Another morning shift ....

Room 21 . Helped Vick , who was Room 20 ... Tried to do as much as I can .

My patient was only on Propofol ... Nothing much ...

Just antibiotics and replacement ... Bloods . Vick even helped me to serve my morning antibiotics ...

Passed over to Goh YC .

Tried to collect me bike , failed .

There were bike in front and behind . Got to seek help to get it out .

Rode home , fast ... dangerous . There was accident at the road shoulder . Jam . I just followed other bikers to squeeze and rode on the white line . Managed to survive home .

Slept ... He called and we chatted .

Finally !

OFF DAY TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzzz .....

Seriously !

I hate this !

Took train to work . Room 18 . On CVVHDF . Simon helped me . Prepared the bags , changed the bags ... Took the bloods .

Patient was on Nor - A . They wanted to off it and discontinue everything .

But family members unwilling . Give them some time ....

So , yeah .

Started back Nor - A again .

Anyway , it was quite a sad case . Read the notes . Patient got bitten by dog . Leg gangrene . Amputation . Septic , sepsis .... 

Passed over to Sweety .

Brother came and fetch me .

I brought 3 breads while waiting for him . Drove to the car shop and had the tyre repaired . I drove home , letting Brother rest .

Waited for him at the taxi stand while he went to buy Ding Cha . Was stoning when I saw 3 riders .... Turned out to be LTA people asking me to leave !

I drove to the back of the Ding Cha shop . Parked and walked all the way to the front shop to look for Brother . He was not around .

I drove back home and parked . Brother called ...

Went home .

.....

I hate you !

Went back to work . Rode .

Room 14 and Room 16 .

A bit busy with Room 16 .

Room 14 was aright . But Room 16 got HOURLY blood sugar monitoring with continuous insulin infusion . And during my shift , the blood sugar began to decrease - yeah . It's a good sign . So , the hydration got to be discontinued and changed . Chilly helped me .

Patient's son was quite handsome . Well educated as well .... Concern ... Patient went Genting with Church mates . Got unwell . Had CABG done before ...

I called Brother . He was still at home . I went to my locker , my phone was ringing . It was Brother . Mum asked Dad to go with with him . So he got to drive to fetch me .

I waited , with 2 slices of cake with me .

We went home and ate .

The thought of waking up at 5am tomorrow for work ........

Anyway , we fought . Totally angry with him .

If I did not ask , would he have told me ?

That he's meeting that Marg tomorrow ? With their mutual friend .

To think that I was even blamed for being unreasonable . Of all days - must he choose tomorrow when I'm free to meet them ?!  

Woke up at around 6.45am . Sleepy . Had late night chat with Sok Ee till around 3am yesterday night . I called her after seeing her Facebook . It was a really nice catch up till my phone died on us .

Waited for Mum to leave the house . Sneaked down with Brother to Esso . Topped up and off I rode to SGH .

Bumped into Malek . Said hi to him before rushing off . Wound management workshop .

Saw Wei Wei . She was with her friend . Off we went for the workshop .

Tea break , mingled around the booth . Went back for part 2 .

Lunch .... Mingled around the booth after that as well .

Then we headed to Level 3 where there were small talks . 3 small sessions , an hour each .

Actually called Brother to fetch me after the workshop .

But decided against it . Managed to stuff all the brochures into my bike and I rode home . Called Brother to come down to help me carry the bag up .

Went home and slept . Ordered Domino pizza . Mum was sick .

Realized that my next leave is from 27 August 2012 to 2 September 2012 . And his flight is on 26 August 2012 ....

I hate her !

Anyway , had a short Skype with him and Pauline .  

Dragged myself to work . Totally tired . Slept like a pig on the train .

Reached ... 1 empty bed , for me . Everything was still aright , going on smoothly .

Sponged Simon's Room 21 patient first , helped him hooked up the dialysate and replacement bag and gave the morning antibiotic . Everything was going n smoothly ... until before I left for break at 10am .

Simon received a call from Ward 48 , Room 10 Bed 02 . Transfer case . Intubated . To send back to Bangladesh at 3pm .

Went for break first . They left for the Nurses' Day celebration while I ate alone .

