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::Confessions of EVERYTHING
on Monday 31 March 2014 .
Title of my post : Work .

Brother drop me off . Was early .

Slept ... totally dozed off .

Almost late .

Anyway , worked .

Dosed the subject with the injection .

Ramya brought take away for us ... She went with Shirley and Pris to Houseman . Houseman last day .

Had the Indian stall Fried Bee Hoon in Room 7 with Wilfred , Kan and Shirley .

Work ... did the time points ...

7pm today ...

Passed over to Mai and Moon . Tired .

Kan waited for me when I was in the pantry .

Walked to train station .

Took slow transport home . So tired .

Ate ... hungry !

Rest ...

Slept .

Tried calling him . NO answer at all !!!

Rode in the rain . Was totally soaked !!!

Went to his Function Room .

Waited for the rain to stop . Jumped down into the pool and swam a while .

Breathless ....

Bathed . Was totally soaked .

Waited for him in the games room . They came . Carried some stuffs upstairs ...

His Mum went Woodlands to fetch Dad .

Had late lunch of yummy rice , noodles and all .

Watched some movie ... dozed off ...

Went to his bed and hug bears .

His family was re-arranging the table for the new desktop ....

Continued sleeping .

Went to some place near Chua Chu Kang to eat . They wanted to go Jurong , but I rode ...

Went back home . His parents went to wash car .

I face booked a while ... and rode home .

He gave me Dub !!!

Home , only to realized that i left my Ipad at his house !!!

Called Brother to get it for me .

Yeah .

Slept ... dozed off ...

So tired .

Brother drop me off .

Went ...

Did my stuffs ...

Dozed off ... till I heard the sound !!!

OMG !!!

Rushed to the toilet to wash off the face mask ...

BOOOO .

4pm plus .

Took bus down to Sim Lim Square with his instructions/ directions .

Met him and his Brother .

Walked ...

Waited for quite some time .

His parents came as well .

Waited .

Had a very bad stomachache ...

Had Korean Chicken . Yummy .

But only managed to eat a little only . He gave me his western ham and all .

Went back to his house .

Said that Brother would be fetching .

Went to West Mall and walked a little .

Tired .

Bus home .

Brother drop me off .

Had cheese puffs with Brother in the car .

Work .

Screening .

Kaffee and Toast Fish soup Bee Hoon for Mia , Kan and I .

Room 7 .

Tired .

Shift ended . I ran off .

Met Brother . Home .

Went down for walk ... CK dept . Brought 2 mouse rinse , $7.60 .

Tired .

Brother drop me off .

Had the cheese bread which Wilfred brought yesterday .

Kan came in .Almost scared me to death .

Slept .

Overslept , as usual !!!

Work .

Screening .

Afternoon .

Kan asked me to go down Kaffe and Toast .

Fish soup been hoon for me .

Fish soup rice for the guys .

Ate .

Screening .

7pm with Mia . Went to the train station together with her .

Home .

Tired .

Mum cooked some porridge or some thing ...

Dozed off after dinner .

Hehe .

So , Brother drop me off .

Walked . Exited from the MRT .

Turned towards the bus stop .

Decided to walk via HPB instead .

Went Kopitiam . No Bee Hoon . Went to Houseman instead .

Ate .

Usual place .

Ms Alice came in !!!

Never mind .

Read some articles ...

Work .

Screening again .

Tired .

Anyway , not many people .

Went with Andrew to dispatch bloods while Wilfred went to buy duck rice .

Ate .

There's only 2 subject in the afternoon .

Everything's done .

Slack .

Messaged and all ...

Tired .

7pm with Kan .

Walked to MRT .

Took shuttle bus .

Saw them ...

4 , 5 of them .

Ha ha . Had a good chat .

Exchanged number of one of them to sell bike .

Brother ended his lesson .

Drove home .

Showered .

He got for me duck breast meat !

So yummy .

Tired .

Waited for him .

Brother drop me off .

Slept . So tired . Cannot wake up .

Time's up . Screening .

Height , weight , ECG and blood pressure .

Got to change the BMI machine .

Which I still don't understand why .

Anyway , went to dispatch blood .

Saw Pam !!! We took picture .

Sent the blood and collected the result .

Saw Kan at the lift when I came back ...

No lunch .

