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on Sunday 31 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Yishun .

Rode down .

Had his breakfast of instant noodles .

Green tea latte .

Yummy .

He forced me to do the goals ... He moped the floor together with his Brothers .

So , his Dad came back … we brought some stuffs down .

Parked and his Dad went to get lunch .

We ate inside the house …

Start work .

Cleaned and all …

We rested . His Dad drove us to the NUTC to get drinks.

Back ….

We had dinner at Bukit Timah … He ordered Pork Chop and Chicken Chop .

Rode home ….

So nice . Nobody's at home !

Began clearing my room , again .

Cooked instant noodles for late lunch .

He went to Yishun ...

Took a nap when he called . He was on his way .

Could not wake up . Took 198 ... met him near KFC .

Went to Cousin's house and gave her the moon cakes . She was delighted .

Had yummy home cooked dinner .

Chatted ...

Then we left .

Went home .

Waited. As usual , he was late .

Not my business .

Whatever .

So , got the Rilakkuma blanket/ towel !!!

And Red Packet .

Thought that there was the chance to bike down ... but she insisted on me SQUEEZING in . Whatever .

So , waited .

Everything finally ended . It dragged on .

He came . We met at Chilli Padi . Lunch .

So , took a ride to the train station via Cousin's car . Together with Aunties .

Rushed down and straight into the Consultation Room . Waited . Did my assessment .

Time's up . 5.30pm . Went off .

Took shuttle bus to BBDC and walked .

He was telling me about some 3 kittens ?

BBQ . Rachel , Ranald , Aunty Michelle and Uncle Perry came .

Ate . Played with the kitties .

Time's up . Left with Him , together with Brother's friend . He U- Turned back to fetch my parents .

Home .

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on Thursday 28 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Cried .

Was at Station 2 ...

It was a very bad day .

Lunch . At the Chicken Rice stall . $3.76 .

Stayed back late and talked to Ms Alice ... it was still okay .

Brother did not answer my countless calls . Never mind .

I finally managed to reach him . I saw Mum's message . I cried over the phone .

Kan was on Night ...

I left . To the library ... Rode home .

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on Wednesday 27 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Tired .

Woke up at 5am and it was raining . Got to take slow transport . So slow ... 98 ...

Train .

Reached . Work .

Was supposed to be on second break with Pris . We changed to third break .

Went Houseman Kopitiam with Pris and Wilfred . Shared the Pan Fried Fish and Carbonara Pasta with Pris . $5.50 .

Came back and discharge my Subject . Tried to do my stuffs .... tired . Busy . Rushing .

So , took train ... 185 home . Finally managed to contact Brother . He can only fetch me at 8.30pm ...

Went home myself .

Ate Kimchi Vegetarian Satay . Yummy !

Slacked .... Tried to clear my room .

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on Tuesday 26 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Leave .

So , woke up ... cleared my room .

Mum came home while I was eating her lunch ... I left ... Forgot my stuffs . Went back up to take .

So ... was slightly early . Could not find the place .

Depression case study .

TTSH . Had some refreshment . Walked a little .

Went to Toa Payoh ... the usual route . Went in . Talked ...

Was given assignment to complete .

Was still early . Decided to have the Thunder Tea Rice at Basement near the MacDonald's . $5.50 .

Yummy . Got Gong Cha as well Match Latte , $3.30 . ... only to realised that I forgot my NTUC card .

Was so early . Slept .

Lesson . She came .

Took 502 home .

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on Monday 25 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Went in .

Rode down . Pump petrol , $4.34 .

Slept . Nursed the Subject with Anna .

Lunch - brought take away from Vegetarian stall . $4.16 .

So , worked . Discharged the Subject .

Kan asked if I'm ready .

Went in . Was totally surprised and all ... Confused . Shocked .

Went to the Library . The person left . Managed to get my old terminal .

Rode home .

So , left at 10.10 am . Meet her downstairs and passed over . Took bus with Mum to Jurong East ... near the MacDonald's . Walked . Then walked to the swimming pool market as well . So ... went home . There was a new shop . Replaced the old watch shop near the bus stop . Shopped . Went back . Rested a while ... Rode down to his house . They were clearing the rooms . Went for a short swim before it rain . Showered went back up to his house . His Dad drove us to Salvation Army to donate all those stuffs . Went back ... out for dinner near Hui Ying Cousin house . His Brother took bus home while we went NTUC . He brought the chocolates and my favourite chocolate with gummy by Meiji . $13.35 . So , when back ... then I rode home .

So , took slow transport all the way down .

1pm ... Got to wait .

So I went back to grab my notebook .

Went back . I'm allowed to go in .

It was short and fast .

Went back to put the goodie bag .

Called him .