Went back to the ward , the patient had arrived .

Nothing much . Intubated . Failed atrial line insertion . So , called the ward staff and she came down to pass over .

Flight booked at 3pm . Air ambulance doctor even came and reviewed patient already . Everything arranged by the family members . So I just settled the documentation .

Gave morphine 0.5mg/hour . Propofol 100mg/hour .

Hydration .

So , around 3.30pm . The ambulance people came . Radiographer came as well . Chest x-ray post intubation was not done yet . Lucky . Just in time .

And they waited for Malaysia Air clearance .... So , yup .... Everything settled .

Went home with Belle .

Reached home and just slept .

Dinner . Yucky . There were ants .

I tried speaking / making friends with the Hope Ambulance . Find out how much they are paid . The doctor and the nurse .

Failed ....    

Bumped into Er on my way to work . Chatted on the train .

Worked . Junior today !!! Happy .

Helped as much as I can . New transfer to Room 21 . Patient does not look too good . Venous access are very bad .

Doctors can't set atrial line . Need venous access , but can't insert central venous line . Registrar set a femoral line himself . I assisted with Jasmine and Belle popping in on and off .

They intubated patient . Lots of secretions . Goh Y.C came in and assisted . Lucky .

So ... shift finally ended .

Went home with Belle .

Was very mad with Brother .

Was at Dover waiting for 185 when he called . Thought we agreed that I go home and change and we go Bukit Timah together ?? He was suggesting that he go to the hospital to fetch me , that he was downstairs ... etc . Asking me where am I .

Rushed home . Saw him driving to the parking lot . Changed and rushed down .

Headed to Bukit Timah . Almost 6.30pm . Shopped around at Beauty World while waiting for him . Stoned at McDonald's . Tried watching the PPstream .

He called at 7.30pm , he just ended work . Reached at 8.30pm . We went upstairs' hawker centre and had Hor Fun and bean curd . Nice . Chatted .

He sent me to the bus stop . I tried calling Brother , wondering if he's done with his JC meet up . No answer .

His opposite direction bus came . But he continued waiting at my side . Until his bus came and he left .

I waited for 157 and went home . Missed my stop . Till Block 500 plus . Alighted and called Brother ...

He cancelled my call and just messaged me - Not done . Angry . From Bukit Timah till I reach home ... now then message me .

Went home and slept .  

Afternoon shift .

Took train to work .

Room 16 and 21 .

Room 21 for Corner's case . Was very busy and lost . First time doing Corner as well . Jasmine was nice , helpful .

She helped me returned the property to some son who appeared out of now where . There was no relative as well ... Then there was the IC . I asked the Nurse Manager if I can return back the IC so that they can collect the property . I ASKED if the investigating officer needs the IC when they come and " see the patient . "

She told me NO , NO . So I returned the IC to the son and his wife .... and wanted to rush off to give my replacement to my Room 16 . 2 cycles of potassium and 2 cycles of phosphate .

They asked me where to collect the property , is it at the Emergency department . I just told them yes . And before I know ... Nurse Clinician came . Told me that they were very angry . Whoever told them to collect the property at the Emergency department . Should be at the Business office , and it was almost after office hours . Patient printed at 1510 hours ... It was almost 5pm already . And the thing was , the patients daughter in law is Staff Nurse at SGH as well .... She was even wearing her uniform ...

Argh . Never mind . Sister wanted to check the body . Only to find out that there was no IC ! Hello ?! Thought you all gave me the green light to return that card ?! Why are you all , upper management  ,  blaming me ?!

So , the Nurse Clinician went all the way down to the Business office to photocopy that card ...

Everything settled . I went for third break with Jasmine and the Nurse Clinician .

....

Room 16 was nothing . I passed over to Wong .

Brother fetched me .

I took some cakes from the ward , and he brought down the Green Tea cake I brought few days ago .

Drink some chocolate milk and went home .

Woke up in the morning and rode to work . I reached at around 6.11am . Ate my breakfast and Joanna came in . Had a little chat . Went inside the ward .

Room 14 and Room 15 . Both for extubation . Room 15 tried the T-piece self breath test . And to extubate after  speaking to the family members .