Only had the curry puff which Ms Alice brought for us .

Yummy !

Took slow transport home .

Brother did not fetch at all .

Mum cooked salmon .

Yucks .

Brother drop me off .

Saw Lai Fong . She said Kan was looking for me inside the pantry .

Hehehe . So sweet of her !!!

YUMMY !

Tired . Could not wake up .

So , screening started .

Everything's going cool ...

Lunch !

Chicken Rendang from Kaffe and Toast for all !

Yeah .

Tired .

Another round in the afternoon ....

Time's up .

Took over ...

Bloods and all .

Passed over to Shirley and Moon .

Waited ...

Dad would be home late . Mum went to Uncle Perry's house .

So ... Brother finally appeared .

Met him near the downstairs hawker center .

We walked to the KFC .

Yummy .

Brother brought along the Kio which He bought last Friday .

Woke up .

He asked me to go late .

Anyway , it was a bright sunny afternoon .

I got to jump into the pool in such a nice weather !!!

I don't care .

Anyway , menses just ended .

I rode down . Swam .

Wonderful !!!

He went to run outside .

The pool was crowded .

Not the fun ...

So , time's up .

Went up and had some rice .

Left .

Took bus . Waited for Mum , Hui Ying Jie Jie and Lionel .

Had yummy Korean . Woorinara , $83.60 .

Ice cream .

Went back to his house .

Rode home .

Tomorrow ....

Back to square one .

Brother drop me off .

Went .

Time's up . Went for the talk ...

Not that nice .

So many people .

Anyway , went back .

He asked me to go to his house .

Rode ...

Had dinner .

Showed him my power point .

E-mailed .

Rode home .

Woke up . It was already 5.30am !!!

Rushed . Rode down .

Was still early .

So , work .

Aspirin , AUY .

Lunch .

Kaffee and Toast Fish Soup Bee Hoon for Kan , Mia and I .

Wilfred ordered noodles .

Ate .

Stayed back .

Discharge subject .

He actually asked me to go Expo for steamboat .

But they decided to go Tiong Barhu Plaza 18 chef .

Pris came as well .

Ate .

1 of us left first .

The 3 of us shopped .

Then left ...

I waited for him ...

He came . With Koi !!!

Yeah .

So , cab home .

7am with Lai Fong .

Took slow transport . So sleepy . Tired .

Busy .

Lai Fong was nice ...

So , lunch .

Took away 3 sets of Mee Siam from Kaffe and Toast . For Wilfred and Kan . $13.17 .

Ate ...

Hui Ann's last day today !!!

Oh no .

Planned 3.30pm .

So , had dry run and ended late ...

Waited to them .

Mia , Dr Greg , Wilfred and Kan .

Had a wonderful steamboat dinner at Chinatown !

Yeah . Brother drop me off .

9.30am ... Managed to sleep ... but got woke up at 9am ... Someone go and open up the curtain !!!

Argh .

So ... work .

Busy . Subject came .

Got to do ECG , cannulation ...

Started the infusion . It runs ...

Had a quick lunch . There's some lunch @ IMU today .

Ate a little only ... got to rush .

Work .

Ended at 7pm . Took away 2 plastic bags .

Brother picked me up from Chinese Garden .

Home ....

7am !

Took slow transport .

With Ramya .

Nothing much ...

Tied .

Took away from Kaffe and Toast for lunch . Wilfred and Kan . $11.65 .

4pm .

Brother said he would be late .

Went Jurong East . Wanted to collect my free sample packs ... but only managed to collect from one stall .

Went shopped a little ... Went Library .

Took bus home .

Tired .

So , Brother drop me off ...

Work . With Lai Fong , 8am .

So ...

Did CTC , Hylife ... Aspirin blood .

Wow !!

Dosed as well !

Busy , rocking !!!

Sent down the E kit as well ...

Angry , tired ...

Went down to Kaffe and Toast . Brought take away for Wilfred and Kan . $13.43 .

Saw Kiran and Belle !!!!

Belle helped me to collect the Mee Siam and Chicken Rendang ...

While I waited for my Bee Hoon Fish Soup noodles .

Yummy .

Ate with Wilfred and Eve in the lounge .

Went to Room 7 for Face Book .

Kan ate .

Time's up .

Slaked .

I don't know ...