Expo Sasa Sale !!!

I was happily filling up my basket when he appeared !!!

With my favourite Koi .

He don't let me buy anything .

So , met his Dad and Mum . Shopped at the Food Fair , had some light snacks .

Then the Home Furnitures mall . They brought the card lock and 4 King Size bed .

So , we went to Kallang and had dinner . BBQ Sting Ray , BBQ Sotong and the vegetable .

His Mum withdrew $100 but forgot to take the cash ...

Ate ... his Dad send me home .

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on Friday 22 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Toh Dub .

Brother drop me off .

Work . We had the Code Blue discussion ...

We went TBM - Me , Mia , Pris and Lavanya .

Had the Nasi Penyet .

Yummy .

So , time's up . I went to the Library to fast complete the draft e-mail .

Headache !

Left . Rode back home . Took the Toa Payoh file .

Rode down to West Mall .

Met her .

Talked .

Rode down to his house to have free food .

YUMMY !

Rode home .

With Toh Dub !

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on Thursday 21 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Rode down with all the water bottles .

Slept . Nice !!!

Work . Late time point .

So , got to write my report ....

Kan and Mia went for the Congress .

Went for lunch after Shirley and Khim came back . Anna went lunch as well .

Only the 4 of us .

Kopitiam . Had fruits ... $2.40 then decided to have the mine meat century egg congee . $2.80 .

YUMMY !

Went back .

Subject left already .

E-mailed .

So , packed up and was ready to leave when Brother called .

Rushed down to Lakeside and he fetched me .

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on Wednesday 20 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Fat bear bear .

Rode down .

7am . So tired ....

Subject came and everything started .

Dosed .

Went Kopitiam Vegetarian Bee Hoon take away with Kan . $3.60 .
Tried to ask him ... but no news .

Kan , Mia and I stayed back till 7pm . Was so busy in the early morning when there's' only 3 of us .

Kan was talking to Ms Alice . I went to dose with Khim .

Nobody else when there's SUPPOSED to be MORE staff .

I still got to stay back after passing over to Ramya and Wilfred .

Documation ...

Brought back some 7-11 Hanjuku Eggs - $3.74 .

Asked the Night staff where's the nearest station to feed my bear . $6.02 .
Fat Bear Bear .

Managed to locate the place !

Yeah !

U- turned and rode home !

Mum cooked something light for me . Chicken nuggets .

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on Tuesday 19 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

I woke up . Wanted to ride down but there was thunder .

Decided to sleep in my room instead . Woke up , Brother drop me off .

Work . SBAR , again .

However. You know . No matter what ....

It shows your own self control , professional and management skills .

Sorry but respect is earned , not demanded , not given .

Lunch , like finally ! Pris got take away for us - Fish Soup Bee Hoon from Kaffe and Toast .

My Subject went home . Kan and Mia got to come back as Night shift was canceled .

6pm . Left . Wilfred was talking to Kan inside the Room .

Had some Chee Cheong Fun before . $1.98 .

Went . Only me . Another lady came in shortly after .

Was totally ... could not catch up !

Took 502 home . Mum made some food for me .

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on Monday 18 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Brother drop me off .

Work . So tired .

Had training and meetings after lunch .

Kan got Vegetation Bee Hoon for me . And I forgot to return him money .

Took train and Brother fetch me home !

Yeah !

Told him the "bad" news .

157 .

Reached .

Sponged . Fed . Changed .

Lunch !!!

Had Yong Tau Fu at the Fock and Spoon .

Went back .

Dinner . Had Carrot Cake at the Hawker Centre . There's lime !!!

Everything's settled and given . Left about 5 to 10 minutes early .

The naughty kitty cat don't want to turn left to look at me !!

And he even ran further away from me !!!

Yeah !!!

Hugged him .

Walked . TOLD him that there's food ... but actually I'm walking around . Shopping .

Eyes looking here and there . Hehe .

So , we went up . Near the Popular . Koufu . he withdrew $100 .

He was so nice !

Got for me an extra small bowl . Gave me his chicken . Some soup dumplings form e as well .

Maucks .

I love you .

We took 157 . He came to my home . Took his bear meat and went home .

I cleared my room a little ...

So tired . No time .

So , early in the morning ....

Left .

157 .

Lost my way .

Managed to locate the place .

Same .

Just waited .

Sponged .

Fed .

Changed .

Lunch .

I went down to buy some Curry Pork Cutlet Rice at the Hawker Centre near Bata .

Went back .

Face book .

Dinner .

Went to withdraw money and had the Chicken noodles behind . YUCKS !

The chicken wasn't really cooked yet . There's still blood and all .

So , went back .

Prepared the medications and food .

He pulled out the tube !!!

So I left . Let the Night do the job .