Room 14 had bronscopy . Lot of blood . Not for extubation .

Passed over Room 14 to Lily and Room 15 to Saw .

Olive and Kan wanted to kill me for not turning up for work yesterday .

Work ended . I rode home . A bit peak hour ....

Reached home at 5pm and slept .

I was happily at home watching PPstream when I received a call from the ward .

It was almost 2pm already . I'm supposed to report to work ! Bernice called me back again and said that they changed my off day to today already .

I cleared my receipt and my room . Packed all those unwanted stuffs which I never touch . There's more space in my room now . 

Whole day at home .

Stayed at home the whole day . Scanning all the nursing forms .

Brother went out in the morning for tuition . He came back and we had lunch - FISH !

Had diarrhoea 3 times after that .

Brother went out with Mum . Cousion Huiying , Lionel and Foo Long Uncle .

I went downstairs for dinner with Dad at the hawker centre .

Dad ordered vegetables rice . He helped me to tell the hawker to use some " light noodles " for my mince meat noodles . It was delicious .

Walked around a little . Brought 3 cakes - 2 cartoon cake $2.50 each . Another green tea latte cake , $2.80 .

Went home ....

Sweep the floor , mop ...

Tired !!!

But my room is very very clean now .

Stayed at home ... almost for the whole day , planned to go Toa Payoh with Mum for the Flea Market .

Until he messaged me .

I called him ...

He was being secretive . Wanted to go Orchard , during weekends some more .

I can't remember when was our last date to Orchard .... but he wanted to go there , he suggested .

I carried my library books ... It was a scoring hot day , I could have rode ... but I'm heading to Orchard , with him .

Walked all the way to the library to return the medical books ... took the train to Orchard .

Met him . He held my hand , and brought me to the jewellery lane .

We went into one of the jewellery shop where his Brother brought a ring recently . His friend was working there as well . He asked me to look around , asked me which one I want .

We left , went to Takashimaya Basement . Walked around at their household department . Went Cold Storage .

There were food stalls outside the Cold Storage , selling lots of seafood .

I brought my favourite takoyaki . $2.50 . After that , I lied to him that I wanted to go to the ladies . Brought for him grilled scallop .

Went G2000 . Nothing much . Took train to Bukit Batok . Bumped into his friend again . His bus came first , he wanted to give me good bye kiss on the lips ... but it ended up in my eyes instead .

I went to get Witchery .

Brother came home late , he went to take photos of fireworks . National day .

He came back and we had Witchery . Mum actually gave him a cup of cranberry juice , he finished it . Slightly later , I asked him if he wants Witchery . He agreed . 

Ivan called me in the morning , woke me up . He asked for Vilma's number ....

So , I woke up and scanned my documents ... there's still a whole stack of them !

Anyway , 1130 hours to 1310 hours . Saw this gangster girl .

Wore sunglasses , walked with some bad attitude .... she put her things inside the locker .

Was watching some cartoon when Vic came and talked to me . He said that that girl got attitude , very stubborn . She was using my precious 404 .

Was surprised that Brother was actually in the same lesson as her . Anyway , Brother passed !

She failed .

Instructor asked her to go for 1 to 1 .... asked her to go inside the office to look for " the guy with no hair . "

" The guy with no hair " came out and told her about the 1 to 1 ... she just " yar " ....

Brother drove to Bishan . We parked the car and went to Junction 8 . Only to realized that we left our student pass in the car .

We played " scissor , paper  stone . " 3 round . I won 2 !

Brother went back to the car to take the cards ....

Had Manhattan Fish Market . Nice . Fish and Chips and Creamy Mushroom Pasta . $6.90 each . Total $16.24 .

We drove to Singapore Press Holdings . Parked the car and went to the cafe .

Read my overdue library books .

Fell asleep ....

Read ....

Finally , Brother drove me to Thomson Plaza , where I met Stitch Sprees Blogshop . Got my Stitch in Bear costume .

I drove all the way back home to the Esso . Pump petrol and air .

Dropped Brother at the 7-11 where he brought Chendol . I drove home .... 

Brother went to NUS in the morning for a while and he came home .

I slacked at home , nap a little ....

I left home early , took train to meet him . Waited for him at Starbucks .

