All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

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on Wednesday 30 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Work .

Brother drop me off . Bump into Hui Zhen . She gave me some snacks and tea . Yummy !

Work . Onco . With Shirley . 2 hours .

Went for lunch . Ba Chor Mee take away . With Wilfred . For Pris and Kan as well . Went to Highlanders as well . $15.40 .

Got the drinks and food . Ate .

Worked .

Was a bit .... I don't know .

CRNs meeting . Why does she has to ask and all right in front ?

They all left early . After the meeting .... 5.43pm ...

Like ... WHAT ?!

The doors were opened as well .

Locked them .... was confused where to keep all the chairs ...

Asked them when they ended the interview .... Just placed them back at the screening room .

Rushed down . Brother just came as well ...

6.30pm became 7pm .

Went back to fetch Mum . The Botak Jones stall at Jurong West was closed . I ran up to get my phone .

Came down with Mum . Went to Clementi for dinner .

YUMMY .

Home ...

Finally ... can relax .

Sleep without the alarm clock .

Brother drop me off .

The stupid train ! Train fault again . I ended up alighting at Boon Lay and took to Pari Ris . No space !

And this irritating aunty , stretch her leg in front , there's no space to stand .

She even pushed my bag again !

Reached . Had breakfast . Went down to the Union . The NHC was so deserted ...

Collected .

Went to Kaffe and Toast . Brought the coffee for Wilfred .

Work . Screening ....

Wilfred went with his friends . Kan got Malay Chicken rice for me and Pris .

Ate . Rushed for the Insulin de-briefing .

So ... worked . Forced myself to stay till 7pm .

Met Brother near Shuqun linkway . He was still crawling ! He helped me carry the stuffs and we walked home .

Curry fish for dinner . Was so tired that I slept on the sofa while waiting for him ...

He called . And I slept again , on the bed this time .

It was raining . Brother drop me .

Work . Took blood .

Nothing much ....

Lunch . Kan went to the old Houseman . The stall was not open yet .

Ended up no lunch . Got to go TBM . Went with Wilfred . Carrot cake , Chee Quay and Chicken Fillet .

YUMMY !!!

Went back . Ended at 6pm . Got to take slow transport home . Brother ended work early .

Tired.

Watched Stitch with Brother !

Yeah !

Finally ... to wake up without any alarm .

Had noodles .

Wanted to go down with Mum ... but she never wait for me .

Shop . Went to the " orange " colour shop . Don't have the stuffs I wanted to bun up my hair .

Went to the shop near Ck department stall .

$15.00 for my season parking .

Yeah . Got the stuffs I wanted .

$4.00 plus .

Walked to the 2 Giant .

No Ah Huat Extra Rich .

Was about to walk back till I saw a provision shop . It carries all the different Ah Huat favours !

Got the bag and went home .

Mum packed ...

I rode down to his house and passed him his orders .

Rode to the Library . They changed the Book Cross location .

Anway ... yup .

Got another 3 books .

Reached . Went to Kaffe and Toast . Ordered the Bee Hoon Fish Soup .

Shirley came in and ate as well .

Work . Flushed all the cannulas .

Waited .

Kan went down to get Korean BBQ Chicken . They had Chicken rice .

Ate with Wilfred in the pantry . Talked .

Anyway , started... and ended .

Took blood . Nothing much .

We packed up . Helped to counter check with Robyn .

We left .

Walked . Robyn went to 7-11 . Andrew walked straight .

Went to the bike with Kan and Wilfred . They laughed .

Rode back to Block 7 , again , forgot something ...

Rode back .

Home . So tired .

Tomorrow got to work ... again .

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on Saturday 26 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Kan and Wilfred .

Early morning rode down . Work .

Same as 2 weeks ago . Tired .

Went to get $27.50 Highlander coffee for them . They ordered Popeyes for lunch .

Yummy .

Everyone left shortly after ....

Work .

Left with Anthony , Wilfred and Kan .

Anthony went to his car.

Went with Kan and Wilfred . Bee Hoon and cheese prata .

YUMMY !

Walked back with them .

Rode home .

Slept at 10.45pm .

So early .

Was early . Chi chat .

Time's up and I left .

Played all the games . Went back . Ms Alice saw me and asked, " Why are you here ? "

She was so nice yesterday . Allow me to claim time , said that I needed it , and have fun , enjoy myself .