7pm . Shopped .

Walked around . Brought Gong Cha !!! $3.00 .

Husband said I deserved it !!!

Yeah ! Maucks .

Brought home some Breadtalk as well - $9.20 .

Anyway , explained to Karen and Him .

Hopefully ...

Tomorrow ...

Oh well . Received the message .

Argh !

Brother's air steward friend would be coming to stay overnight .

Brother drop me off .

Work . Did the YF screening together with Mia , and Wilfred . 1 missed attempt .

So , lunch . Went down with Kan to get Vegetarian noodles . $4.16 . Kan took away for Wilfred .

Had lunch in pantry together with Kan , Wilfred and Dr Greg .

Ate finished ... waited for a while more ... left to NHCS together with all the nurses .

Saw Farlin !

So , we sat and listened to the briefing .

Went to the Houseman . Mia , Wilfred and Kan got the Coffee . I wanted just 1 sachet. Kan wanted to charge me $2 for it .

So ... worked a little . Sent out the confirmation e-mail . After Ms Alice read though .

AOB ...

Left with Kan . He did gave me a sachet !!!

Asked him ..

No , cannot .

Rushed down to Chinese Garden . Assisted a blind man to wait for 335 .

Brother came . Went to the Far East Florist .

Then Seng Song . Shopped . Karen called . Tomorrow . She called again for Sunday . Agreed . Then she asked about the 1st to 5th September ....

Went home and Brother cooked pasta . Chicken nuggets and the seaweed Chicken .

Ate ...

Rest . Clear my clothes ...

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on Thursday 14 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Appreciation Lunch ...

Brother drop me off .

Worked . YF screening .

Nothing much ...

Assisted Pris to connect the laptop to projector - cannot !!!

So , we had the games inside the meeting room . Then the Appreciation Lunch ...

Ate ... Went up to Level 9 for the Infection Control Fecal transplant talk .

Dr Greg came as well . Sat behind him ... could not see the slides .

So ... time's up !!!

Left . Brother fetched me from Chinese Garden !!!! He was actually waiting over at the taxi stand .....

So , home . I slept . Headache .

Decided not to wake up so early tomorrow .

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on Wednesday 13 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Double .

So , kan said he would go and get bananas for me ...

7-11 .

He came back . i went to see ...

!!!

Ba Chor mee !!!

So happy .

So , submited 2 SBARS - both also got " teachings " .

Trails and trials .

Through and though .

ARGH !

So , I left earlier .

Was walking . Switched on my Whatsapp .

Karen messaged . URGENT .

I took a stroll ... not sure what to do .

He appeared behind me !!! Gave me a fright . Then he saw his friend and I continued walking .

So . I sat at the bus stop .

Face book ... not sure what to do .

Okay .

Seems quite simple .

Decided . Anyway it was just 3 hours only . With maid .

Left . Missed my Yishun stop .

I used Street Directory . Turns out that exit or somewhere is nearer .

Left . Searched for the bus stop . Took the bus and alighted .

Walk .

I saw our future home !!!

It was all landed property !!!

Walked and walked . Could not find a place to cut though !!!

Called Karen . Cab . Claim . $7.34 .

Anyway . Finally managed to reach .

$5 . But I knew it was hard . Told the driver that I can claim .

So , Uncle called the maid to get me a cup of milo !!!

Bless him !!!

At least filled my stomach .... I did not have anything at all !!!

And managed to take my antibiotics !

Showered ...

That was mainly all !!!

Sat down . Watched TV .

Lunch !

Uncle brought Vegetables rice for me .

Rice , and 2 meats !

The HCA nurse came . She chatted with Aunty . She even offered to send me !!!

Bless her !! We chatted . It was nice . It was drizzling . So ... Brenda asked Uncle to turn and drop me off !!! So nice of her .

And it was so much nearer .

Took train . Decided to alight at Bukit Batok .

Went to the provision shop . $7.90 . Some suction cup to hand those brooms and all .

Took 157 .

Alighted 1 stop earlier .

CK department store . Still no sales yet .

Home . Mum cooked instant noodles with MEAT , again !!!

Explained to her and so she fed me half , only !!!

She left to attend some wake .

Slept !!!

Woke up . Had something light .

Slept .

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on Tuesday 12 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Night shift with Kan .

Yeah ! Woke up ... Slack . Did my things ...

It was early . around 8am plus .

Waited till about 11am . Called and booked appointment .

Was slightly late . Took 334 . Did my facial .

As usual , she asked me to renew my package . NOPE .

So , went to the library . Drop off the books at Book Cross . JJ Lin VCD and the Insulin technique teaching aid .

Left . Renew my ez-link card ...

Went for foot reflexology .

It was by Ben . Very nice guy .

