Woke up early to mug for the Development and Health thingy . Well ... The test was alright ... Hope that I am able to pass ... Went with Amanda and Janani ... Helped them up with the 2 man CPR ... Went to Toa Payoh's Popular to buy display book and clear folder ... Went for the Toastmaster thingy ... Reminded me about Mrs Koo's Patient Education module .. The video which she showed us ... Bryan asked me to do the table topics ... Guess I've done it badly ... Anyway , I received a certificate that I am a new member ... My name was spelled wrongly ... Rushed home ... As usual ... You were asleep .... I miss you .

Could have died of heart attack and requires someone to do CPR on me . Looked for M.s Chee and realized that she would net be around to assess me ... Had reassessment after School ... Mrs Koo assessed me ... I was allowed to test the mannequin and Mrs Koo printed my results for me ... I was too fast for my compression , and it was too shallow ... So , I tried again and again with Mrs Koo counting for me . I was far too exhausted by then , huffing and puffing away ... So , Mrs Koo encouraged me to rest before the real assessment . However , I wanted to get over and done with ... I hang in there .... Did all the 30 compression , 2 ventilation ... Completed the 5 cycles ... Mrs Koo counted the timing for each cycle and the time taken from 1 compression to the next compression ... My brain was not working ... Oh no , this cycle was too long .... the time taken for this was too short ... My CPR result was right in front of me ... I could have a heat attack ... And she said , " I think you can pass . " Did I pass , or have I failed ... it seemed so bad ... I dare not look at my result scrip , it seemed like it would eat me up . It was a monster ! My life lies on that tiny scrip of paper ... Mrs Koo calculated the total time I took for my 5 cycles . She announced , " You passed . " I was in a state of shocked ... I was too stunt to move ... " You should be happy , you passed . " I was brought back to earth ... My brain had encoded the message ... I smiled ... It developed in to a grin ... I was told to go out and have a rest before I do my 2 man CPR . The first thing I did when I got out of the room was to hug Min Hui ... Yeah !!! I did it ! I proceed on to do my 2 man CPR with Wei Hua . After finishing , Mrs Koo said , " you see , you never thank her . " Haha ... Was talking to him almost for the whole day . Why are you so nice to me ... Maucks . I love you .

Worked with Teck at the same place - Biz 3 , level 5 . Got scolded by boss ... There were so many parents who came to the wrong side for class ... It was very funny ... Yin was asking for plain papers , Teck was going to bring something back to east Wing , and he asked me if I need anything from the East Wing . I said , " Yar , bring me back home . " Haha ... It was so tiring ... directing the parents , and get scolded by the boss ... So busy ... Teck said , " That means 2 things . " Haha . Really can't wait for work to end ... Met Him at the Bukit Timah Food Centre and we went to the Serene Centre to shop around before having dinner ... I love you . Had ice creams after dinner ... After that ... we have to head home ... That's the part I hate most ... I don't ever want to be apart ... Want to spend every minute with you ... I waited ... I expected ... I looked forward .... Until I can't hold back anymore ... I called ... I dialed ... I redialed ... It was simply engaged ... Or that the hand phone was not switched on ... I abhor it ... Like you've became nonexistent at all ... To realized that ... You were actually ... On the phone . With another girl . Even thought I've knew the truth ... I was still inconsolable ... Despite bed time story . You should know how much talking to you on my bed means to me . Well , you fell asleep in the end , did you not .

Hm ... Went for work . Worked at the Level 5 , Biz 3 . Met with Brother after work and we had westen food near Singapore Press Holdings . We drank wine and watched movie . He waited for me to sleep ... I love you .

The silly me . I thought that I have to meet 5pm at City Hall for practice ... It was actually next week . Went for training ... Took the train with Nizz ... Managed to reach home early to talk with him . Both of us were tired , so we turned in early . I love you . Maucks .

Was tired today ... School ended at 4pm ... wanted to o home and sleep . I can't . Have to practice for that CPR thingy . I'm sorry love ... Guess I exploded a bit ... I'm sorry . Never tell me that you have nights out ... Well , I miss you ... and you claim that you don't! You even talk about beger ! How can I not be mad ... You don't care about me at all ... But you said " anything you say ." " Okay , that I say that you love me ." " Yes , I love you . "

Amanda and Janani had a bad day . Cheer up . It wasn't your fault ... You knew that . Smile .... Sat for the theory paper ... hardly studied for it .... Was demoralized ... Don't feel like going for cheer leading . Furthermore ... My hand phone died ... It felt like I was left all alone on an island . I can't live without my hand phone !!! Oh no ... Hm , tried my stunt 3 times , and I managed to do it !!! Yeah !!! Rushed home as soon as possible ... You slept ... Oh no ... I'm so sorry ... Maucks ... have sweet dreams of you and me okay ? Good night ... Recharge for your day tomorrow ! I love you ... I miss you too ...

The silly me . I rushed back home after reaching the first floor . Wanted to grab my lecture book and my hand phone charger . Turned out that I don't need the lecture book at all . And that I left my hand phone charger at my workplace ... Took me long enough to realize it ... Min Hui and I were to take our CPR test at 5pm ... Only failed one module ... 1 man CPR ... Well , too bad . Wasn't that sad .... Maucks . I love you .

It was Amanda's turn to present ... Hm , I got a C for my Contact lens presentation ... All my references were wrong , and a few of my points were out ... Maucks . I love you .

