ... I slept on Brother's bed a night again .

Hm . I helped Brother to pack his camp bag . Soap , socks , charger , tissue paper ... etc . I even helped him choose his clothes for his graduation night . We went to the photo shop to collect Brother's photo , then we went to KFC to eat . Brother left while I went shopping for a while . I went straight online as Brother have some tasks for me . I completed it and waited for Brother to message me the address . Hm ... finally , my handphone produced a message tone . I though it would be Brother sending me the address . However , much to my surprise , it was Brother asking me if Mum allows us to buy digital camera . Ok , deal . I changed , Mum tied my hair and then I left . I reached Funan The IT Mall and met Brother . We went to the shops and looked at all the digital cameras . We finally found one ... it has an odd shape , a curve ... Brother asked me what colour I want ... " Pink ... " I answered at once . " But don't you think .... " Brother wanted me to reconsider . " Blue . " I've changed my mind . " Light blue . " Brother said . Well , there's only one type of blue , and it was actually light blue , instead of blue . I said wrongly . Settled . So , we argued and all for a lower price . We've got two battires , two menory card for the price of $610.00 ... I guess . Hm ... there was still some time left . Brother brought me to a photo shop to collect his photo assignment which he had eariler . Haiz , so I've got another task . Brother actually wanted to bring me to McDonald's ... but there wasn't any nearby , thus , we went to Long John Silver . Brother ordered a chocolate cake and we shared . Then I insisted on wanting to have some fries . I went to the counter and there wasn't any fries under the side dishes . I also told Brother that I and informed Mum I would be eatting with him ... because I do not want to eat fish . Actually , Mum said that if Brother's free , then I am allowed to have dinenr with him , if he's not , I must go home and eat . Having a chocolate cake as dinner is not Brother's ideal meal . When we finished eatting the chocolate cake , Brother went to the counter with my 5 bucks . He came back and told me that he had ordered combo 1 ... I asked him what it is ... " Chicken , right ? " " No .. fish ! " Hehe ... I ate ... Yummy , it was nice ! Brother went to the train whereas I went to the citylink and shopped . I bumped into Hock Seng ... Gee , we both saw each other at the same second ... We chatted for a while then I went to Suntec and shopped . Ai Hui called me and invited me to cycle tomorrow . I agreed . I board the bus home and gave Mum a call . She though I was having dinner at home ! Argh , Brother never call her then ! Anyway , I went home and only need to drink the soup .. Hehe . Ok , settled . Mei Qi and Ai Hui would meet me at my void deck tomorrow at 4.30pm to cycle ! I would be lenting my bike to Mei Qi . Brother wanted me to tell Mum about his dressing on his graduation night . I did . Then , Mum opposed it , claming that the shirt was too thick to wear another layer .... Hm , I messaged Brother , telling him about it .

