All my love is for you and I will never let you go .

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on Thursday 30 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Good bye .

It's my post - night - day off .

Went with him to the airport ...

Good bye ...

Is so hard to say ......

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on Saturday 25 July 2009 .
Title of my post : 11th Biennial General Meeting .

Went with Brother to the 11th Biennial General Meeting at Jurong Spring Community Center .

There's a trip to the Kbox after the meeting .

Headed for my very first night shift ...

Met him at SMU .

Headed down to Bukit Timah's clinic ...

He's unwell .

Met Mum and Cousin at Bukit Timah Food Center ....

Where he explained point by point that he's not going to do any harm to me , that he will take good care of me ...

I felt like cursing ...

Like , HELLO ?!?!

Why does it felt like we are going to get married NOW , and he's meeting my parents , discussing about the future plan ?!

I personally don't feel the need to meet at all , much less drag my cousin into it ...

Have .

You .

Ever .

Thought .

Of .

My .

Feelings .

At .

All ???

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on Sunday 19 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Half day .

Half day at SMU , even though it's rest day for me ...

Day off ... and I cycled all the way from my house to Jurong Point ...

I love the feeling ...

The wind .

Blowing my hair , rubbing my skin ...

Encouraging me to cycle faster ... urging me on ...

The freedom ......

Carefree .

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on Sunday 12 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Spent with him .

Rest day was spent with him at SMU .

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on Saturday 11 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Suntec City .

Morning shift .

Went down to Suntec City to meet WH and Artz ...

Morning shift ...

Went to SMU , then Clementi , where we ate at the KFC , shopped a while at the NTUC ....

I love you .

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on Sunday 5 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Jurong East NTUC .

Met Mum at Jurong East NTUC after my morning shift .

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on Saturday 4 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Brother misses .

Day off .

Went downstairs with Brother to buy his dices ...

Brother , I miss the School Holidays where we would help Mum to mop the floor - you mop that room , I mope this room , as for the living room - half half , do holiday homework together while Mum will be at work at the Childcare ...

You would game for the whole day with your peers . I would use my teddy bears and disturb you , but never once you raise your voice at me , though I know that I'm a nuisance irritating you at your game .

And when the internet disconnected you from the game , you peers would start dialing our home number , and I would scream into the phone " P***** "

I miss all those good old times when we were still a child ...

Oh ...

Those were the days ....

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on Friday 3 July 2009 .
Title of my post : Farewell party .

It's rest day , once again .

Went back to the ward for the farewell party ....

Headed to Connection One after that .

Overslept for my training ....

A big thanks to to taxi uncle who manage to reach on time ... Can't imagine what will happen if the training staff give a call to my ward , and speak to my ward Sister that I'm missing in action ...

I'm still a new staff ....

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on Wednesday 1 July 2009 .
Title of my post : " Balls balls " .

It's morning shift once again . Brought my favorite " balls balls " to eat !!!