I brought along Double and Panbear as well .

He was half an hour late .... We went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner .

He ordered Dumplings , Ban Mian , Vegetable Rice and Chicken Wings .

Ate and went home .

I dropped off at the Ngee Ann Polytechnic stop , was thirsty , thus dropped by the 7-11 to grab a bottle of drink .

Went home .

First day of menstruation  ...   

Brother and I went to fetch Mother from work .

We drove all the way down to some industrial area and went to the 707 home family heater place . Mum used her voucher to buy a heater .

Drove to somewhere nearby . Mum wanted to find some factory ... but did not find any . We just brought some paus from the factory .

We drove down to Dhoby Ghaut . Got to withdraw money before returning the uniform . Went to McDonald's to get Mum a cup of coffee .

Brother call and asked me to meet them at Cathay ... I reached . He called me to go to Plaza Sing instead . I went ... then the bus stop .

I got mad and he just met me at one of the shop .

We went all the way down to some Hong Kong Restaurant ... Had dinner there .

We went back to ParkMall and I drove all the way home .

Mum went up first .

Brother and I went to get a cup of Etea before going back home . 

0920 hours to 1100 hours . Failed . Thought was Vic , but turned out to be another person . Anyway , I drove home .

Slacked a little at home before preparing for the " big day . "

Sat outside of the door waiting for Mum to come home before biking over .

IT RAINED !!!! Such bad luck !

Anyway , I turned into the wrong " entrance " , it was supposed to be the exit .... Stopped the bike on the slope ... and people came and helped me .

FAILED !

Filled up the form and waited ....

It was quite fast .

I rode back , and it rained , again !

Went back home ... Nothing much ... 

So , first day of leave .

Went with Brother to NUS . Tried reading at Starbucks , but the group of people was so noisy . Spent $6.50 for my favourite Green Tea Latte . I went up to the library instead .

Read , waited for Brother .

Went home together and had dinner .

Biked down to Jurong East MRT to meed Jeevi , 247 .

Passed her the file and rode home . Met Brother at the photo shop , photocopied and printed .

Went home . 

Woke up . Was still early ....

Anyway , I prepared ... Left home after lunch .

So , there were 3 of us with 2 patient .

Slacked ... really slacked . On-line .

The staff bully me , wanted me to document , write report . I refused . We ordered McDonald's . The guy rode out just to get for us .

Mum and Brother were waiting for me outside the door . They said that they cannot go in .

We ate at the food centre ... Brother drove to Jurong Point .

Shopped at the NTUC . $66.75 .

Went home .

Fought with him .

He don't allow me to take advance diploma ... 

Was late again . I woke up , rushed down to the POMO building ... or somewhere behind it .

Signed the documents , grabbed the clothes and took the bus as directed .

I changed bus and alighted ... Walked and walked and walked but just can't locate the place !!!!

It was raining as well ...

Finally . I reached .... Went to level 3 .

Took over ... so , I went to take parameters . Was with Cecilia . Pushed Room 3 down for scope . Had break , they gave me a packet of chicken rice .

Ate , took bus home . Alighted one stop earlier and walked a little , shopped a little ... only brought a cup of bubble tea . 

Was chatting with him during my break time ... love .

He told he parents about me . They were talking about me .

Anyway , shift ended peacefully . No admission ! Passed over to Sweety .

Waited for Brother to fetch me .

We went home . I slept on the sofa , did not even change my clothes . By the time I woke up , it was already 12.30pm !

Brother was not around . I biked all the way down ... Yeah ! He passed !

He said that he did tried to wake me up but failed . I was sleeping like a pig .

Anyway , I rode home while he drove ....

Ordered delivery for Domino pizza . I slept a little while waiting for the delivery . Woke up and bathed once the pizza arrive . Mum was home as well and we ate .

I was clearing my room , slacking .... waiting ....

And I left home and rode to West Mall . He was late . I shopped . Brought some Mini Pet hand cream . $9.90 each , but discounted , minus $3.96 . Total , $15.80 .

Brought some Sushi from Men Men Don Don as well - $6.30 . Met him , and we had Crispy noodles and some pork at the hawker centre .