Hm ... I woke up late . What was wrong with me ? I mean ... I've slept so much yesterday , and yet , I still woke up late today !? Anyway , I ate my breadfast and rushed out of the house . I went to Sumerset and boarded a bus to Indoor Stadium . I reached there and saw Hafiz at the door . Talked with him a while , then went in . Saw Yvette , Hou Shou ... etc . The girls went inside and looked at how the Empower U was being conducted . Well , they were doing the state and strategy game .... Hehe . I remembered , I was the very first guinea pig . Hm , the guys helped us brought drinks . We drank and waited for the people to have their lunch . FInally , it was lunch time . All the course people went out , everyone in my group went in and began taking photoes with Brent and Adam . We left and went to Takashimaya's Yoshinoya to have lunch . We bumped into Vanassa ! Well , let me tell you ... we alighted from the bus and the girls were already shopping . They went in to the clothes shops and browsed around , which bored me to death ! Haha ... We shopped at Ngee Ann City ... Went to the Books Kinokuniya where Yvette brought some books . We went up another level and hang around at one of the arts shop . Everyone was enjoying themselves , including me . I saw something which caught my eyes at the shop and I've decided to come back again to buy that item once I've got a work . Anyway , the guys were playing with some metal thingy ... then , one of the guys asked me if I want to go and play pool . It was Shawn . I agreed . So , we headed down to the Cineleisure Orchard and played pool . At the start , there was Me , Yvette and her younger brother , Teresa , Jeannie and another guy named Shawn ( actually I don't know his name , but well ... read on . ) Jeannie and Teresa left after lunch , thus , left me , Yvette and her younger brother , Hou Shun and Shawn . Yvette's brother was too young to play pool , he went other place instead . Thus , Hou Shun teamed with Yvette while I teamed with Shawn . I guess it was Shawn's idea .... Anyway , I never been to pool before , and I admited , I was hoping to see someone ... I know that he goes pool ... maybe .... Well , it was my very first time , and Shawn was there teaching me how to hold the um ... stick ? One of the problems of being a left hander ! My left hand , which is placed on the pool table , would always move , then my right hand , which is used to hold onto the stick , don't have enough strength . Thus , whenever I shoot , my right hand would moved , my stick would go from south to east instead of south to north . Whenever my right hand move , my left hand would follow suit ... So , I am a very lousy shooter . But somehow , I scored 3 goals ! Well , you can say that it was all beginner's luck ! I thought my day was game - over when Hou Shun and Yvette said that they got to go .... I was left stranded all alone with a guy whom I don't really know ! Hehe ... but Shawn was really nice . Since Hou Shun and Yvette had left , there won't be anymore game . Thus , Shawn taught me how to shoot and aim properly , which I guessed I somehow got a hand of it . Then , Shawn taught me how to shoot at different angles .... I tried , but well , improving .... Oh , did I mention , after Hou Shun and Yvette left , I tried shotting and missed a few times , I looked at Shawn for some responds , he smiled , handsomely . Time really flies .... Soon , our one hour pool time ended . We went out to the lift and Shawn asked me for my handphone number and added , " if there's another gathering ... can contect you . " So , that's how I got to know his name when he keyed it inside my phone book ... actually I somehow know his name , I heard Yvette called him a few times ... but well ... short term memory ... So now , that was how I know that his name is Shawn . Both of us went to the Sumerset MRT and parted . On the train , I tried calling Mum , but in vain ... ended up , I went to Jurong East interchange and called Mum on the pay phone . She had tried calling me a few times but my handphone was dying , low battary . Should have borrowed handphone from Shawn ... Oh , so , I went home and ate dinner . Li Hui tried calling me and asked me to go to Church tonight . I said no , my Mum don't allow . Kai Xin called too , but I missed it ... Ameila called but I missed it too . I called back . She wanted to tell me that the dress code for tomorrow is white shirt , if I'm going . Guess Kai Xin's purpose for calling me was the same as Ameila .

Hm .. I woke up and still felt very sleepy , guess I've spent too much energy yesterday . I went online and made Hock Seng angry ... Haha . Chatted with Jansen too ... I ate Breadfast and lunch together , then I went back to sleep again on Brother's bed . Hm ... It was so wonderful , hugging my teddy bears .. sleeping ... Suddenly , I woke up ... I though I heard someone knocking on the door .... I rolled over on Brother's bed and wanted to carry on sleeping ... The phone rang . It was Mum . She never bring her keys .... Argh ! I dragged myself all the way to the door and went digging for my keys . I passed her the keys and went back to Brother's bed . I slpet ... I was totally angry . Why can't she call and tell me that she does not have her keys ? Why does she have to come back at this time , when I was sleeping ?! Zzz ... I finally woke up . It was already 6 pm .. Opps , I started sleeping at 2 pm . Hm , Mum told me that Brother called and actually wanted to bring me for an interview ! Argh ! Why can't she wake me up ?! She was supposed to wake me up for the interview !! She was not supposed to wake me up so that I can help her open the door ! Ate , then went online . Enrique was online . We chatted , then , alas ! My computer restarted , and by that time , he had already went offline ... Enrique was asking me to borrow the daily devotion diary from others ... and he asked me to have a read too .

Went to West Mall and watched Harry Potter with Ai Hui and Mei Qi today ... Yup ...

O level finally ended yesterday ... and I went to Jurong Point and brought a teddy bear , Winnie the Pooh ... Opps ... anyhow spend money again ...

5152/01 Science ( Physics / Chemistry )at 1400 . End of exam .

