All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

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on Friday 31 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Chinese New Year .

Day 1 .

Brother drove to Alexandra Ikea area .

Called him at 4pm . I rushed down to fetch him . Kelvin Uncle came down and told me that he reached .

Oh ...

So ... Same old thing .

Brother drop him off . Home .

Went down with him for him to exercise . We went to the India stall for supper .

Yummy !!

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on Thursday 30 January 2014 .
Title of my post : ERP !

Brother did not came home at all .

Woke up at 8.15am !!!!! BEST !!!

Left , rode .

YEAH . Prepare to receive sumon letter , again !!!

Always forever forget that there's a ERP on the way to SGH !!!

Work . Anna and Lai Fong ...

YY and Wilfred ...

Pasted the glass deco !!

Yeah !

Everyone left , one by one ...

Was discussing with Kan about the IPSG .

Left late ...

Went Indian stall .

He FORCED me to owe money over the New year .

Went back .

Drug list in the unit .

He called . Time's up . Thought I still felt that it was still a bit early .

Met at Orchard . He was still taking his own sweet time .

Ate renioun dinner at the Hotel .

His Dad sent me back .

Brother was about to go down for exercise . I went down with him with my ipad .

Home .

Slept at 3am .

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on Wednesday 29 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Bye .

8.30am . Brother drop me off .

Worked for a while till 11am and I ran off .

Met them ...

Took bus .

They don't want to wait for Aunty Michelle .

So , they were so eager to go in ...

Bye .

Both of them hugged me .

Oh well ...

Drop by JEM to collect sample . The sales gal saw me walking to the counter with my phone and straight away told me that it's out of stock .

So sad .

Took 334 home . Walked all the way to CK and brought carrot cake from the hawker centre . Home .

Was so early ...

Actually could have went back to work ...

Ate . Rest . Clear my room and all .

Prepare my clothes for tomorrow .

Slept on the floor . Dozed off .

Woke up . Make instant noodles , chicken nuggets and can pork cubes .

Mop the floor ...

Slept ...

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on Tuesday 28 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Worked .

Brother drop me off .

9.30am shift .

Slept ....

Tired .

So , time's up . Work .

Lunch !!!

Went down to get Bee Hoon Fish Noodles with Milk from Kaffe and Toast .

Yummy .

7pm ...

Walked with Anna to train station and we laughed .

Brother fetched from Lakeside .

Home .

Took 198 . Could not sleep at all !!!

So cold !!!

Reach . Was early . Had Pizza Breakfast with the Milo .

So ... theory , practice .

Theory test ... practical .

Passed .

Went back .

Wilfred and Yu YOng was around .

Anna and Lai Fong was on break .

Went with Wilfred to SNEC for lunch . He treated Laksa with Cold Milk Tea .

7pm .

1 subject . Stayed with Anna and Yu Yong .

Passed over Shirley and Mia .

Waited .

He came . Cab . $41.60 .

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on Sunday 26 January 2014 .
Title of my post : His Family .

Pump petrol . Good old Bike .

Managed to start . First ride of the year !

Pump petrol $3.30 .

Was early .

Had breakfast ... start ...

Roll the pineapple .

Had Chicken Rice .

Rest ...

Part 2 , second round .

Done !

Bathed .

Went Chua Chu Kang . Uncle left . Aunty was just driving when Uncle called .

Went back to pick Uncle up . Went West Mall . Got his glasses .

Went back to his house to pick his Brother .

Yuan Ching Road Seng Song .

Shopped .

Went to the Taman Jurong Hawker Centre where Brother brought me once .

Had Curry Fish head .

Ate .

Haha .

Went back .

Rode home .

Read my last minute BCLS .

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on Saturday 25 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Walk .

Stayed at home . Cleared . Managed to mop my room .

Went Block 500 to walk after dinner with Dad .

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on Friday 24 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Not feeling well .

So , Brother drop us off . Had Kopitiam breakfast with Mum . Porridge was not yet ready . Mum got for me some other food .

Waited for sooo long . Mum went in .

Came out . Someone just asked me , " Are you alright ? "

" Um , yup ? "

" Saw you sleeping just now . "

" Oh ! Was tired . "

Haha .

Went back ... Had Syringe Pump training . Had meeting ...

So tired .

Time's up . Left .

Brother fetch . I slept on the train .

Pop inside the car and continued sleeping ...

Dragged myself home . Slept . Woke up .

Headache !!!

Mum gave me dinner ...

Was too tired .

Not feeling well . Got to throw away the salmon .

Too bad .

Slept ....

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on Thursday 23 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Him .

Work ended . Passed over to Lai Fong , Shirley and Anna . Walked with Yu Yong to the train station . She told me what happened .

Slept .

Work up . Ate ...

Cleared my room .

Time's up and I left to the centre . Brother was late , as usual .

So , waited for him . Went to the car . Went back ....

Ended .

Drove to Jurong East Prata stall and had mutton .

Home .

Did glass deco when he came .

He tried to smuggle Dub , I changed to mini Tibear .