I brought some sushi as well .

We ate , got Witchery ...

He sent me to my bike ...

Homed .... 

I was on my way home when 247 called me . She really need a nurse .

I was on 185 , reaching home . Very reluctant .... but agreed in the end .

I went home , had breakfast , changed , packed my bag , and left home again at around 10am .

I was told to grab a cab so as to reach as soon as possible .

Reached . Saw on the sofa to watch television . Waited till 12pm plus and I went to prepare the milk . Was feeding when the daughter came back . Talked with her , spoken with her .

Went for lunch from 1pm to 2pm . had lunch at Food Junction - $5.50 of Chicken Cutlet . Came back and slept on the sofa from around 2pm to 3pm .

Prepared the milk again and fed . Was told to go inside the room where they opened up a new mattress for me to sleep . Slept again from 4pm to around 6.30pm .

Fed .... and the daughter came home .

Went to Outram and had the Nasi Lemak .

Worked .....

Room 18 and 20 .

Room 20 was an empty bed , and I'm the " first case . "

Room 18 nothing much . They helped me to start propofol for him .

Replaced potassium .

Went break with Beth and Bay .

Berth was saying that I slept and did not wake up . And she suddenly wondered if I'm dead .

Haha ...

Zzzzz .... 

I went down to I.E.C after work .

Second round of make up .

$40.00 .

Took 502 all the way home and slept till around 6pm plus .

Had dinner and went for work . Brother sent me to the MRT station .

Room 14 .

Yeah .

All the medications .... Got around 3 or 4 medications .

Came back from break only to find out the the 21 weeks pregnant patient collapse .

She coughed out a lot of blood ....

Anyway , she passed away in the end , both the Mother and Child .

And at 7am , my patient suddenly desaturated .

I tried suctioning , Bernice came in - my saviour .

She suggested to me to call the doctor , who was just at the counter.

Michelle came in to check her patient as well .

RT Matthew came in .

And so , everything settled .

They changed the ventilator mode .

I passed over to Michelle and went home .

Nothing much .  

Supposed to have an appointment at 10am with I.E.C .

However , I only woke up at 10am . Called them and told them to change my timing to 11am instead .

I only left home with Dad and Brother at 11am .

Fetched Mum from Lakeside .

Brother dropped me at Kent Ridge MRT . Rushed all the way down to I.E.C .

Removed my make up and headed back to NUS .

I managed to smuggled into the hall with Dad and Mum .

So , Brother graduated .

Yeah !

Anyway , we only reached home at around 6 or 7pm .

Slept a little on the sofa before heading off for work .

Mum actually asked Brother to send me , but don't need .

God had been really very kind to me .

Assigned me Room 21 .

A patient on 100% Non- re-breathing mask . Might need intubation , line insertion if condition gets worst -

But , nothing happens .

I passed over during central ...

And heard them saying - that's all ?

So , passed over to my preceptor ... 

Morning shift , Room 14 , and an empty first case Room 16 .

I helped Lily sponged her Room 15 . Then we went in to my Room .

Wanted to sponge during overlap timing , but patient passed motion and it was everywhere .

Sponged .

Had break and everything .

I came back from break and Malek told me that he started fentanyl for my patient .

Okay , I asked him about the dilution and everything .

Passed over to her .

She gave me such a crap .

There were a few , about 4 or 5 intravenous antibiotics .

She FORCED me to chart it down during passing over of report to her , even though I claimed that I would do it later .

NEVER MIND .

True , I do not know my fentanyl dilution , luckily Malek passed by and asked me if there's anything . So he told her how much he diluted .

HAPPY ?! Just ask the person who put up the medications and you got your answer , STUPID !

No common sense at all . What do you get by kept on asking and forcing me ? I'll just give you some crap answer to entertain stupid fools like you .

Doctor's order was different from what Malek had put up . FORCED me and the doctor to change to order , again and again - TWICE !

And I don't even see TRAINED staffs really follow doctor's order WORD BY WORD .

Hello ?!

Who REALLY gives Meropenem over 3 hours ?!

My drugs do not telly . Discontinued some , started some .

Can't you just let me pass over and settle my work ?