Anyway , Brother was " at my house," as he said .

To collect stuffs for his company .

Anyway , so I took slow transport all the way home myself .

He was already home .

Had yummy dinner .

Tired ...

Got to wake up early tomorrow ...

BOO .

Woke up .

Mum asked if I wanted to go down market .

Went .

It rained !!!

Top up petrol , $4.86 .

Rode down in the rain to his house ...

Had Bee Hoon . Yummy .

His parents and Brother went for hair cut .

Borrowed his Brother's googles .

The water was nice ...

Swam . He ran outside .

Back ...

Did finished the survey form .

Submitted ...

I don't know .

Anyway ...

Had light snacks of hot dog and garlic bread . Hehehe .

Potato chips as well .

Watched some movie ...

Yeah ...

Had dinner . Yummy Curry Fish Head !!!

Watched the Devil wear Prada .

Rode home ....

Brother drop me off .

As usual ...

Rest a while ...

Went up for the Sleep ...

Still okay .

So , had the refreshment ....

Went back ...

Got out from the lift when I felt that something was strange ...

The light was on ...

There was music ...

Only to realized !!!!!!

ARGH !

He spoil my whole day .

And that guy's hand phone died !!!

ARGH .

So , left with him at 6pm ...

Home .

What to do .

Mum cooked chicken nuggets for me .

Yeah !!!

Brother drop at Dover again .

Train ...

Early .

Sat at Station with Kan , Lai Fong and Shirley .

Had fun .

Work .

CTC . Did one or 2 call- ins .

Yeah ... both said they e-mail replied back !

Slack ...

Did with Shirley the Terumo infusion pump .

Wonderful job !

Ended .

Left with Pris and Dr Greg .

Brother was at Clementi Art Friend , met him . He spent $40 plus ... he drop me off , I brought Taiwan Sausage and the Sesame seeds chicken from the night market ..... realized that the oil was totally BLACK !!!

Home ... Brother went for fur- cut ...

Tired .

Brother went to SP .

I left . Dover .

Slept ...

9.30am .

Work .

Not many calls coming in already .

For her to call all those who replied via e-mail .

Work ...

Kan took away Ba Chor Mee for us .

Ate and all ... no appetite .

So ... work and work .

Act busy .

Prepare Room 1 from Room 6 .

Everybody slowly went back ...

Did ECG .

Finally . 10pm .

Ran off .

Was walking to the train station when Brother called .

Raffles .

Argh ...

Met him at the train station . He was waiting for me ....

Maucks .

Complain again .

He asked, " Which time you never complain you're angry? "

HMPH !!!

Angry with you !

So , Brother came to Chinese Garden to fetch .

Home .

Had Ba Chor Mee again .

Brother drop me off .

Work .

8.30am .

Trying to make myself useful ...

Tired .

Went for Syngery .

Saw Roz and E Bay !!!

155555 hours . The email was sent .

I attended to ALL the calls .

6pm . Rushed off , with Pris and Kan .

Met Brother at Chinese Garden .

Home .

Brother drop me off .

8.30am . Work ....

Everyday ... day in day out .

Tired .

So , morning ....

Training . Trying to make myself busy .

Time's up . They provide lunch .

Ate . Kan and Shirley .

Dosed subject .

Nothing .

Time's up . Left with Pris ...

Bump into Kan .

Brother fetched .

Home ,

Brother drop me off .

Ate and slept . So tired to wake up ...

Went down , Ward 48 . For ECG and blood taking . YEAH !!!

Time's up . Went Kopitiam and brought Laksa . $6.24 .

Ate it in Room 7 with Kan .

Discussed Insulin with Shirley and Jessie .

So tired .

MMD came .

Settled ...

So many stocks ....

7pm with Mia and Kan . Mia left earlier . Walked with Kan ...

" Scolded and complained" again .

Home . Was so sad ... need some pick me up . Brought some salted chicken .

Lai Fong gave me some food as well , and I bought home some diet .

Home ...

He was now where to be found .

So sad .

He finally called .

Complained to him ...

But he just don't get my point . I don't get his as well ....

Rode down .

Swam . Went back for lunch .

Relaxed ...

Slept ... with Tibear and Dub .

Woke up . Dinner .

His parents left for appointment .

Went home .

Back to reality again ...