Work ... had lunch . Got to start getting ready . Shirley was busy as well and she had cup noodles .

We started !

Yeah .... but there was some hiccups in between ...

Never mind .

So , ended at 7pm . Passed over to Ramya , YY , Moon and Bernard . Cool .

Andrew left earlier .

Walked with Kan . Said bye at Block 4 .

Rode home .

Traffic was still okay , only .

Had dinner . Brother brought home some chicken .

Yummy .

7am . Rode down . Top up petrol , $4.90 .

Tired . Work .

Went with Shirley to Everton Park for lunch . Fish and Chips . YUMMY !

Wanted to leave early at 4pm ... however , got held up .

Rushed down . Was so late and I missed the thing .

It seems quite nice . There wasn't any seats either !

Ended . Took slow transport home .

So tired .

Brother drop me off ....

Slept .

Was so tired .

Time's up and I got got wake up , again .

9.30am .

Work .

With Anna . Cool !

Went down Pharmacy and MMD .

Haiz ...

Lunch .

Like finally . Kopitiam .

Crispy Vegetarian noodles . $3.60 .

Yummy .

Went back and Facebook .

Work ... Slack .

Anna helped me ...

Went for the insulin ... Oh my ....

Anyway .... went down to collect back the E kit .

Passed over the eIRF over to MMD .... hopefully .

Whatever .

So tired ...

Morning staffs passed over and left .

Just a few more timepoints .

Anna and I passed over to Kan and Moon . Andrew assisted to do the timepoint .

Waited .

Research ...

Time's up .

I left . I hate it !

Met him .... hugs .

He forced me to make overseas calls .

We took cab home .

The taxi driver was heading to Boon Lay , so he drop him off at Hillview first .

Home .

Brother drop me off .

Slept ...

So tired ...

Lunch . Kopitiam Kimchi Ramen . $4.00 .

Passed over with ANdrew to Kan and Moon .

Late as usual .

Whatever .

Rushed down .

He came .

We walked ...

The place was closed . So we went to the usual old hawker centre .

Most stalls were closed as well ....

Aw ...

We had Thai .

YUMMY .

Mauck .

Talked and talked and talked with him .

Complain !

I don't care !

ANGRY !

We took train .

Alight at Clementi .

He cabbed while I waited for the 185 .

Home ....

So tired .

Brother drop me off .

Slept ...

Lunch . Went down Kopitiam with Andrew . had some light Preserved Egg with Lean Moet Congee , $2.80 .

Time's up ... Stayed with Andrew , only .

Passed over to Kan and Moon .

Dragged myself home .

Bathed . Ate ...

So tired .

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on Sunday 20 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Nothing ,

Rode down . It was drizzling .

His phone was in flight mode .

Called him . He came down and pushed my bike to park .

Slacked .

Watched TV .

We had sardine lunch ... played some bacteria and virus game .

Went NTUC . Came back and I went for a swim .

So terrible .

It was packed .

Anyway , went back ...

Had dinner at home .

He sent me to my bike ...

Home .

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on Saturday 19 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Nothing .

Brother drop me off at MRT .

It was quite ...

E-mailed my Whatsapp conversation . Took me the whole morning !!!

So , finally ended . Had my lunch and rushed down to Yio CHu Kang .

Brother drop me off . We decided to go Ang Mo Kio .

Uncle dropped us there . We realized that there's no Popular . Took train down to Bishan .

Went to the Popular . Nope , no stock .

So we just walked around . Went back to Ang Mo Kio and I left with Him to MacDonald's .

Had a drink ...

Saw Uncle Perry and Mum came .

We went back ...

Went out for dinner at some Hawker Centre . YUMMY !!! I think I ate the most ...

Went back and watched a movie ...

NICE .... till Brother came half way ...

Drop him off .

Went home .

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on Friday 18 April 2014 .
Title of my post : I love you .

Brother was supposed to send Parents to Uncle Perry's house . He ended up sending me back .

So , I reached . Packed some expired stuffs and passed to Brother .

Went back and began packing ...

Locker . drinks ...

So , I was walking back when I had a heart attack !

I didn't know he came in !!!!

He asked , " Are you okay ? "

What else can I reply ?

" No I'm not ? "

What to do ...

So , did my stuffs ...

Times' up . He left .

I left shortly after .