I simply can't wait ... But you called and said you were out ... Met you nonetheless ... I love you . Tried to study but I was extremely tired ... I'm so sorry .... I really wanted to ... But my Mum don't allow ... I'm sorry love ... Oh , what can I do ... Please , don't be mad at me ... It was so nice being inside the games room .... Just imagine , it's our house .... Together , you and me . I hate you ... why is it every time I have to listen to you ? Just who do you think you are ? I'm already 18 ! Can't I have my own freedom ? It's already very nice of me to report to you my whereabouts ... What more you you want ? Can't I have some privacy ? What's so wrong with it ?! Every single new dates , you objected ! What can I do , what do you allow ? It's already the 21Th century ! Stop having your old fashion thinking ! You asked me to wait for you , what happened in the end ? I have to go home , waited for you , then go down for dinner .... Furious , mad , irate , sore , inflamed , raging ,steaming , outraged , moody , cheesed off ... All because of your objection . Oh , I'm so sorry . What will your parents think ...

Worked at the Sparks side for today . There was a new lady , guess she's taking over ... It seems that she's in charge of the junior side from now . I rushed home as soon as I can ... I met him on the bus , but he did not seat with me . The bus was too crowded . Had steamboat . He gave me sotong which I ate .... but I refused the prawns ... I love you . I just want to be with you everyday ... just like that . Together ... forever . With you beside me ... Maucks . I love you . I simply love it today , my love ... That's how I want to spent the rest of my life with you . Maucks .

Had to stay back after School for project ... Amanda suggested that we purchase nachos from Cheers ... and that's what we did . Min Hui wanted a drink ... I decided to have some sweets ... My gang tried to book a room to practice CPR ... but no response from the teacher - in - charge ... Managed to complete all my work ... Mum cooked dinner for me , and I watched " Ice Princess " while having dinner . It kept me so captivated that I finished watching the 2 VCDs at one go ... actually only plan to watch the first disc ... You called no long after the show ended ... I love you ! I guess ... it was really fate ... Those sweets ... I knew that you love them , and I thought that you won't be able to eat it ... furthermore , it's good for your health ... that's why I purchase it ... I never know that you brought them too !!! Saturday !!! You always never fail to surprise me ... to put a smile on my face , you light up my life ... I love you .

Had mask fitting , and I forgot to bring my clinical book ! Lucky , I can always bring it another day .... Had half an hour of break before our actual clinical lesson start ... Well , my CPR is getting better ... I am developing muscles !!! Haha ... Went for training ... I fell on my back . Ouch ... But with you around , gave me 6 missed calls , would I care about the pain ? You never tell me that you are able to call me ... I was so happy ... delighted . That's how you always are .... Always manage to put a smile on my face .... I love you ! I rushed back home as soon as possible ... But I don't know that you are able to call that early ... I love you . Bear loves honey !

Met at 11.30am in the School library to prepare for the debate ... Well , my group lost .... It was just a friendly debate and we were not graded . Was to buy dinner home myself . Mum thought that I would be going for the Toastmaster ... but there wasn't any today . I drop down 1 stop before my stop to withdraw cash and I brought Yong Tau Fuo . It cost me $4.70 ... Yeah ! I am so happy today . I am able to talk with you . I love you .

It's the start of a new school week again .... Had an individual project presentation early in the morning at 9 am ... My gang and I met at 7.30am . After presenting in our own mini group , I rushed up to the tutorial room ... I was the first presenter and I was .... slightly late . To make matter worst , the silly me ran to the wrong side of the building ... Argh ! The presentation was pretty alright ... Nobody said anything ... Lecture said we can look for her 1 or 2 weeks later , then she will tell us how our presentation was . Hang around in the library . Was playing with Jun Jun's teddy bear . She brought it for her presentation today ... I simply love it , with its Winnie the Pooh pampers !!! Haha ... Went for training ... Was late , as usual . Tried the 3 - 3 - 2 . Wow ... First time doing stunt at such a high level ... Lucky the guys always manage to prevent us from getting injury when I fell and cling onto others .... Well , what I meant by 3 - 3 - 2 ... 1 guy , a girl stand on his shoulder ... 3 times of that ... And it means , 3 girls ( A , B and C ) on top , right ? Yi Jun stood on 2 girls A and B's hands . Then girl B turned , and together with girl C , they allowed me to stand on their hands . Cool ! Wanted to chat with you on bed ... But well ... I love you . You must really take good care of yourself okay . BB not around ...

Pros : You surprised me by meeting me on the bus … either it’s fate and coincidence ... or well , you waited for me . Cons : You messaged me asking me not to be late . Pros : We managed to sat down and have a cup of tea . Cons : The hawker centre was too crowded . Pros : We ate at Mad Jack . Cons : You were too engrossed with the football game . Either I was not interesting enough or that you need a rest or … well … you just love the game . Pros : You were with me , eating beside me . Cons : You never really talk to me . It was dead , deafening silence between us . Pros : You took pictures with me before the food arrived . Cons : You never do the stuff you used to do . Pros : We exchanged food . Cons : You felt so distance away …. Engrossed with the match . Pros : You held me hand tightly after we left . Cons : Despite that , it felt like … it was still just a silence movie we were filming … Pros : I went with you to the place purchase your stuffs . Cons : You went to the shop alone … Pros : We had extra time together , where we enjoyed ourselves . Cons : We headed home early … I actually thought of having lunch with you . I rested my head on your shoulder and you explained to me … Maucks , I love you .