So , was an hour early ... had Yong Tau Fu at Houseman . $3.36 .

Work .

Night shift with Kan .

Yeah !

2 Bayer Subjects .

2 sets of time points .

It was cool .

Peaceful and perfect !

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on Monday 11 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Library .

Rode .

Had breakfast and managed to sleep .

Changed breaktime with Anna .

Lunch . Left with Hui Zhen Cousin to TBM . Had the Malay Ayam Penyet . YUMMY .

Was slightly late ...

So , left at around 6.30pm .

There was some guy using the library terminal .

Waited . Served Face book on another computer .

He left !

Took over the computer . Left at around 9pm .

Rode home . Mum cooked some soup for me . She said I can keep in the fridge if I cannot finish .

Waited for him as I do not need to wake up early tomorrow .

So , he called . Wanted to go down to meet Michelle Aunty and Uncle Perry .

Invited Mum along . So , I was asking Brother ... He's heading towards Jurong Junior Collage .

Never mind ...

How about I use the car ?

" It's so close . You can just walk from 198 bus stop . "

Fine ! Whatever .

I ate finish my lunch and went to prepare . She was just simply sticking her ass on the chair .

I left .

Walked pass Ex Yuhua Secondary School ... only to realized that I left my phone . Went back . She LOCKED the door !

Anyway , knocked . Went in . Got my other stuffs as well .

Walked . 49 just came . Boarded .

Met him at Jurong East MRT .

Commonwealth .

Walked . Passed by SPC . Waited for Aunty Michelle to fetch us as we could not find the way .

Chatted . Saw the BMW .

So , we left . Walked .

He brought me to the bus stop . Took bus .

He refused to let me know where he's bringing me .

So , we alighted at Jurong Town Hall Road . Changed bus .

He told me that ... he knew ... we should have went then much earlier .

!!!

I knew !

We went . He had his late lunch . Some vegetables rice , which I ended up eating the meat .

We walked around the place ....

Went to the nearby sea .

He brought waffles for me !!!

Ate .

Took bus to Jurong East Interchange .

Good bye .

Home . Mum brought McDonald's burger for me . She did not prepare my dinner .

So , he went to work . I did not meet him and Margreet at Jurong East .

Went downstairs market with Mum . She gave me $2 to buy the 3 for $2 wet wipes .

Home . Ate .

Rest . Started clearing my room . So messy .

Went down with Dad in the after at 4pm . Block 500 plus .

Had KFC . Walked .

Brought some drinks from the Good Luck Provision shop . $7.50 .

Went to the Value shop as well .

Realized that all the wet wipes are at $0.90 to $1.20 each .

Got a good deal .

So , home .

Rest . Cleared my room .

Dad did something to the tap again . That Mum .

Self service to my room and get the new mop we got last week . Simply want to use my NEW stuffs .

So , the tap was spoilt and Dad wanted to off the water supply . That Mum asked me to use my big water bottle to collect water first . Want to use my NEW stuffs again .

Anyway , just showered from the pails of water .

Rode down . Tired .

Had the yesterday's lunch for dinner .

Slacked ...

Time's up and work . 8am . The subject came and we began the clamp .

It went well . Nothing much .

Had lunch with Pris at Kopitiam . Chicken noodles . $2.80 .

So , I went Staff Clinic in the afternoon .

Waited . X-ray ...

It was almost 5 when I went back .

Slacked a little in the library .

Rode home . Mum was home . Met Brother at the garden . We walked to the Block 500 plus KFC .

Ate . Brother went home . I went to shop . Spent $3.90 at Ta Zhiang for the liner for helmet ...

Brought Matcha Latte at $2.50 from Good Luck Supermarket .

Home .

So , too tired to wake up . Brother drop me off .

Nothing much .

No studies .

Went with Mia , Wilfred , Andrew , Pris and Dr Greg to TBM .

Only to remember that Mum cooked food for me !!!

OPPS !

Had the Economic noodles and carrot cake .

So , did the Calorimetry training .

Dr Greg went down and got Tea for me !!

Decided to claim time . Ended at around 4pm . Went to shop at Cheers while waiting for Brother to fetch me from the CHinese Garden MRT .

He came . I brought drinks and arm socks for us from Cheers . I think I just went on a crazy shopping spree costing $46.50 .

Home .

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on Wednesday 6 August 2014 .
Title of my post : Tired .

Top up petrol , $4.88 .

Rode .

Worked . Nothing much . Kan got vegetarian noodles for me . Ate .

Time's up . Left to the library .

Did my stuffs ...

Tired . Had a little nap .

10pm . Left . He left his office earlier than me . He called and offered to pick me up ...

Rode home instead .

He booked the plane tickets !!!

12.30am . Slept .