Of course ,  we do purge and prime tubing , Are you stupid ? Do you really every single hour when the clock strikes 12 and go and look at the level ?!

Let me pass over and I'll do my charting - is it wrong ??

And do not say that I pass over crap to you .

You were the proud one , with the nose high up in the air and look down on people and don't give me a chance to settle my work . So what's there to complain about ?

Patient on pressure support ventilation , and the hourly charting was being chart wrongly . Why don't you go and find fault with the whole morning shift staffs since I hardly touched my chart and they were the ones who helped me chart ?

Anyway , settled everything .

Went all the way back home .

Shopped a little , brought Ding Cha and shared with Brother .

I rode to work . Room 20 and Room 21 .

Transferred Room 21 to Ward 63 Room 16 Bed 01 .

Nothing much .

Room 20's relatives are concern plus plus .

Met Brother at night at Esso . Pump petrol and had supper .

Wu Xiang and Green Tea - which Brother brought down .

It was raining , thus I never ride to work today .

Nothing much . Brother fetched . They ordered KFC .

I ordered for cheesy melts , had it for supper with Brother downstairs .

I brought along a can of Green Tea , and kept the Pepsi .

I changed train at Buona Vista and went all the way to Serangoon . It was very hard to locate to place . When I reach the 9th floor , I can't find the exact door as well .

So , I stood outside and waited for a while . $170 for 12 hours .

Took bus to Yio Chu Kang . Went to Nanyang Polytechnic and walked around a little . They were having some fair . Went to their Booklink . Brought a USB thing for Ipad and Samsung .

Brought my favourite Takoyaki and a cup of mango juice .

Headed down to Marsiling to meet Ville Heureuse . Got my stuffs . I headed down to Esplanade MRT ... Got charged for $2 for overstay ....

Went to collect my Groupon chocolate ....

Was walking back to the train station when I bumped into Arthur ...

Went to Jurong East Library and grab the BookCross Books .

Took 198 home ... Dad and Brother already had their dinner downstairs ....

They helped me carry my things . Dad went home first while Brother accompanied me to buy my dinner .

Went home and ate .

Got woke up early in the morning by a phone call .

Wear uniform , meal allowance . With $4.5 to 5k ...

Awaiting for interview appointment .

Slacked a little at home when somebody called me again .

3pm appointment at Jurong Polyclinic . I never receive any email about that - which he claimed that he had emailed me !

He said to call him back 15 minutes later to confirm if I receive his mail .

He called back again to ask for my email address !!!!

I told him that I don't have printer at home and I can't print ! He said to go there an hour earlier .

So , I left home and went to Jurong Green Community Centre . Asked about the flea market - fully booked .

I walked all that the to the polyclinic . Waited for a while before calling the person . She said that someone else would call me .

I sat and waited . She called . I went to level 2 . She was surprised that I do not have any photocopies , and neither did I fill up the form .

So , another girl went in ... I waited , and waited , and waited !!!

3pm until 4.30pm !

I went in , and left .

Went to the driving centre to top up . Took shuttle bus and saw Vic teaching Emergency break .

Shopped at Bukit Gombak , brought Gong Cha and Sushi . Went to Tanjong Pagar and waited for him .

Went to the hawker centre and had Crispy noodles and chicken wings .

Yummy . 

Was dragging myself to work when I bump into Bindu . She claimed that she only nurse the patient for a few hours only and do not know the patient , thus she did not pass over .

Just report for work and Sweety " wanted to speak to me ."

Yeah , I knew , Room 16's central line will be block .

I flushed twice during my shift yesterday . Patient able to move .... to turn his neck . And I felt that at least I use the other 2 empty lumen . So that if it's blocked or anything , I would know ...

Worked . Room 15 . Nothing much for her .

I helped Malek to sponge his Room 16 , sat him on the chair .

Heard him shouting to another colleague if she needs help or not . I was with the morning junior and she said that , what for ask . If want to help then help . Lip service .

Went for break , came back for turning with Jieying . She was angry as well . Her medications did not run .....

Sent my Room 15 down for CTAP . Nothing much . She was totally good and well .

Passed over to Simon . Thank god it's him . I overfilled my compact feeding bag chamber , and he helped me with it . My insulin was not given and he did not say anything at all .