Went to Tampines . Shopped at the T1 . Saw a raincoat/ coat . Asked permission to buy it . $22.90 .

Yeah .

Went down and waited for him at Changi City Point . He came . We went to the SMALL food fair . Nothing much .

Got some takoyaki balls and went back to the Changi City Point .

Tried looking for some place to eat . It was slightly late by than .... the Chicken Rice stall he wanted to bring me was already close . And it was so packed that we did not manage to get any seats .

Bump into his colleague . He recognised me and smiled at me .

Went back upstairs , again . Koufu .

He got for me sausage and ham spaghetti .

Yummy . He went to get his food but came back empty handed .

I gave him my plate of spaghetti and went to get Thunder Tea Rice .

It was yummy .

We ate ...

Cab home .

He gave me Green Tea Kit Kat !!!

I love you .

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on Thursday 17 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Tired .

8am .

Still preparing the room and all ...

Doctor came .

I failed cannulation .

Took and took and took blood ....

LUNCH !!!

TBM with Shirley . Had Carrot cake , Chee Quay and fish balls ( as ordered by Robyn ) .

Back ...

YF screening .

I manage to TAKE ALL the bloods !!!!

HAPPY !

So ... most of the staffs went home early .

It was quite ...

I left .

Took very slow transport .

Mum went to Hui Ying's house ...

Waited . Nobody was home .

Mum finally came home . She had some beef noodles for me .

Yummy . Was so hungry .

Anyway ... waited for him .

Slept .

Took slow transport . Was far too tired ....

Brought noodles from Anna's cafe .

Ate in pantry ... was a bit late .

They slowly came in ...

Started .

I managed to took all , but 1 subject's blood .

Agrh .

YF screening as well . Took both their bloods .

Lunch .

Went down Kopitiam with Pris , Shirley and Kan .

Took away .

Had the Roasted pork and meat rice . $3.76 .

Pantry .

Tired ...

So , worked ...

Insulin again .

Once everything done , I got to start preparing the room .

Stayed back late ...

Waited at least half an hour for Brother .

Home .

Brother drop me off .

Work ...

Did Bay , managed to cannulate . Second attempt .

Kan and Wilfred came to assist me ... so good !!!

Robyn ordered Highlanders .

So , prepared ... when I went to help Wilfred to serve medication first .

We ate . Kan came in and he went pantry .

Work ended .... like finally .

Called Brother , who was already reaching home !

HMPH !

Got to take the slow transport home . And it was jam !!!

Home .

Was so tired that I went to bed at 9pm ...

Woke up at almost 1am . Tried calling him , who was going to sleep by than .

Face book .

Slept ... again .

Brother drop me off .... was early . Slept in 6 .

Time's up ... got to work .

Settled my subject . Wilfred helped me did the repeat magnesium .

It was still low and subject got to go home .

I went down for Soy Sauce Chicken noodles at Kopitiam myself . $2.80 .

Packed up and all ...

It was raining heavily and I lent my umbrella to Jac .

Walked all the way to MRT .

Brother fetched me from Chinese Garden . It was drizzling by than .

Tired . Just Facebook ....

Woke up . He called . His Dad cooked lunch ...

So , I went down to get Prawn noodles and Carrot cake .

Tired searching for my cashcard which dropped from my bike yesterday .... No hope ....

Parked at the same place . It was $1.30 yesterday .

Went up . Kan came in for lunch as well .

So ... nothing much . Waited for time .

Angry .

Never mind .

There was no dinner as well .... so sad !!!

Luckily I still got my carrot cake left overs ...

So ... the subjects left .

Packed up .

I did not wait for them .

Rode home .

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on Saturday 12 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Tired .

Early in the morning , woke up ...

Stupid ERP don't let me exit , again .

Pump petrol . $5.34 . Rode .

Tried searching for a parking ...

$1.00 per hour ...

I went all the way to HPB/ NDC .

It stated $0.65 per entry .

So , went up for work . Carried some stuffs .

Began doing ECGs and all ...

Wei Shan was around . Lai Fong , Anna ....

Cool .

Ms Alice and Andrew went down and got for us Chicken Rendang for lunch .

YUMMY !

Anyway , it's the down period already .

Lunch .

Waited for time ...

Finally . Passed over . Left at 8pm with Kan and Anthony .

Rode home . So tired .

Brother drop me off .

Work . 8.30am ...