I had to put back my wedding photos ... it was inside a box ... I could not studd it through the letter box hole .. thus , I got diwn and slide the pictures over ... I have a red car ... Then , I began clearing my room , my main purpose is to check if my wedding photos are alright ... Then I fell asleep or something ... when I go to my door , everything was in a mess . The bike which was chanined to the water pipe , down at the 11 story stairs ... I rushed down and walked along the corridoor ... and got into a house , there were 3 children . I grabbed 1 little girl in pink , went to the door and placed her by the stairs . I got back home and decided to check if my neughbour had such a messy house as mine ... Brother was there too . I talked to the neighbour ... and realized that my house keys were gone ! I woke up , it was 3.15 am ...... all of them were just a dream ... so strange , so mess up ... Hehe , I myself don't understand what I was dreaming , just typed everything out ... In real life , I had lost my keys twice . Once at Jurong East , another , I dropped it inside the toilet bowl ... I was so upset and things like that happened ... I carried on sleeping .... Ms Ong asked me to help her carry books down to the staff room . I helped . We were somewhere near the garden when Ms Ong asked , " so , you are still *** ? " I got a shocked . How did she know about it ? Ms Ong contuined saying , " I've knew it a long time ago . " I woke up with a start . Lucky it's just a dream , a nightmare ... God , I'm sleeping and yet , I dreaming about thoese things ?! What is happening to me ? Really .... I'm so confuse at times . For all thoese good brothers and sisters of mine who went to Church today ... you all would know that I was absent today . All thanks to my CRAZY Mum ! She went to Cousin's house this morning and called to ask Brother to meet her at the bus stop to help her carry things . I went to bath . I came out and Brother and Mum were commenting about my green skirt . I changed . Then , I was waiting for my lunch . I don't know why , but suddenly , she went mental ! She started screaming at me and began grounding me ! Lunch was ready and yet , I got to get my own plate and get the rice from the cooking pot . I did . And left some for Mum . I started eatting when Mum came and dumped the cooking pot onto my plate and PULLED my hair ! She began shouting , " why did I left a spoonful of rice inside the pot ? Whoese' eatting ? " " Yar , you go to your blog and blog about everything . Blog about how I tortured you . Please write something real life , write something sensible ! Don't think that you are a princess - in - need ! " I was the last person to eat finish . I cleared the table and dumped all the dishes into the sink . I'm not going to wash those dishes ! I went online and played some neopet games . Brother came and played too . I messaged Kai XIn and told her that I can't go . Kai Xin called my handphone and I allowed it to missed . She then called my home phone and I answered . She was there , joking , telling me that service start late today . Meanwhile , Li Hui called my handphone too . Gee , I finally answered and told her the same thing . I went online and checked my online contects . Nobody from Chruch is online . Guess all of them are in Church . Feeling bored , I went to my room and did the jigsaw puzzle . Suddenly , I began crying ... crazy me ! Ok , first , I can't stand her nonsense anymore . It happened so many times before ! Second , what's wrong with leaving a spoonful of rice for her ? She don't eat much ! I felt like exploding ! I don't know how to say ... suddenly ground me like that ! Somehow , I have the urge to run away from home ... I had the urge a long time ago . It happened a few time before , she grounding me like that ! I have the urge to ** her too . Just like two years before , that night when Broter though that I was searching for my handphone ... Nope , the urge is so much stronger today . Futhermore , what blog ! Why critise about my blog ?! What's wrong ?! Everything I typed are ture ! And ... Kai Xin ! It was Kai Xin who told my Mum about my blog ! Yes , it's her . I heard it with my own ears ! I questioned her a few time and she said she didn't . I went to sleep . I was at the traffic light . Near the Lakeside MRT ... I saw 3 guys oppisite of me . They are from the Church ... I know them .... The red light changed . I crossed the road , they crossed too ... I tried to call them , but they never realize that ... He was one of the 3 guys too ... I shouted his name , I guessed , he never respond . I crossed the road and reached the Lakeside Before and After Child Care Centre ... Haiz ... I woke up . Mum still never help me scoop rice during dinner time .. but there's mutton soup . ~Yummy ~ At night , I went online again ... Mei Qi was online . Both of us began to chat . She saw my nick and asked about it . I don't know why , but I refused to tell her about it . She did not press me about it and asked if I got blog about it . I told her yes . Hm , there's simply too many things people don't know about me ....

Woke up by Lydia's phone call .... Ate Breadfast .... Slack for a while then ate lunch with Brother , watching the " My date with a Vampire . " Mum came home and we changed the channle . I carry on making the jigsaw puzzle , I'm addicted to it ! Finally , I finish doing the " Little bear " words ! Hm , went to bathed and realized that a lot of people had tried to contect me . Ai Hui messaged me at 3 pm plus to ask me if I want to go with Mei Qi and her to watch Harry Potter . I called her and she told me that anytime also can as both girls are just waiting for my O Levels to end ... So touched ... really ... I mean , that time Hui Ming , Hui Min , Mei Qi and I wanted to go and watch some movie too , but ended up not going . And now , both girls are waiting for me to end my exams ! Lydia had agreed to go to Shan Shan's birthday party with me , even though Sok Ee can't make it . Hm , my O Levels are not over yet , but now , I'm having dates ! I went online and realized that he's online too ... Haiz .. Both online and not chatting . So sad ... But then .... Come to think of it ... the very first MSN conversation we had .... Well , better not chat with him too much ! I must keep some distance away from him ! Hm , I blogged ... I looked at some of my other posts and ... Haiz .... Memories , so hard to forget . Thoese happy moments together .... 2 posts caught my eyes . I smiled a little when I read the " Outing with James . " Especially the way I described it .... Walking on the road for 5 mimutes silently and he used his sign language file to tap on my shoulder softly and asked me that questions .... http://mujie.blogspot.com/2004/07/i-wonders-why-he-contected-me.html http://mujie.blogspot.com/2004/06/outing-with-james.html