Brother drove his half way and forced me to drive . His screen was so dirty !!!

Drop him off and home . He called . Hahahah .

Complained .

Too bad !

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on Wednesday 22 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Work .

Went home .

Slept . Woke up . Mum's home .

Decided to go Jurong Point . Went to redeem .

Mum went home . Went work .

Yu Yong .

Nothing much ...

Slept .

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on Monday 20 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Night .

Slept . Arranged my clothes .

Time's up . Left with Mum . Walked to Lakeside MRT .

Was early .

Night with Yu Yong ...

1 subject .

Took bus . He came . Swam . Went up to have yummy pasta .

So , Brother came together with Mum .

Went Orchard . Saw Aunty Sally's cat .

Went out Paragon for dinner . $65.63 . Left .

Bukit Panjang .

He took bus .

I went back to shop . Diaso . Brought cotton pad only . $2.00 .

Home .

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on Saturday 18 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Shop .

Brother drop me off .

Went back ...

TIme's up . Thought of dropping my Somerset 313 for Etude House . Left .

West Mall . Had Pasta Mia after walking around . $17.70 . Met him at Library .

So , he brought take away . Went bus stop .

His bus came .

I went back to shop and brought a $2.90 , 1.4l water bottle .

Home .

Brother drop us off . Work .

Was packing up and realized that have not done the Accu Chek with Kan .... Okay ...

Stayed back ... he was questioning me .... testing me ... control , control , control ....

Lai Fong came to my rescue . The atmosphere changed .

So ... packed . Chatted with them .

Lai Fong and Anna . Teasing me ...

I left . Mum came ...

Everything done . Went back unit . She brought drinks from the vending machine . Hehe .

She went home . I went to shop at Chinatown . Managed to buy my tube dispenser - 2 for $2.00 .

So , took train . Dad came ... followed by Brother .

No parking .

I went with Dad to the steamboat opposite Chinese Garden .

Brother came ...

Ate .

Went home . And went down with Dad for walk . Went NTUC . Dad gave me $50 to deposit and I used my Visa .

Home .

Tired . He went back office .

Waited for him . He asked me to sleep ....

Night .

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on Thursday 16 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Talk .

Went to have breakfast and went for the talk .

Went back to sleep . So nice .... So , went up to Level 9 fair with Yu Yong . Walked around ...

Stayed till 7pm together with Anna .

Moon got dinner - Korean Chicken set for me .

Waited ...

Cab home .

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on Wednesday 15 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Work .

Brother drop me off .

Went to Room . Rest . Slept ....

So tired .

Had lunch at Kopitiam together with Pris . Some Chicken noodles . Yummy . $2.80 .

Fruits , $0.96 .

Work ...

Kan spoke to me again . Haiz .

Ended at 7pm ... Rushed down to Boon Lay and Brother sent me home . Brother just parked the car and this boy just came and opened the door . Took the sweets by the side and ran off .

We went out ... Brother was just taking his stuffs . The boy ran back from the passenger door and went to the driver's seat !

I got him to came out ... but no parents around ...

Had dinner ...

Went down for walk . I wanted to buy so many things from CK ... And there was this little girl who came and touched my Panda bag .

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on Tuesday 14 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Work .

Tired . Brother sent ....

Was napping when Kan came in .

So busy ...

Nah .... Kan took away vegetarian noodles for me .

Stayed back together with Yu Yong .

11pm .

Left .

Cab home together .

Home sweet home .

Brother drop me off .

Early .

Work .

Station 2 .

CTC .

Went down with Pris for take away . Had the fish slice bee hoon noodles with milk . Yummy .

Moon was late . Stayed till 7.30pm .

She went down to get Korean Chicken for me . $4.32 .

Yummy .

Waited till 11.15pm .

He sent me home .

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on Sunday 12 January 2014 .
Title of my post : His Family .

Waited for Brother to come home after his run . Did some more glass deco .

He came home . Got to have lunch . Brother made some sauguages and the crispy chicken for me .

He was supposed to drop me off at West Mall . But he chased me out half way . He's going another direction towards Jurong POint for Tuition .

Okay .

157 was behind .

Drop off at West Mall to collect his Spects .

Wanted to pay the balance . $130 .

OCBC , POSB ... There was not enough money for both account .

Paid using the FRANK card .

Took 173 ...

He came .

The bag was so heavy !!! Heavy Tibear .

Rest .

So , we wanted to go down and run , when his parents suggested to go for walk .

We went Bukit Timah hill .

Walked ...

Home . Showered . They they wanted to go Seng Song . His Dad said Woodland would jam . So Jurong ...

And suggested to sent me home as well .

Okay . Had Bak Tu Teh . Shopped at Seng Song .

And drop me off .

Home .

So tired ...

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on Saturday 11 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Talk .

Was too tired to wake up early .

So , took my own sweet time to pack my bag and left .

Had lunch at the Kopitiam , Yong Tou Fu .

Went to register , only to realized that I need to pay $10 for new member , $30 for membership , and another $20 for the thing !!!

Altogether $60 !!!!