Had lunch with Wei Shan , Anna and Shirley . Have Vegetarian meal .

Took away vegetation for Kan and Ayam Penyet for Wilfred . Got for them coffee as well .

Passed over to Anna , Mia , Wilfred and Andrew .

The subjects came in for the stay .

Nothing much ...

Work ended . Took slow transport home .

185 .

Home . Had dinner and went down for walk .

Drop my plastics containers from Body Shop and went back home to get ATM card .

CK department stall . Mouthrinse , $12.50 altogether . Than went to duplicate the keys for Mum . Only managed to duplicate one .

Renew my season parking . $15.00 .

Home .

Mum made Tiramisu for tomorrow .

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on Thursday 10 April 2014 .
Title of my post : 4 Fingers .

Brother drop me off .

Work .

Kan took away duck rice for us . Wilfred and I .

Pris told me something ...

Room 1 .

They had Ops meeting .

CCTV .

Went with Kan to Orchard 4 Fingers . $24.90 .

Brother drop me off .

Went to sleep .

Kan was so noisy !!!! Why must he , of all times , arrange the furniture now ?!

Time's up .

Work .

I saw them by the bedside . So I went over ...

She asked me if there's any other bloods to despatch to lab .

I cannot answer ....

Lunch . We walked to the Indian stall .

Kan and Wilfred .

We had the Bee Hoon with Ikan Bilis . Chicken Murtabak .

Went back .

Kan waited for us ...

Ms Alice was asking why ...

Nope , I'm not treating !

We walked to the Vegastian stall .

Kan and Wilfred .

Yummy !!!

So full .

Tried waiting for him ....

But he ended late .

I was already on 185 , after the expressway ...

Home .

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on Tuesday 8 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Just Alica .

Brother drop me off .

Was early . 9.30am .

Rest , i pad ...

Had dry run .

The staff assignment is out . Quite okay .

Lunch . Went down with Mia . Got Kaffe and Toast . Mee Siam and Chicken Rendang .

Took away drinks as well .

1 cup for Dr Greg , 2 for Kan and Wilfred .

Had lunch in 6 .

Work ...

7pm .

Shift ended . Passed over to Anna and Moon .

We went Doubty Gout ... 4 Fingers was closed !!!!

Oh no !

Ended up having Just Alica . It was okay ...

They took another direction of train .

I waited for him .

Got down at Clementi .

Home .

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on Monday 7 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Whatever .

Took slow transport all the way .

Was slightly early .

Prepared ...

Had the dry run .

Lunch . Went Kaffe and Toast for Fish soup Bee Hoon . THe guys had rice . We had it in 6 .

Walked to train station with Andrew and Kan .

Home .

She's in her childish mode again .

Whatever . No point talking to a piece of wood .

No point talking to someone who don't mean what they say .

You know what , I don't give a damn !

I live with my own principles and morals .

Woke up .

Prepare . Had some Dim Sum breakfast .

Then went to climb some place ...

We went to Ah Ma's house .

Went to the garden ...

There were 2 cats ...

Went back to Jonker ... queue up for the Chicken Rice balls .

We went to shop . Brought some drinks , again .

Had the Chicken Rice balls lunch ....

Went back . 3pm .

Slept ...

The van only came at 4.30pm .

All the way ... drop by some place for dinner .

Kway Chap .

Back to Uncle Perry's house .

Brother drove home .

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on Saturday 5 April 2014 .
Title of my post : Jonker ,

I just woke up on my own . So tired .

Brother drop all of us down to Uncle Perry house . Waited for him to fetch that slut .

The minivan came . We board it .

Left .

Drop by somewhere for lunch .

Shared Mee Soto with Dad . Had milk tea . Brother brought for me ice cream as well .

We continued the journey all the way . Check in to the hotel .

Waited for a while . Went for Secret Recipe . Shopped a little .

Jonker Street .

So , dinner ... had some Nyonya meal .

They wanted to start talking when the shop was preparing to close .

9.30pm .

Went to some hotel lobby instead .

8k , only .

Wahahaha !

Went back after that . Face mask , bath , slept .

Brother sent me all the way to work . He took leave today .

I brought my bags up and dump all the stuffs .

Went down again ...

Work ...

Went TBM with Pris for Carrot Cake .

Came back . Team meeting ...

Work ended .

Went home myself .

Slow transport .

Pack bag ...