Woke up and saw Brother helping me with the thousand pieces jigsaw puzzle . I continued sleeping . Suddenly , I heard my handphone message tone . Brother passed me the phone . Ai Hui messaged me .... I woke up . Ate breadfast - egg . Boiled some water and made milo for Brother . He asked if I had eatten my Breadfast ... I never answer , he gave me the milo to drink . Bathed . Went down the void deck and waited for Mum . Mum got a plastic bag containing a newspaper . I took it and passed it to Brother . Mum scolded me and pointed out that Brother had his bag and I have nothing , thus , I am supposed to carry the plactic bag . With that , she walked away talking to Brother . I was very angry . When we reached the hawker centre , I ordered lamp chop to eat . I went home and planned to do the jigsaw puzzle ... but ended up coming online . Hock Seng was online . I chatted with him . I just can't escape , can I ? I just don't know how to say , I wanted to share , but I'm scared . I'm not comfortable ... I never think about those questions before . Anyway , he told me that he knew another girl who has the same past as me . Mum was around and she was mending with the phone lines . I got disconnected . By the time I was able to go online , I have to leave the house . I left , met Yi Sin . We both stayed inside the KFC . Yi Sin did her sums while I do my Chemistry . Finally I went home and came online again . I pressed Hock Seng who is the girl . He refused to tell me ... I understand . I also don't like it if he tells others .... Hm ... He was online too ... I messaged him , as usual . But he never reply .... Too bad . However , I am already delighted that he replied me the day before ... Hehe . At night , there was fish again ! And true enough , no matter how nice it was cooked , I ended up vomitting ! Haiz , and I began regretting not buying anything from the KFC .... Brother's Chemistry paper ended at 3.30 pm , yet he wasn't home until 9 plus pm ! He went flirting once again !

I went online at night , after every slept . I was actually expecting Enrique to be online , but he wasn't . Too bad ..... Brother Victor was online . He looked for me . He told me not to give up , he encouraged me and even gave me a bear hug , in the from of a wink . It was very cute , the bear hug ! Before I went offline to sleep , I typed an e-mail to Mr Goh ....

Hm ... Got to woke up early and went to School . I read the notice board . Our paper would be held inside the classsroom instead of the hall ! Mei Qi arrived some time later , followed by Zhi Hui . I was reading up all those transportation and erossion of rives when Mei Qi said that she don't know about it . I lent her my notes . So , exam started ..... Hm , it was easy ... Really , but I don't want to admit it . There was only one question on plate tections , one question on rivers , if I'm not wrong .... What if my grades are low , and I still claim that it was an easy paper ? It was just acceptable .... Yes ! Just one more paper and the whole battle would be over ! Battle , a battle without any winner and loser .... I knew that I had done my very best , I've cracked my head when encourtered with a difficult question , I've read the questions carefully so as to prevent any careless mistakes . I'm proud of myself ! So , when home ..... Went online .... I chatted with Hock Seng .... Then he came online ! Yes he did ! I chatted with him .... He did replied , and even asked about my Brother and I ! Hehe .... Liang Wei came online too . Maybe what Enrique said is correct , there's some truth in it ! Libra person feel comfortable with another Libra person . Haha .... I saw Liang Wei's Friendster , he's a Libra too . And today , our very first chat , I almost told him about Kai Xin .... That time when she came to my house and scolded me until I cried .... But too bad , he got to go and do his homework .... I actually planned to sent him the website of the post .

2234/01 Geography at 0800 . *Note , this post is suppose to be on the 16/11/2005 .

4017/02 Mathematics at 0800 . 2190/04 Combine humanities at 1430 .

2234/02 Geography at 0800 . Kai Xin tuition at 1100 .

1127/01 English language at 0800 . 1127/02 English language at 1015 . 5152/02 Science ( Physics / Chemistry ) at 1400 . Kai Xin tuition at 1630 .

5152/03 Science ( Physics / Chemistry ) at 0800 . Kai Xin tuition at 1400 .

4017/01 Mathematics at 0800 . 2190/01 Combined humanities at 1400 .