Anyway , a short talk .

Left . To City Hall . My phone was dying .

So , arranged to meet at the McDonald's . Raining . I went out , suggested for me to go over . He said nope .

Raining , will dirty the car .

Went back McDOnald's .

Only for him to call again , and asked me to go over SMU .

So angry . Left ...

Met Him . Then his Brother .

So , his parents came .

Went to the Beauty World and had dinner .

Went home . Brother contacted him .

He picked me up .

His Mum bought for me 2 set of lingerie .

Yeah .

And I used the BIG paper bag to smuggle Toh Dub and Pauline !!!

So happy !!!

Brother drop by beside NTUC to get his wrist guard .

He was bullying Dub all the way !!!

7am ...

Had the Terumo Syringe Pump training .

Thought of going Kopitiam ... but ended up going Cafe to look for Mia .

Had the Sandwich and Corn Soup .

Tired ...

So , waited for Ms Alice after my shift .

Yeah !

Pasted all the glass deco up !!!

Nice . This time it's perfect .

Good gel glue .

So , met with Jane , Alison , Geok Har and another staff .

Went for the party .

Nice .

Belle came slightly later . Lily was around as well .

Had fun .

Best part was the BEARS !!!

Brought a few home .

Left with Lily and Belle .

Jurong East and took 334 home .

Placed the Bears with Stitch .

Brother came home and he was so happy .

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on Thursday 9 January 2014 .
Title of my post : PAIN !

Woke up at 3am plus .

So painful !!! Had Pandol .

ARGH !!!! Took another tablet from Jessie .

Work . 7am . Slept on the train ....

Work ...

Zzzz .

Went with Pris , Greg and Yu Yong to the Indian stall .

Stayed back a little . It was around time ...

Left . Brother fetched .

So pain . Was too tired to go down for walk .

Zzz ..

Waited for him .

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on Wednesday 8 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Walk .

Brother drop me off .

Slept .

Work .

Hylife .

Dosed .

With Kan .

Went down to Houseman with Jessie , Lai Fong and Kan .

Kan took away . Ate Mee Soto . Lai Fong ate the same .

Drop by Duke .

Work .

Ended .

Rushed down . Brother fetched .

Went down walk walk alone .

CK ... Walked by the connection .

7am with Shirley !!

Took slow transport .

Tired .

Went to get Share Tea . $3.50 .

Brother came . Loaded up all the books .

Home .

Had dinner , went down for walk .

Was going back when Dad came down .

Another round of walk .

Home .

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on Monday 6 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Nothing .

Brother drop me off ... It was raining .

Work . Tired . Hylife .

So , dosed . Nothing much .

Kan took away Ba Chor Mee for me .

Time's up . Pasted the glass deco and ran off . Brother fetched .

Had light dinner of sausages , potatoes and some vegetables .

Dad came home .

Went down with Brother and Dad . Walked around at the Giant Super market .

Saw some SCDF personnel at the coffee shop . Some guy was drunk ...

Home .

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on Sunday 5 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Tibear !!!

Rode . Swam with Toh Dub . He appeared , with something behind him .

Silly me thought that he brought down another bear ... I was so wrong !!! He bearnapped my Toh Dub !!!

So sad .

So , went up . Had lunch . His Brother cooked .

Watched movie . I dozed off . He search for optical shop . And he SHOUTED at me and woke me up !!!

It felt so terrible !!

We left . I put my DVDs back into my bike .

He was missing ...

Waited for him at the bus stop and he came back .

West Mall . He did his specs .

Took away some Chicken Rice . Went back and ate .

He brought Tibear out ... I took him home . He went back to " exchange " for Panbear . I put Panbear into the box . And Tibear into the bag !!!

He tried to stop me by confiscating my helmet . Too bad . I'll jolly well ride without one .

He gave in . I rode home . With Tibear in front of me ... hugging .

Home ...

I went early .

Waited for him . He came . Work . It was raining when we left at 7pm ... we walked in the rain .

We had Korean BBQ again !!! $56.50 .

Took bus home .

Work .

Tired . Had training and all .

Went for Indian stall murtabak with Wilfred . His treat .

Sent the new Terumo Syringes for commissioning .

Went to Ikea . Had meatballs and the curry chicken . $20.70 . Total take away cost of $0.40 .

So , met him .

Chat with Cousins .

Late .

He took cab and sent me home .

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on Thursday 2 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Work .

Brother drop me off . Work .

We went Tiong Bahru 18 Chef for lunch .

Sat with Yu Yong , Shirley , Kan and Wilfred . Had some Black Pepper Beef .

Kan left .

Work .

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on Wednesday 1 January 2014 .
Title of my post : Home .

Stayed at home . Did the cut and paste together the the maid .

Brother sent them . I ran down to pass to the maid her cut outs .

Prepared . Brother came back with his friends .

I slacked .

His friends left . Went down together .

Had Laksa together with Dad . Hungry . His friends cooked sausages and bread and yet Dad and I did not get any share at all .

We walked around .

Went home and did glass deco .