There were STAT order of anti - hypertensive for the patient after I passed over . I helped to serve as well .

Then , afternoon junior was mad at the morning junior . Asked me if morning was busy or not . She always passed over empty room , then if people passed over to her empty room , cannot .

The day finally ended . Supposed to meet Sok Ee 6pm at Jurong Point , to go for a swim , but she cancel the date .

Went home , dragged myself home . Was totally knocked out .

Finally changed .

Had Mini Wok Noodles while Mum had Fish ball Noodles downstairs . She cooked for Dad and Brother .

We took the bus , missed our stop ....

So we walked further ... changed bus .

Finally reached IMM . We went to the M1 shop and re contract . Kept on emphasising me to pay the bill .

@%^E$%&R^*R&*E^W .

Got a new phone ..

Went Diaso , brought some tea powders . Spent a total of $8.00 .

He was totally missing today !

Few messages , no calls .

I called him once while queueing up to pay at Diaso , he was on his way home .

I reached home , bathed and everything .

Face booked .

Called him , he was about to sleep already .

Mad at him .

He did not tell me at all .

Suggested to go some " deals " places to eat , buffet , steamboat . He refused .

Anyway , he slept .

I asked Brother to make a cup of milk tea .

he made spoilt everything ... don't know what he added inside .

When I complained about it ... he took the cup into his room , as there was an ant inside the drink as well . He wanted to change cup with me .

And he dropped the cup and spilled everything .

He cleaned up .

Anyway ....

TOMORROW'S OFF DAY !!!!!!!

It was raining heavily . I wore my boots to work .

Room 16 and Room 21 .

Room 16 was totally aright . Nothing .

Room 21 , to transferred to isolation high dependency post extubation .

They were sending Room 01 Bed 02 to our Room 20 . We exchange patient .

Lina passed over to Vicky . Lina was morning shift ... but it was around 5pm already ....

So , finally , patients dialysis ended .

I only managed to transferred him at around 2130 hours .

My colleagues were good . They helped me prepare everything .

Alli even helped me to pass over my Room 16 to Sweety .

So , I went up .

Mee San came ... then Maria .

Check patient and he passed motion .

Got to clean him up and do his sacral dressing - very very " big project . "

So , finally done .

Went station 2 and saw Mus and Ruby . Mary Hope as well .

Krist , Kitty , Bindu , Cassy ....

Oh ...

So , I passed over .

Maria did not ask anything much .

I went back to my ward .

Vicky was still around . I tried to look for the Doctor's MCR number to charge for intubation ...

Failed . Vicky was angry with the afternoon staff and she don't want to help them .

Brother came and  fetch me .

Was late , 11pm plus .

Had Mini Wok Noodles as suggested by Brother .

Went home .

Tired .

So , today ...

The saddest day of my life .

I spoke to Krist .

Yeah .... why is it like that ?

So unfair .

What for ?!

Angry . Disappointed . What type of management is this ?!

He waited for me , claiming that it's his job as my husband .

Rode to work .

Saw Mus' Vespa and left a note .

It's a Monday .

Zzz .

Room 18 and Room 20 .

I transferred Room 18 to Ward 77 Room 09 Bed 01 .

The staff was ....

Passed over to her , she was asking about the continuous feeding . About the bag , the pump , and even informed Sister .

Room 20 same patient , and I passed over to Rachel - same as yesterday .

So , I rode home .

Brother waited for me at the bench .

We had Wu Xiang . I smuggled some mash mellow chocolates .

Yummy !


Had a little fight with Brother .

Wanted him to book for lesson , but he was just busy surfing his Internet . Then , finally , his account got not enough money .

I asked him to top up , he just claimed , no money .

I wasted my time with him .

He was angry as well as I made him wait .

He did called a few times but I was fighting with Brother .

I left my ipad with him yesterday . He came all the way for home delivery after his " dental . "

Love .

Brother went Vivocity , thus I never drive .

Worked .

Room 20 .

Nothing much for her . Gave her medications for her to pass urine ....

Her family members .........

Concern plus plus plus .

Anyway , Brother fetched me and drop me off at home while he went to meet another friend .